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Bella Carisi - 21

[bcllahqs]

do u just want to make posts for notes and discourse to seem woke or are you really just ignoring the fact there’s a lot of gif hunts on lana out there... y’all love being fake woke without any facts. amazing

when i made the ONE post there was only one new gif hunt of lana and my point was only that the rpc seemed way more excited about anything involving noah. i just saw his name everywhere in the tags. i’m not fake woke and i don’t even claim to be “real woke”? i just love lana. why would i make a post for notes? this is an old character blog and i’m not even part of the rph/rpt community. i didn’t intend to start discourse i just wanted to get it off my chest. i didn’t know ppl were gonna show up in my inbox.

[bcllahqs]

tht moment when people on tumblr spread the message of poc representation but mostly go for tan white guys lmao. LANA IS A STAR

I was even more convinced of her talent once I saw interviews with her and compared them to her performance as Lara Jean. Some actors just sort of play themselves but she completely embodied Lara Jean, a character that I hold near and dear. The movie was a watered down version of the book in my opinion but her performance was the HIGHLIGHT. I can’t wait to use her face in the rpc and support her career. 

[bcllahqs]

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[bcllahqs]

its sad that people are trying to start fights/prove you wrong?? like?? seriously.. i see more people wetting their panties over fucking noah and there are so many edits of him but what about lana?? nothing!! no one even bats an eye on her existence except for the girl who kissed hot noah?? also noah is german and italian?? (dad is itallian and mom is german)

I even looked up his surname to be sure and the only places people have it are the US, Italy and Germany!! Lol I hate that my post was meant to be about LANA but all I did was get people in my inbox talking about Noah. He seems like a good guy and a talented actor and I have nothing against him but Lana Condor is a fresh face in a very lacking industry! She’s young, she’s talented, she’s Vietnamese and even her character of Lara Jean is more interesting and dynamic than Noah’s Peter!!! I want everyone talking about her and making her a star lol but I guess straight girls are a force to be reckoned with smh.

[bcllahqs]

smh i was mislead into thinking noah was a poc because of the fosters wow

same

[bcllahqs]

I saw your post about people making resources for Noah && not Lana and I wanted to tell you how true that is !! Sometimes I wish I had the time/resources to make icons and gifs so I can help out:/

Me too :( If I had the talent I’d be making them!

[bcllahqs]

noah is actually puerto rican btw

Sources? Only thing I can find says he’s Italian and German.

[bcllahqs]

there’s a lana gif pack with over three hundred gifs and gif icons of her from the movie and I’m sure more will come

i did see that and i messaged the gifmaker to thank them for them. my point was only that i just saw a lot more talk about noah and more excitement towards gif-ing/capping him in the rpc tags and i was also frustrated by all the hype on twitter for him compared to lana as well. 

[bcllahqs]

i thought noah was latino/hispanic but correct me if i'm wrong

nope. he was just cast as jesus on the fosters for whatever reason...

[bcllahqs]

everyone in the rpc is all over their new white boy fave noah centineo and making resources but not lana condor?? mhm i see y’all

[bcllahqs]

killianlaw‌:

killian smiled, walking into the living room. he could smell the food as soon as he walked in, and the scent of the burgers definitely eased his mind. “yeah, yeah, i’ve been wondering how you’re holding up. haven’t really seen you since that whole thing at the shop.” he shrugged his shoulders, moving to sit on her couch. “but i’m alright. just floating around, so there’s not really much to catch up on with me.” his response was… vague, but it wasn’t a complete lie. he really hadn’t been up to a lot lately, just staying at home and writing new music. 

“i’ll be fine. eventually.” bella shrugged, with a quietly sardonic laugh. she knew that this was just a chapter in her life she had to get through, she had to face the consequences, but in the meantime, it felt like her heart was rotting from the inside out. “jett seems to think this whole thing is rather funny so i try to act the same but truthfully, it’s exhausting. anyway...i don’t wanna monopolize our time. you sure there’s nothing you wanna vent about? i’m not great with my own problems but maybe i could take a crack at yours. now that we’re trying to be friends and all.” her tone was joking but she meant what she said. killian had always been an enigma and she’d always known there was so much beneath the surface that she couldn’t see. bella was overexposed while he was very closed off and it had been on her mind from the moment they met. “i think i overdid it with the food...” she mumbled as she unpacked the bags on her dinged up coffee table, “unless you think you can eat three burgers and drink a shake in every flavor?”

[darkemode]

❛ did you know you actually have a secret love child with your hair stylist ? ❜ scotty queried with simulated surprise, wearily flicking through the glossy pages of the magazine before tossing it to one side. ❛ you think you know a person. ❜

[bcllahqs]

“i’ll be totally transparent in saying i have slept with my hair stylist.” bella laughed, peering at the article, “but considering she’s a woman, i think their info might be a bit off. you’d think they’d have plenty of dirt on me without having to make stuff up but i guess it’s just never enough.” 

[bcllahqs]

CHLOE: you know what i miss most about living in not a city?

CHLOE: the stars

CHLOE: like i know all i gotta do is drive a ways outside of los angeles but it was so nice to just be in my back yard and look up and you could basically see the milkyway. i miss that :/

BELLA: you know i never thought about that?

BELLA: i used to look for shooting stars outside my window when i was younger but i don't think i missed them when i moved here

BELLA: la has stars, just not the ones in the sky. ig i got distracted by those lol.

[bcllahqs]

killianlaw‌:

killian wouldn’t normally willingly head on over to bella’s place after, well, everything, but they did agree to try mend their friendship… although, did they really ever have a friendship to begin with? still, there was something about her that made it difficult for him to completely cut her out of his life. at least he knew that she would actually try, considering she invited him over, and obviously he was also going to do his part to make sure things were civil between them. besides, he really wanted to know how she was holding up, he already knew how jett was and he wanted to make sure she was okay. he knocked on her door, shifting nervously from foot to foot. 

bella had been listening for his knock at the door and when she heard it, she bounded over, not realizing how starved she’d been for company. pulling it open, she saw him standing there looking the same as always and she had to wonder if she looked the same to him as well. the way people looked at her now, she felt different and it made her think she looked it, too. like there was a big neon sign above her head proclaiming her a screw-up or a whore. but then again killian had seen those parts of her before anyone else had. “hey, come in.” she smiled, gesturing towards the living room, “thanks for coming by, i though we should...catch up.” because that’s what friends did, right?

[bcllahqs]

I’m back from hiatus!! I need new threads/plots for Bella and for @bijouhqs so like this post if you want to plot or thread and I’ll come to you. I’ll also be hitting up the open starters in the tag if you already have one there.

[ofhcrper-blog]

“I feel like it was a pretty successful night,” the dark-haired boy said to the other sitting across the Starbucks table. “I mean, I flashed the guy at the liquor store for two free T-shirts and a giant Redbull.” Danny took a sip of his iced vanilla bean coconutmilk shaken latte. “Oh, you’re welcome by the way,” he pointed out as he swallowed his sip.

[bcllahqs]

“See, that wouldn’t work for me.” Bella laughed, shaking her head as she fiddled with her pink drink, “Everyone’s already seen all there is to see of me. There’re no surprises. Though, I feel like you could’ve at least shaken him down for some actual liquor.”

[bcllahqs]

bella was really trying to better herself in the aftermath of well...everything. the sex tape being leaked and then she’d hurt luther to be with travis who then seemed to take back his feelings for her. she wasn’t sure what she was feeling but part of her wondered if this was heartbreak. or maybe just rock bottom. either way, she needed to pull herself out of that and it started with wanting to be a better friend. killian had given her yet another chance and she didn’t plan on squandering it so she took it upon herself to invite him over to hang out. she’d picked up some in-n-out and even tried to pick up the place after she’d been nesting for a couple weeks in her isolation. she wondered what their fans would think if they found out killian had never even been to her apartment. @killianlaw