Sunday

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I will 100% kma when my grandparents die

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I wish i killed myself at 13

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i'm not the first person someone tells stuff to. not the first person they think of when they need comfort. i am not the most important person in anyones life. i am just there. everyone would have the same life if i wasn't there.

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Sunsets are always so magical

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Interesting book with interesting art

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I love it when the sky is wearing pretty colours

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Sezen Aksu - Biliyorsun

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A day full of baking and flowers

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idk if this is because of my period, or if i'm actually going insane. i can't take this anymore. i just want to live like a normal person and not think about death 24/7.

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sometimes you just have to lay on the floor and watch a silly video to not think about killing yourself.

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i wish i could disappear

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i am so fucking tired.

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i just want to stop existing

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i don't know why i give random people so much power over how i feel

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having a mom that gets sad about everying is so frustrating. i sometimes wish she was just an angry mom. that would mean she's an asshole. but she's broken. and i am the asshole.