i am what you make of me

[beastlysuggestion]

make them believe you deserved better

[beastlysuggestion]

shy away like everyone else. they fear me for a reason, i suppose.

[beastlysuggestion]

i should tear you into all the pieces you left me in

[beastlysuggestion]

their pain is not your problem. make your pain their problem.

[beastlysuggestion]

you made me worse. oh, so much worse

[beastlysuggestion]

i am glad i frighten you. it is all i have ever wanted. 

[beastlysuggestion]

apologize all you wish. just know it was you who did this to me.

[beastlysuggestion]

never again. never again.

[beastlysuggestion]

don’t you get what i am: a roaring fiend, a tall and defying creature that doesn’t rest, the kind that resists your silence and your attempts to calm my hateful ire. i’ll claw at my chest and bleed all my pain, and i’ll make it so there will never be another day you get to say you captured me

[beastlysuggestion]

You can’t tame a monster. Calm, maybe, but we’re not docile. Our love bares teeth and breaks bone. Adore us, love us, but don’t try to take us and make us something we’re not.

[beastlysuggestion]

i bare my teeth out of love, dear

[beastlysuggestion]

look no deeper. you will find nothing but this.

[beastlysuggestion]

don’t act like fear wasn’t part of the bargain 

[beastlysuggestion]

let’s tear you open and find the truth you keep hiding from me

[beastlysuggestion]

you cannot both chain and love me

[beastlysuggestion]

i am what you make of me