i didn't wanna WRITE a song –– cause i didn't want anyone thinking i STILL care ... i don't but you still hit my PHONE up ... if you like the way you look that much, baby ... you should go & LOVE YOURSELF.
❛ 𝒊 𝒔𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒓, 𝒊 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒊 just saw a ghost near the reginald hall, and now i feel inclined to find proof of it. would you be up for some ghost hunting with me, or are you too chicken ? ❜
a cigarette was PERCHED between the dean’s sons lips, smirking which caused the cancer stick to tug, “as someone whose been around this campus since before he could walk, i can DEFINITELY confirm its haunted.” his dad was a sick fuck who had MASSIVE demons in the closet, “but come on, shorty. let’s be GHOST BUSTERS!”
ronan: pls im incapable of taking bad nudes. all of mine are a work of fucking art
ronan: bless u thank u so much queen
ronan: how about like...now lol. i know it's late but that's the point. i bet he's sleeping and hasn't seen his phone.
ronan: or he'll wake up in the middle of the night, check his phone, think he's dreaming and see the nudes...continue to have a wet dream about me and will wake up with a boner
( REECE KING / CISMALE / HE/HIM). [ RONAN MURPHY ] is a [ TWENTY ONE ] year old [ UNDERGRAD ] student studying [ FASHION DESIGN ]. they are known for being [ CREATIVE & BRAVE ], but also being [ SELF CENTERED & EXTRA]. if there was a song that described their life, it would be [ COLORS by HALSEY ]
(also that gif is 100000% ronan at graduation walking the stage with high af stiletto heels, tossing glitter and then his Dad just…facepalming.)
So Ronan was born and raised in town. To a cop of a father who fell in love with the mayor’s daughter while she was studying to become a lawyer. His mom’s side of the family is classic rich, snobs, socialite royalty. Grew up as an only child and had two parents who were loving but who were also married to their work as well? Like…his arrival was not planned nor ideal because his Mom was just in her last stage of her law education aka just starting law school. But they made it work and he was also raised by his grandparents who spoiled him freaking ROTTEN.
He’s always craved attention, which makes sense. But yeah, he came into the world a little earlier than everyone anticipated, born two months early as a lil preemie.
Has always been an extra lil ball of energy who just…again…loved to be the center of attention? Would always put on shows and was just…never really a shy kid? Though his grandparents sort of…wanted a break with raising him when they caught him wearing his grandmother’s heels and sporting her expensive Saks 5th avenue make up. And they’re pretty conservative...Basically this caused a riff between his grandparents and mom because they were like… ‘you should punish him so he stops this behavior.’ and instead she was like ‘naw i’m just gonna buy him his own.’ so she took him to buy his very first! item of make up! he chose GLITTER and a bright red lipstick. (tho his mom was like…you’re still too young for lipstick but you can wear it on special occasions)
When he was in elementary school, there was a hot second when ppl considered making fun of him for his fashion choices and the fact that he’d always wear glitter to school. But when Ryan Van Der Wall teased him about his ‘gay boy cooties’ Ronan leaned forward and gave him a big OL smooch and was like, ‘now you got dem gay boy cooties as well!’ so after that everyone left him alone?
Despite being extravagant, little baby Ronan was interested in learning boxing and still does it to this day. He’s real good and could probs go pro if he wanted to.
When he was in fourth grade, his mom died from a horrible drunken car crash and like…his entire world was uprooted. He sort of…shriveled up and closed off into a shell. No longer outgoing and extravagant, instead blended in, tried to lay low and sported hoodies. The blasphemy! Like…he felt like a part of him died with her and he also…for some reason blames himself for this? So it was just him and his Dad…and they were both…two lost boys who couldn’t function without Mom. They didn’t know what to do.
He honestly…stayed like this for all of middle school and was just…severely depressed, anxious and just so freaking lost. There was a point where he was inflicting a lot of self harm upon himself. (Not gonna get into the triggering details because it’s not necessary but it involves his wrists. You…get the idea.)
His Dad never knew how to handle him when he was being…extra and out there? But he definitely didn’t know how to handle him when he was this low and it broke his heart because…this was just…not his son?
In High School he met a new set of friends and one of the girl’s accidentally changed his life in the best possible way when she introduced him to The Rocky Horror Picture Show! Like…he could relate to it so much and like immediately was like…I NEED TO BE FRANK N. FURTER so he slowly found himself again after a few months of these Saturday night performances and with a group of friends who weren’t the rich bitch snobs he was always surrounded by. Ronan really started to blossom and by the second half of Freshman year, he was unintentionally one of the coolest kids at school. Became adopted into the HBIC clique as a freshman, which angered a lot of the guys because he literally hangs with all of the hot girls 24/7 at sleepovers. So he still gets bullied at school but he’s also a boxer so he can handle himself.
So yeah now he’s still doing a lot of reckless shit like losing himself in drugs and alcohol and is just always having a great fucking time. The life of the party who is honestly…almost always the center of attention whether it’s because of his extravagant outfits or just reckless antics….everyone’s always watching him to see what he’ll do next.
He’s also a cam boy/escort which his dad does NOT know about jfc. He works so hard to keep Ronan safe because he’s always drugged up and getting into sketchy situations with guys because he’ll do anything for guys who give him attention and daddy’s who shower him with things.
PLOTS
so like childhood friends that he’s probably a bitch to sometimes, ex boyfriends, hook ups, one night stands, secret relationship, fuck buddies aka fwb, best friends, reckless friends, drug friends, party friends
