life in death

eastabrooks

[beastabrooks]

You’re so unbelievably embarrassing

Hopefully you don't care too much.

[beastabrooks]

It really hurts

Not being able to simply tell you i love you anymore. It breaks my heart.

[beastabrooks]

Would you ever take back any of your exes?

Honestly, at this point, no. None of them are willing or ready to live a clean and sober lifestyle and thats crucial to me now.

[beastabrooks]

Sarah

I know God put you in my life for a reason. Ive never been with someone as independant and strong as you. You remind me so much of myself. It feels so great to know that im not attracted to you because you make me feel better about myself or because i want to help or save you from your own shittiness. Thats been such a reoccuring problem for me in the past. You are such a blessing.

[beastabrooks]

I still sleep in the same room that i took your virginity in and it makes me miss you so much.

[beastabrooks]

I keep having these intense moments of clarity where i realize so vividly how animalistic humans are and it makes me feel so alive. I used to experience moments like this when i would be high and it just made me feel dirty. It feels so good to be clean and sober.

[beastabrooks]

Just for today

Im going to 4 meetings. I need it.

[beastabrooks]

Do you ever think so deeply about another person you are close to's strife, trials, and tribulations that it depresses you? All I want is to take all of that fuck shit away. Take away all of the trouble Ive caused you. You say youre grateful and that im such a huge reason why you are the way you are but the innocence is fucking gone and im afraid you won't be able to be truly happy ever again.

[thepositivetumbler]

[firstlovefirstheartache]

[lovelustquotes]

[cwote]

[dailyinspirationquotes]

[thehighpriestofreverseracism]

“ok”

[louder-than-love]

Kurt Cobain

[beastabrooks]

I want that guitar so fucking bad.

[beastabrooks]

Don't Settle For Trailer Trash

Don't be okay with emotional abuse and controlling, manipulative relationship behavior. Don't use pride and ego as a facade in attempts to deflate harsh judgments on shitty lifestyles. You're lying to yourself. So what if thats how you were raised. Don't give your sons and daughters the same life you had. Give them the life that you never had. 

[beastabrooks]

Who do you think of the most

I think of 4 people more often than i think of anyone else. Karson, Savannah, Kay, and my momma. Some days are different but thats mainly it.