Heather Nicole's Mind

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7 weeks

I lay in my bed every night, Running the same fear through my head. my worlds fixing to spin upside down, somewhat for the better but also for the worse.

one day at a time doesn't work to much when you lay alone mostly every night. the words i love you are not enough when you cant hold me and tell me ill be okay.

i'm terrified, i'm shaken, i wanna scream until i have no voice anymore.. you have nothing to lose, i have so much. im not strong enough for this. I felt so left out and alone before, now its worse. i'm scared i'm going to have to face all this alone.your so busy with work and everyone else. i get put last..

my life with you runs on a timer, my feelings and thoughts i never get out in the open. i have more fear and hurt then i do joy. my heart races, my mind frozen. your hear for me but im afraid to speak sometimes, or its never the right timing. its a matter of time, i tell my self, since day one i just dance around your hours your days your life. i found a way to be in your life around your time cause i love you,

i suffer and lose sleep waiting to see if you call. now hear i am. wondering if we are made to be, if we can make this work. i dont want to dance around everyone anymore. i wanna feel like im family like i matter, i dont wanna hear the worlds i love you a million times i wanna feel love, i wanna feel wanted and needed. i wanna feel like im apart of this. that im not alone.

im sick of talking to everyone else. i need you more then i did when i first got back more then i did ever in my life.. i need you to realize im not just the girlfriend anymore. im about to be something wonderful in life. but at the same time im not so sure if its so wonderful.. when my words half the time dont matter, or you dont hear me..

im not ready to leave home but i have to, im not ready to give up everything but i gotta. im giving up so much im not ready to let go. its time for you to let go of things and finally be here for me. cause since day one i dropped my hurt and put it to the side, and helped my bestfriend. now i need my bestfriend to show me love and show me that im family. and stop focuses on the adults and just the kids and his family to be. 

Heather nicole Kelly [Bear]

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Nothing moves faster than a girl untagging herself from an ugly picture 

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When I was little I thought being an adult meant not having a bed time but I’ve come to realize that it just means being in charge of my own bed time and it turns out that I am not equipped to handle that responsibility.

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i wonder if chinese tourists get upset when they buy a souvenir in america then find out it was made in china