[bayareadabs]

Whelp I had a mental breakdown...picking myself up and treading onward.

[bayareadabs]

two things from last night

1. i wish i was whole

2.everyone is on they're way to insanity...good luck

[bayareadabs]

when your sleep no longer alleviates your sorrow how does one cope? drugs? sex? knowledge? why not address the underlining problem? its not that easy. how to spark a endless flame unfathomable to the human psyche never spoken. never written. always remote until found? How to find what no mundane thought or approach has found? i come up short and so does everyone who has come before me. 

[bayareadabs]

i now know why intelligent people write books. no one wants to listen to a mad man blaber about things no one understands. they have to tell someone however to get it out of their system. so we tell the universe what we learned and what we understand of it.one day someone will understand the one who writes in their own time. saddened by this i write and see the irony. i write for i must in order to speak with someone of my stature or of my same intelligence. strange. i could write about my fore comings for years. will it alleviate the want to have a human interaction of such ferocity? no i fear not. for explaining things in language cannot explain the connection i long for. i do not understand what it is or where to find it. but writing of my understandings of the world or writing of my experiences cannot forge the evolution i strive for with another mind. 

[bayareadabs]

Tahoe og

[silk101]

https://instagram.com/p/BMwpwkZg550/

[yung-medusa]

🌹︻╦╤─ medusa ─╤╦︻ 🌹

[panophobialnie]

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FADEAUX

[mekakitten]

[fuck-me-till-the-end]

[kushandwizdom]

“ Don’t chase people. Be you, do your own thing and work hard. The right people who belong in your life will come to you, and stay. ”

http://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via kushandwizdom)

[breastsofdoom]

[missbluespruce]

Hanging in a hammock

[intr0jection]

[wnq-writers]

Dont you dare tell me about a perfect world when I have seen I have seen bruises on naive skin I have seen slaves to their substances I have seen empty eyes draining faces I have seen scars littering flesh I have seen young girls with broken bodies I have seen disturbed men ruining innocence I have seen grown women spreading terror in children eyes I have seen fathers loathing their kids Don’t you dare tell me about a perfect world when I have seen I have seen teenagers wishing for death I have seen bones being sold to maintain a living I have seen hearts being torn to pieces by so called lovers I have seen tears spilling out of the kindest orbs I have seen hate rapidly taking over skeletons Don’t you dare tell me about a perfect world when I have I have shattered and gathered myself more times than I can count I have sheltered my soul from demons invading my head I have given my all to people who only wanted to toy with me I have broken too many vows than I should have I have hurt people who deserved the best Let me to tell you about a perfect world that doesnt exist but I have dreamed I have dreamed of rays brightening the horizon I have dreamed of grins spreading over lost faces I have dreamed of vanished darkness and a starry universe I have dreamed of Pureness, Serenity, And hope.

ladispxxte  (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

I yearn so badly to escape myself; even if only for a moment; even if only to breathe.

brycetobiason  (via wordsnquotes)

[barefootmarley]

[melisica]