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I want to be alone and I want people to notice me - both at the same time.

Thom Yorke (via quotemadness)

exactly

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TOO MUCH DISAPPOINTMENTS JUST FOR THIS FUCKIN’ DAY!

(12-07-15)

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Ignorance is bliss talaga.. mas okey na talaga yung wala kang nalalaman, kesa may malaman kang masasaktan ka lang.. being left out by your own circle of friends is just not that easy to take.ano ba naman yung yayain ka lang diba?! dahell. ayun, sila may lakad. and i am here in my room solving some engineering problems alone. always alone. always left out. always me, myself, and i.  yes it is sad. yes it does hurt, but deal with it anyways! 

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credits to the owner!

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I was trying to get over a broken heart. I waited too long to tell someone how I feel about them and when I finally worked with courage it was too late

Mulan: Once Upon a Time

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Sepanx nga ba talaga?

Come to think of it. Let’s talk about exes folks! applicable lang to sa relationships na di nagkaron ng horrible at misserable na break-up or atleast iniisip ko na ganun. yung tipong,walang nagloko, walang nangaliwa, walang kumabet. ganun. basta yung hindi tragic.. yung nagbreak lang kayo kasi nafall-out of love daw, dahil kailangan lang talga magbreak because of studies, parents, or kahit ano pa man, basta yung hindi masaklap na rason.

anyways, ito na yun. Sa mga nabanggit ko na sitwasyon di yan maiiwasan na laging aasa ang isa na magkayos at magkabalikan kayo at yung isa naman, wala, nakamoveon na yun or iniisip nya na nakamove on na sya. Pero diba minsan pag naririnig mong “Nakamoveon na yan si ganito sayo” minsan parang may maliit na kurot pa rin sa puso diba? alam mong nakamove on ka na, pero di naman yan maiiwasan na mejo malungkot ka kapag narinig mong mga salitang ganun. kasi alam mo at some point na wala ka nang babalikan, gustuhin mo man, at wala nang sasalubong sayo kung bumalik ka man. kung baga it is the end lane para sayo. dito yung point na malulungkot ka din kasi alam mong ready na sya itapon lahat yun kahit na alam mong ikaw ang naunang mag move on at ikaw ang unang nagtapon ng lahat. parang ganito lang yan, alam mong mamamatay ang isang tao dahil sa malubhang sakit, diba malulungkot ka pa rin kapag talagang namatay na siya? ganun din siguro sa love, you can never be redy enough until it happened. di mo talaga mararamdam ang mga bagay na dapat mong maramdaman hangang sa nangyari na nga yung kinakatukan mo o ung inaasam asam mo.

or baka yung konting kalungkutan na nararamdaman mo separation anxiety lang yan, kasi nga naman, may pinagsamahan naman kayo diba. wag ka lng paranoid.

yun man lang! :)

[regular-love]

△Grunge/Indie△

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Will it! (moveOn)

Move on! easier said than done isn’t it? true. But how will a broken heart move on? Simple yet hard. One secret is HELP yourself! will it IF it’s really what you want. Nevermind reading this if it is not. Moving on is no different than working hard to get something. You need to badly want it and you need to do necessary things to achieve it.

Having communication with the person you are moving on from is a big mistake. a closure would be enough, but CLOSURE is a luxury NOT everyone can afford. Talking with the person involved at some point would be detrimental to your moving on stage. It would only lead you to wanting him/her back once again. by this, you are giving a chance to that person to rip your heart again.

yes, it’s hard, but it would be worth it. Will it! and Help yourself! want it badly! think that it would be the best for you and one day you will wake up realizing you have gone a long way never to look back again.

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when it is too much already, learn to accept

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NEVER FELT MORE ALONE. I FEEL SO LONELY. Why????

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No to Attachment

kaya ayaw ko nagiging attach sa mga tao eh. ok lang maatach ka sa aso mo, di kaiiwan nyan. kapag kasi nattach ka sa tao ang tendency is masasanay kang anjan siya o anjan sila.. and masakit man sabihin, kapag nawala sila, you’ll be hurt. that’s why i choose not to care, actually i’ve grown not to care. it is better this way. because time will come, you will be left with nothing and you should have your self if that happens. cheer up folks. being alone is not that sad afterall. 

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Alam mo ba kung ano ka ngayon,Adie? panakip butas ka lang dahil malungkot sya at ikaw pumatol ka dahil malungkot ka rin!

The Love Affair

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A soul mate’s purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life.

www.highfashionstars.com (via gurugini1978)

[thesecretletter]

It’s strange to know that I’m the only person in this world who hasn’t given up on the hope that it’ll be me and you in the end. Or maybe I’m a bit too hopelessly hopeful

Your secrets are safe here (via thesecretletter)

[quotemadness]

So, the universe is not quite as you thought it was. You’d better rearrange your beliefs, then. Because you certainly can’t rearrange the universe.

Isaac Asimov (via quotemadness)

[pre-party]

Come lay with me. I wanna talk about nothing with someone that means something.

Unknown (via pre-party)

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Mahal nga ba talaga? O baka Rebound ka lang nya.

Sabi niya gusto ka nya. sabi nya, di nya kaya na wala ka. sabi nya, mahal ka na daw nya. wala naman problema dun diba? yun nga lang wala pang ilang linggo pa lang syang single at galing sa isang mahabang relasyon mula sa isang tao na pinakamamahal nya. ngayon magtatanong kayo, anong masama dun? di nyo man lamang ba naisip kung mahal ka ba talaga nya o baka naman naghahanap lang sya ng magkicare sakanya. yung magpaparamdam sakanya how it feels like to have someone, to be inlove with someone. Kasi galing sya sa loss eh kaya malamang sa malamang naghahanap sya ng mga atention na ganito. wala naman sanang mangyayari na nakakasakit eh, yun nga lang nainlove ka sakanya. narebound ka! boom. saklap diba? ang masakit kasi sa rebound darating sa point na marerealize nya na you’re not really the one na gusto nya. nagkataon lang talaga na andyan ka nung nasasaktan sya, nung pagkakataong gusto na nya magmoveon. lahat yun sinalo mo. kaso nga lang ang masakit na part is nainlove ka. ok na sana kung kinomfort mo lang eh. 

there are moments sa rebound relationships lalo na pag bago mararamdaman mong napakagenuine ng relationship nyo. mararamdaman mong you really are a couple. you do things normal couples would. you kiss. you hold hands. you hug. you date. lahat. lahat ng ginagawa ng couples. so ikaw si rebound, mararamdaman mong, awwwe, mahal ata talaga ako nito. then the tragedy begins. just when you thought you have your forever, that’s when he/she would realize na you are not the one kaso nga it would be too late for you to let go cos you have fallen deep and beyond saving.

sabi ko nga eh, hinainan ka lang ng kiddie pool, bat ka nagdive? tignan mo, nasaktan ka tuloy. rebound relationships are whirlwind relationships. easy come easy go. akala mo lang totoo lahat ng nararamdaman nyo at that time, pero trust me it is not. imagination nyo lang lahat yun. parang magic,kala mo totoo, yun pala, my tricks lang. 

sa mga naghanap ng rebound, oo, you have been hurt. but please, mend yourselves without the expense of others. if you are all healed, then by all means, court anyone of you choice. di yung galing ka lang sa relasyon, hanap ka agad bago kasi nangungulila ka. wag ganun brad, lol

sa mga narebound. please please learn how to read and assess the situation. kung galing pa lang sa relasyon ang may gusto sayo, please, wait a little while. give him time to heal, kasi at the end, trust me ikaw lang lugi jan. then learn to ask mahal ka ba talaga o baka rebound ka lang nya?

so, yun man lang. matutong makiramdam para masaya tayong lahat! :)