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wouldnt it be crazy if i was on here posting and it turned out i was someones full time dog.

#he/it tme 21 #general all around warning for this blog. if u dont want to see something have the Word Itself blocked

today has been. maybe the worst day ever not bc it was bad but bc it was like. nothing. last night i tried to go to bed at a normal time, but then i felt like i was gonna die and had to stay up until that passed, and then i woke up at 10, and then went back to sleep and woke up at noon, and then was on my phone, and then masturbated, and then showered for an hour, and then went back to sleep.

#LOL. its okay though. summmerrr

waking up at noon and then masturbating for an hour and feeling rlly good until i waddle to the bathroom with my tail plug sticking out of my twisted shorts my hair all fucked up face with an indent of the bedsheet drool on my face pad in my underwear

#etc #and it all smells weird bc im on my period and i didnt clean my butt out for this #usuallt id do anal stuff after a shower. but i didnt want to get up #actually my period is over. but like. yknow it lingers. again i havent showered

sex dream included yellow and blue from deltarune

#but then i woke up. i was so desperately horny and then i woke up #will someone just please fuck me in my dream

beatingadeaddog

“i just want to see kris get some” kris is a constantly molested teenager. im not sure they want any rn

beatingadeaddog

its like they do have a crush on susie but the way youre phrasing it makes me think thats not even the point here. youre not in the same boat as them they... dont want you interfering with their personal life, even if it helps them get with someone they like!

#playing the soul trying to get them a date is just as weird as it sounds. and thats fine bc its just a game but idk if u actually know that #they would probably not like that.

"he wont get hit by a car" i say, unknowingly

#finished petscop. of the things that get me that one was a) the worst direct feeling and b) the DUMBEST. GROW UP. ITS BEEN 9 YEARS SIMONNNN

can u come to terms with your parents death before they die. like can i get this out of the way now

#im borrowing grief from the future but i dont want to give it back #itll help with my anxiety about the death of my loved ones if i dont have to feel the feelings when it happens

“i just want to see kris get some” kris is a constantly molested teenager. im not sure they want any rn

#if its just for cutes krus1e is ur only real option surely. bc everyone else is a stranger or touched them #or the bird. who they dont like.#ralsi is both but mostly touched them. metaphorically. like shes them being touched.#shes their molestation and self harm and resentment. ect.

my mom repeating the farenheight is percentages thing to me. if someone honestly goes outside today where i live (102 F here) and can say with a straight face, this is 2 percent more than the max amount of heat, i will never mention it again. but you wont, because its blazing hot, and thats not what it feels like

#temperature is so relative. are u in the sun. is it windy. rainy. inside or out. is the ac blowing on you #there is a separate temperature kept thats just what the temperature feels like bc it depends

crazy post but period blood after you cum tastes really good

#…. yeah it was my own. what

frankly disturbing nightmare tonight. what

#like horror movie type disturbing. and yes there was rape #and pee. im lucky i didnt wet the bed LMFAO #i think the worst part was me trying to go into my apartment and my ex approached and i didnt want to talk to him so i said that and he #went ‘oh :(‘ and then stepped back and it was like. like creepy his face became creepy. he tried to kill himself andnit was scary #idk. what a dream. its over now #the very first thing was him getting therapy. from my grandma. in the middle of the night? and for some reason i was invovlved #idk it wss all. so weird

i get so annoyed when i click on a fun video about grinding for a lot of things! yay! and then the entire video is whining about making it. like somebody forced them to or something.

my hate of sus3lle hate isn’t bc i love it but i think ppl are acting like you’re not supposed to think about it any further and he put it in bc he’s a bad writer or something

#this is so vague i’m vagueposting my friend. its not forced into the narrative. it feeling like a forced relationship is the point #susie talks about it like that. you’re not supposed to see ‘romance is when someone likes you’ and go fuck yeah #it adds to the narrative i think it’s supposed to be bad. this HELPS YOUUUUUUUU #its actually well written if you don’t have shipper brain and aren’t looking at it like teams #im actually a tad shocked they hold this opinion bc i assumed my epic instagram posting would change their mind on everything. but. like #that’s silly. LOL. its not a big deal at all that’s why i’m putting it here and not in front of them #i bet they think their hating story posts is doing the same to me. its okay that we disagree

sigh. i cant in good conscience deltarape post on instagram

#even though its really good krus1e angst content.

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someone (not me idk how to word it) should suggest to the scopophobia studio people to put dates on the tlmk pages i feel like half the people on tumblr do not know when it updates. i too went through the phase of thinking it was just completely cancelled bc there was 0 way to know when it was last updated without. scrolling through twitter. and theres a number of reasons you may not want to do that or even know to do that.

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the only time this gets notes is within the days after an update. which is funny to me

#i assume ppl are going through the tag when that happens. i do sort of wish i didnt delete my fanart but i made a promise and 15 year olds #just couldnt leave it alone. smh. maybe i’ll draw more it was kinda butt anyway #why was i posting this on my birthday. did we get an update on my birthday

i cannot in good faith get mad at people who hate spamton. i. i get it. id be so pissed if i didnt like him. id be angry all the time. i was, for a long time.

#there are real and fake criticisms but idec what yours are.

dream

#gosh this one was big. we went to a big mall in ‘chicago’ ive bever been there. fake. in hindsight it just looks like my local mall. but my #brothers and i are staying in a bus. and its a cool bus but its a bus. idk why thats what we’re doing. ummm. i met with a tumblr person we #became friends and also this other woman. idk who she was. but she did ice skating she was very good at it. and they wanted me to Say #Something but i didnt even really know her so i didnt and blamed it on anxiety. she did alright. then. i. had sex with someone? he looked #sort of like one guy i know but had a different name and face. idk who it was. but i fucked him. well i gueess. bc he came a lot and then #we had to clean it up. then a different friend is there and idk what was up between them. she borrows my clothes and we go hang out. she #wants to get a tattoo and she picks up the gun and scribbles it on her face like. a lot and everyone is shocked. but some of it comes off u #can pull it off like strings. then we met up with her mom. i remember them getting into a big argument but i dont knoe what about. my #friend leaves and her mom goes through this door lablrd like. organ donation adoption something. so i. leave im not getting involved. uhhh #i set up my area in the bus all nice. im making jokes to someone. waiting on the shower. then i woke up

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