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“No one is coming to save you.” I disagree ! I believe many people made up of many small moments come to save pieces of you , even if just briefly. The mentor who believed in you . The friend who said they’re proud of you. The family member that makes you laugh . The random person who held the door for you out of nothing but kindness. The teacher who took extra time to help you understand. The person who smiled at you when you walked into a store. The little kid who looks up to you. The person who randomly complimented you. Being “saved” isn’t about being whisked away and all your hardships gone, it’s about the people and things that remind you life is not all hardships, it is kindness, love, gentleness, softness, care, thoughtfulness. It is many moments made up of your lifetime that keeps you going and showing you the world is still beautiful, and will always be. Despite.

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Actually, you are enough. Even if you don’t work. Or study. Or go out. Or have friends. Or have family. You’re enough because you exist and your existence is enough to be enough because you are not a product. You are not a sum of output. You are not a task to complete. But because you are something the universe wanted and put here even if you’ll never understand why. Somewhere in the cosmos your existence makes a difference, even if it’s not the way others existences do.

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i’m obsessed with how every single person can be stupid in their own special way and infinitely smart in another. simultaneously

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seeing yourself outgrow the old u is a blessing

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the universe has a plan for you, even if you can't see it yet.

God never left me in the dark, he came sat with me, is leading me out.

Whether it’s been through experiences or other people.

I’m thankful for it all.

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I’ll never be in that personal hell I was in for so long again. I can beat myself up about it or trust that even the years of what seemed like nothingness was much more than that. I’ve already started seeing it.

I stayed at a job where I never felt like I fitted in, seen, or appreciated for so long, I took so much, I’ve lost so much but guess what? Bc of that job I know how to move, I know how I could do better, I learned how I can connect with ppl better, I can use savings from that job to help pay for my nursing degree. God is good, he protected me, kept me, & provided for me when I was in a bad space & just wanted to hide, he allowed me to until I just couldn’t anymore and it was time to move. I am now leaving this job and I will be walking into my new one like God sent me bc he quite literally did..no way was I qualified for it 😭. I took certain things off my resume bc I didn’t want it to disqualify me, I ended up having to mention it in the interview & I knew in that moment by the way they finished the interview that my “disqualification” was what actually qualified me to be there. This job also allowed me to acquire a certification before starting so that I could be in the space..

God will go ahead of you to prepare a place for you.

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Transitions & changes.

I’m doing my best to not lose how happy I am to be walking in what I know are blessings. I want to be happy, learn, improve, and have fun. I don’t want to be sad, tired or anxious…so I won’t be. I’ll dedicate my life to getting the most out of every experience and ounce of time I have bc of so much time I’ve spent in the dark.

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