i dont enjoy writing as a hobby because it feels like when people try to take pictures of mirrors to sell online and clearly put effort into minimizing their reflection but theres still an arm and phone in the frame or you can see their fucked up carpeted kitchen in the background with like a wall to wall collection of dusty antlers. im saying someone will notice i have a weird house because i was so focused on nobody noticing that i was naked while taking a pic of this mirror for craigslist and i cant have that but im not getting dressed because its my house. you understand of course
Uhhh my fic got 10K+ hits on AO3 so I thought I'd post the first chapter here while I'm working on chapter 9 and some drabble like things okay cool thanks (no use of y/n)
(I also haven't used tumblr since college so if anyone has any hints, tips, tricks let me know)
Summary: You're Simon's pregnant new neighbor.
chapter specific c/w: none
Ghost is a creature of habit - most every moment of his life is structured into routines. Missions broken down to the minute, with backup plans upon backup plans. Days on base divided into blocks - trainings, briefings, meal times. Mornings and evenings in his apartment scheduled by the minute. Ghost thrives when he knows what to expect.
What he does not expect is opening the door of his Manchester apartment at zero two hundred hours to leave for his morning run, and seeing you stumble on the uneven carpet in the hallway before him. You’re half his size, dressed not dissimilarly to himself in an oversized black hoodie and joggers. The cardboard box you hold nearly flies out of your hands before he reacts, grabbing the scruff of your hoodie with one hand and steadying the box with the other.
“Christ,” he says, putting you back to rights. His voice is deep and rough with disuse. “Y’alright?”
“Yeah, sorry, thank you” you reply. “Not sure what happened.”
“Carpet’s fucked. ‘Sall uneven.” He watches you set the box down before the door of the recently vacated apartment next to his.
You pull out a lanyard from your pocket, loaded with too many keys and trinkets to keep track of, looking through them for the right one.
“It’s silver. With a square head.”
You find it almost immediately and thank him, again, opening the door and nudging the box in with your foot. You don’t lock it back.
Ghost narrows his eyes at that.
“Looks like we’re neighbors!” You give him your name and hold out a hand with a smile.
To him, it is blinding as the sun. You are resplendent, even with red, sleepy eyes and road-trip hair. You are stunning, in shapeless clothes with a few crumbs on your hoodie.
You smile at him despite his black mask and hood pulled so far over his head he knows his eyes are hidden in shadows.
He takes your hand in one of his gloved ones, and you shake it firmly, unflinchingly, the smile never leaving your face. You don’t divert your eyes, like the anonymous people he passes on his runs, or at the pub. You don’t shy away like the cashier at the little shop where he buys his tea. You don’t cower or flinch, like mothers moving their children from his view when he picks up meat at the butcher’s.
“I’m Simon.”
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“Who pissed in your tea this morning, Ghost?” Captain Price asks, leaning back on the cool wall next to Ghost. “Really running the recruits through the ringer today.”
“L.T. didn’t get his tea this morning.” Soap interjects slyly from Ghost’s other side, before he can respond.
“Watch it, Johnny,” Ghost growls.
“Rolled up late, right before PT. Didn’t even have time for a ‘cuppa’”
“Soap!” Ghost snaps, not turning from the recruits.
“Late?” Price asks, incredulously.
“Wasn’t late. Got here when I was ‘sposed to.”
“Just later than every single other day.”
Ghost clenches his jaw, crossed arms tightening minutely across his chest. Soap obviously has a death wish.
Price hums in consideration and Ghost can feel the Captain’s eyes boring into him.
-
Simon had ended up helping you move the rest of your things from your ancient van, loading them onto a small flatbed cart so you didn’t have to bring them up the elevator one by one. He didn’t let you lift a finger. He brought them into your apartment, with your permission, and deposited them into their corresponding rooms, each mirrored from his own, just on the other side of the wall.
You’d filled the silence easily, despite the early hour and your obviously sleep-deprived state, not requiring him to speak much, and hardly asking him questions.
You’d puttered about, unboxing a few of your things, and told him a little about your job as a translator as he set up your tiny desk and computer.
You’d interjected multiple times about how he didn’t have to, how he’d helped enough, how he probably had somewhere to be considering he looked like he was on the way out already. Each time he’d say he’d be on his way if you wanted and each time you shook your head.
You’d offered him coffee and compensation, both of which he refused, counter-offering with his number and the offer to call him if you needed help with anything else. You nodded in agreement, texting him immediately with your name and apartment number.
You never asked about the mask.
He’d had enough time afterwards for a smoke and a brief shower, but not much else, abandoning his usual morning run and tea before leaving for the base.
+
Ghost clenches his jaw under his mask, refusing to give Price his attention.
“Come see me after lunch, Ghost.” Price says before walking away, not even waiting for a response.
“Don’t fucking try that again Soap,” Ghost growls under his breath.
Johnny just laughs.
+
Simon makes his way to Price’s office after lunch, closing the door behind him and leaning back on it.
“Take a seat, Simon,” Price says calmly, motioning to the plush leather chair in front of his desk.
“‘m alright, sir.”
Price sighs, shuffling the folders on his desk to the side and folding his hands atop it. “About what Soap said… Son, I don’t want you to think you need to be here any more than you have to. It’s good to have a life at home. Hobbies or- whatever you want. I trust you with my life. Have your tea at home. As long as you are where you’re supposed to be and when, I want you to enjoy your life outside of all this.”
Ghost hardly holds back a scoff at the idea - at having a home that isn’t just walls and a too soft mattress where he lays, unsleeping, glaring at the ceiling, keeping the night terrors at bay. “That all, sir?”
“That’s all. Dismissed.”
+
When Simon finally gets back to his apartment that night, he finds a six-pack of beer in front of his door, with a thank you note in your handwriting.
