Iāve been back to square one more times than I can count, Iāll do really good for awhile but then I always crash and burn and let my mental illness get the better of me. Something clicked in me at the gym today... as every part of me was screaming at me to stop running, I canāt do this, this is too much for me, among all that screaming was a new voice. A small voice but at the same time strong. āKeep going...ā it said āI wonāt let you down, breathe, you got this..ā I tried to focus on that and from this point forward Iāll keep trying to focus on that voice, that small light in the darkness. Iāve made peace with the fact that my mental illness is part of me forever, but I refuse to keep letting it win. Here I am, right back at square one again, hopefully for the last time. This is me, all of me.. heres towards working to improve myself and to feel beautiful once again ā¤ļø https://www.instagram.com/p/BuKoHLWlYG_/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=rdt6kp96lyrm