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'cause i'll be2blame ⭑ a private and selective indie writing blog, penned by nan ( she / they ). click here to navigate.
i am returning here i just need to make a couple decisions about my muse list muehehe
k1llingtime → be2blame
dottie landau ⌯ i pinch myself once every day to try to make the feeling go away.
chayo dominguez ⌯ i’ll try to stop the bleeding with the hands that crucified you.
adonis fayemi ⌯ i’m quiet most days, so are you good at charades ?
just thinkin some thoughts rn but ... give me more messy exes plots. exes who can’t give each other up even though they know they should. exes who keep falling back into old habits because they don’t know any different. exes who still have to live together because money is tight and they can’t afford to find a place of their own. exes who swear up and down that they hate each other’s guts but keep doing everything in their power to make the other jealous, only leading to rough fucking and whispered i hate yous that sound a hell of a lot like i love you and in the morning they pretend nothing happened. exes who still share the same group of friends and are forced to hang out together all the time. exes with tension and unresolved feelings. exes who have to co-parent their baby/kid. exes who broke up right before an already paid all expenses trip where they couldn’t cancel or they’d lose their money so they have to go on a romantic trip even though everything’s changed. exes who were friends first and don’t know how to go back to that or if friendship is the only thing they still want. exes who keep finding ways to hurt each other because it’s the only way they know how to feel. just ... ✨ messy exes ✨
THE SUMMER I TURNED PRETTY 3.05 Last Dance
i am back from my trip !!!! like this if u want to plot smth and then i will write u a starter muehehe :3
open to anyone ! basics inspiration here.
dottie knows it’s no use. they’ve been apart too long, changed too much. but she can’t help it, she wants – “ can we just pretend there’s a chance ? ” she sniffles. “ can’t we just try ? ”
open to anyone ! basics inspiration here.
“ no, no, you need to drive, ” spencer’s words begin to slur as he takes unsteady steps to hand over his keys. “ i think i had too much to drink, ” he sighs as he takes another step on wobbly knees. “ which is good because i don’t think there’s anything left to drink. ”
means to tell him that he doesn't need to help, but he's so busy building a mental fortress that the words don't form in his throat. for a moment too long, the only sounds in the shop are the clinks of broken porcelin falling into a box. they won't allow themself to sneak a peak at garrett this close, too afraid whatever they're feeling is scribbled across their face. too worried to find nothing written on his. he swallows around the building anxiety, eyes roaming the floor, pausing on garrett's hands. at least there's humilitation in the pause he takes. it broils hot enough beneath his skin that he finally needs to fill the silence. ❝ you're home? ❞ question asked entirely in vain. of course he heard. excited whispers had rippled through their tiny town, likely starting the moment garrett phoned his mom. garrett kang was coming home; one of few who really made it out and thrived. ❝ seems like it's been forever. ❞
garrett’s mind wanders. of course it wanders; just like his eyes, garrett’s thoughts move to the gentle slope of dri’s nose, the way their lashes flutter while they focus on cleaning up the mess. beautiful. his stomach lurches, shame and embarrassment bubbling up into a blush on his cheeks. god, it was so stupid to come here. garrett stands, seeking some distance. “ ah, yeah. just for the winter. i report for spring training in phoenix in february. ” the distance isn’t helping. from further back, garrett can see more – dri’s soft frame, their posture that always makes them look slightly nervous. he’s left to remember what it felt like to be close to dri, left to think about everything he has been trying to avoid thinking about as long as he’s been home. “ it’s… definitely been forever. or it feels like it, at least. ”
happy new year moots !!! ik i have some drafts and replies i owe those will be coming soon :3
incoming starter from ruby for @silkwired
ruby shudders at the thought of what she's about to do. don't say she has no shame. she shoots an unsure look at the person beside her, begging for an out or support or – anything, really. “ are you… sure… ? about this ? ” her nose scrunches up. “ well, really, are you sure this is a good idea ? ”
incoming starter from naomi for @heartantique
naomi loves performing – really, she loves it so much that poets might have to invent a stronger word for her feelings than love. she can feel it all through her body when she takes her final bow, heads backstage to the green room for a good old-fashioned afterparty. a pleasant hum through her body almost like one long and low note reverberating in her blood. she slings an arm around micah, props herself up with her body. “ goddamn, i feel good. ”
new muse below the cut !
WOON-HO PARK twenty nine. he / him. portrayed by sangheon lee.
don’t you want to go back to wherever we’re from ?
a professional hockey player, once the future of his franchise – now bitterly facing down headlines after being traded away. so much for a fresh start.
i still owe 5 starters and tbh those might come slowly . im finishing finals week for my final semester in my bachelors degree and i also got some rly hard personal news last night while writing starters so that mental block is ... um... yea