Waiting in Silence

HTX. 12/12/12.

[bayb-t]

I miss you still

[goodreadss]

“We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot.”

— Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, 2004

[bayb-t]

Everyone have a chapter they don’t read out loud. Be brave enough to heal yourself even when it hurts. (at Glen Island Harbour Club) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7oGph0pMYVNTBI-K3ulKDy8pHE5LNAf_Kgg_Y0/?igshid=jo763bs2h2w9

[bayb-t]

While they fall in love with her smile, she waits for the one who will fall in love with her scars. (at DUMBO, Brooklyn, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/B7jBhDfpoxqroFk07WHJoRD22qDzI0dINj7CuU0/?igshid=acxes6eqztsl

[bayb-t]

Whoever truly knows me, 2015 was one of toughest time in my life. I thought things couldn’t possibly get anything worst than 2015. I was wrong, 2019 have been the worst year of my life. 2019 have really broken me down to the core. I have lost myself. I have had shred more tears in 2019 than I did my entire life. However, it was also the darkest days that I discovered a strength I never knew existed. I’m letting go of the untold stories, the unresolved closure, and the unsaid words. I am accepting that we often don’t get what we wanted and that’s okay too. We might not be able to control what happened to us, but we can choose the way we react to it. We might not know what the future holds. What matters is how we rise up again after each fall. Goodbye 2019, thank you for all your fucking lessons. Thank you for showing me how I can rise from the ashes. Thank you for preparing me for the next decade. Thank you for bringing me to my lows of lows that next year will be in my high's of highs. I am looking forward to ringing the new year alone this year and trying something new. Happy new year everyone! I am ready for 365 days of new opportunities 😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6vmkFgJf7XdqUmzw5ziDI9xwIij1J8kbcY4RU0/?igshid=lrfs4hmj9wwr

[deeplifequotes]

I hope you find love but more importantly I hope you’re strong enough to walk away from what love isn’t.

Tiffany Tomiko (via deeplifequotes)

[deeplifequotes]

Sometimes you get to know someone and it’s the best gift in the world and other times the person they truly are just breaks your fucking heart.

(via deeplifequotes)

[deeplifequotes]

Stop pretending nothing happened. Our emotions often get the best of us when we don’t allow ourselves the time to heal.

Ferry Corsten (via deeplifequotes)

[iwishtheseweremywords]

I want to wake up after our long, late night conversation knowing that we’ll talk again the following night. I can’t have one good night and then a day where I’m left questioning if it was all just a dream. I need consistency. I need certainty.

(via iwishtheseweremywords)

[dailyinspirationquotes]

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[bayb-t]

I'm looking for someone with three things: the same music taste as me, a passion to pursue huge goals, and a brain full of intelligence.

- Expherience

[thisnameisfalse-deactivated2018]

If the sun could float in the sea, without fire and steam. If the earth could take a holiday, wander from its orbit for a couple days. If my heart could find an escape, sneak between my ribs and find somewhere new to play. If we forgot the rules and just went home again.

ThisNameIsFalse (my heart would run to you)

[deeplifequotes]

Fall in love with somebody who will never let you go to sleep wondering if you still matter.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

[ilostgatsby]

You can love someone down to their core and they can love you right back just as hard, and if you traded diaries you’d learn things you never suspected. There’s a part of everyone deep down inside of them not meant for you. And the sooner you learn that, the easier your life is gonna be.

Mindy McGinnis, The Female of the Species (via ilostgatsby)

[bayb-t]

I don’t trust words. I even question actions - but I never doubt patterns.

[bayb-t]

I think what will hurt the most is I’ll never be able to fully trust someone when they tell me they love me because I’ll be in constant fear that they’ll wake up one day and stop.

[bayb-t]

I’ve felt this way many times but now it’s because of you; the one who taught me how to feel again, who picked me up at times of despair. thank you for making me realize yet again that trust is as lost as I am.