Let's vent!

Diaries used to be personal, now we actively post them for alll the world to see. Increased oppertunites cheapen the value of interation, more than ever we are desperate to connect.

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So I smoked weed and listened to PC music, now I think a connection has developed so I get dopamine release when listening to PC music, but also paranoia and constantly feeling on edge/waiting for something to happen. 

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Bob Ross, the joy of painting is just what I needed for this Hangover

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Sneezed and broke my headphones, getting ill, and have a Halloween party tonight. This is such a ファイト。

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Flat earth conspiracy theorists... 

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What a time to be alive, truly. 

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I don’t complain about team mates in game, but seriously, 2/2 ranked games we have people with no game sense at all on our team, guy spams chat with ‘sorry I feed’ after every death, and has died 13 times by 20min mark. Best thing of all, he was my support. -.-

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Playing the Master Yizus

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Rival Ekko spams profanity as I Q him down in the middle of dragon... I’ve never felt so dirty. 

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A happy day

I'm definitely feeling a lot more extroverted after today, Managed to introduce myself and talk to a few people and it all went swimmingly, with pretty much no anxiety. On the other hand, I still can’t get to sleep at night from said anxiety, so I really don’t know what’s going on with me, but I'm happy being able to talk to new people and old friends without hesitation. Apparently I don’t really end up talking about myself much though, so maybe I need to improve on that. When other people talk about themselves and their problems, I genuinely sympathise and want to help them, but I can’t imagine how it would work the other way around. 

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Volibear trying to 1v4, with me, Soraka, scooting around with my 40% CDR heals ambulencing his ass for like 30seconds when hie should have died ages ago, then he dies and says, ‘Eat more greens, more like Eat more shite cos you suck’  Fucking lost it. :L

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I got a feeling That we’re gonna be losing this game All the salty scrubs will complain That the jungler’s feeding the top lane Yeah, I got a feeling

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Back at uni

Feelin’ good. I bought a tea labelled 緑茶 but it turned out to be jasmine tea with sugar. :/ 香水味大嫌い。 But it was great to see people again and catch up after a year away.  

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Really need some AP quints but they’re on sale next week. 超困っている。

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Accidentally typing # before something and deleting it in disgust.

Travelling back to Uni today, and my body decides to wake me up at 4am. I wonder what could be resp- ....oh, hi there anxiety. 

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IM SO UPSET MY BAND DIRECTOR ARRANGED THIS AND NOW WE HAVE TO PLAY IT I CANT ESCAPE THE MEMES

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A poem about playing Vi jungle

Why’s Vayne cryin’? Cos she just got dunked on I ain’t even lying Yo she just got dunked on Yip yip, She was standing in her lane, Her support was back at spawn So I dunked it on her face.