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How I order my coffee. #formation #prettyhurts #iwokeuplikethis #surfbort #queenbey (at Starbucks)

#prettyhurts #iwokeuplikethis #surfbort #formation #queenbey

Today's self-taught remodel. Replaced compression valves, removed Pherruls and installed new shark bite valves to my copper pipes. Now I no longer have leaky pipes and running cold water in my bathroom! #gayplumber #gaydiy #remodel #butchqueen (at Maxfield's Masturbatorium)

#gayplumber #butchqueen #remodel #gaydiy

30 days smoke free officially! Gifted myself a new Fitbit from the savings. Keeping this consistency of sobriety, not smoking, no sugary sodas, I am challenging myself to get 10k steps daily, to eat from my groceries 6 days a week and to start exercising again. Wish me luck! #fat2fit #beastmode #smokefree

#beastmode #smokefree #fat2fit

New haircut. This one is called #twerkingpigeons Thanks @adam.hight

#twerkingpigeons

Yas

Day 4-5 ish. No cravings, barely a cough, no headaches, no issues with sleep, can do stairs and walk without my heart racing #smokefree

#smokefree

Yay! (at Outfest Brunch)

Thank you @malenagerie for the amazing portrait. I love it so much!

Quitting smoking

This is my 4th attempt at quitting smoking. It is my new years resolution. I got 120 pieces of high nicotine gum from the doctor. Just smoked my last camel crush menthol.

I detest waking up each morning with inflamed lungs coated in menthol gook. It’s fucking nasty. I hate coughing all day, having fear that my heart will explode just by taking stairs or by working out. I already have bad anxiety and smoking just fucks with it more.

PLEASE give me your good thoughts. I will keep posting progress and try to commit to updating this more often.

#quitsmoking #sober #gaysober #gayswithtattooes #nonsmoker