dolly

block dont report.

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this is my 3rd £d blog…

I'm so tired of making intros xc

cw: 55kg (bmi 23,5)

gw: 47kg

gw2: 40kg

ugw: 30

height; 1,54m

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another reason to lw: you won't have painful rashes from sweaty thighs rubbing together.

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I need to be fucking sk1nny.

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mango jelly- 4cal

coke zero- 1cal

270g tomatoes- 55cal

lemon water- 10cal

total- 70cal

burned by walking- 370cal

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I told my mom that ill be eating 100cals the next 4 days cuz i binged and she just said "that's very little" and laughed. im so glad that she isn't an expert in diets🙏

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I'm hella mad, im going to the store the 3rd time today to exchange a defected kitchen scale and its so damn hot too, i was impatient and already ate 80c4ls, like i just wanna weigh my tomatoes.

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650g of tomatoes- ~125 c@l

65g of sunflowerseeds- ~200 c@l

total- ~325 c@l

burned by waking-~ 350 c@l

for comparison that bag was as big as one tomato and it wasn't even all the way full but it lowk took me an hour to finish so its okay

I ate SOOO much salt today, now my tummy hurts and im hella bloated. tbh i could've done better but its fine

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i woke up soooo nauseous and its hot too, in thinking abt eating smth but there's nothing sensible so ill have to go to the store (I'm sooo lazy plz kill me)

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finally today was good after binging the past week. if i stay under 500 for the next couple days consider me locked in ♡

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Google tells me if I lock in now I can be on a good start when school begins. (prob cant happen cuz im visiting my aunt for two weeks and she constantly makes good food)…

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how to not eat after a tiring episode and wanting to give up and die.

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I was doing so great the past couple days, I cant belive i fell back into my BED again…

I should fucking kill myself.

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miss my prime

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its so hard not to eat at the end of the day while ur fasting XC

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lunch: 2 slices of bread, sheep cheese, 1 apricot and this Pepsi zero.

dinner: icecream

total: ~840c@l

burned by walking: ~370c@l

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my sister is eating crepe while i have my coke zero, she's skinny so its fine...