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and it rains in your bedroom everything is wrong it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone 'cause i was there when you said forever and always

at umulan sa iyong silid pagkakamali ang lahat umulan noong narito ka at ganoon din noong lumisan ka 'pagkat naroon ako nang sinabi mong walang hanggan at lagi

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Diocesan Shrine and Cathedral Parish of Our Lady of the Pillar

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saw this from animoalbert. googled it and found out that its only 9km away from my place. roughly 2hrs of running, i quickly placed my order. pancit langlang is kinda underwhelming. maybe Rizal is just over sensationalizing it, but the palabok was really good.

sabi ko, "may kulang." "yung mga puno, tinanggal," sabi ni Phil. ay shuta oo nga. baket?? "dadaanan daw ng subway" sabi ni Natz. hindi ko gets. underground yun, subway nga di ba? paki ng mga puno dun? tsaka bukas na ba gagawin at atat na atat tanggalin mga puno? tinulak ako ni Phil patawid sa kalsada,"kain na muna tayo. gutom na ko."

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si Mona Magno, isang ex LIRA president, si Charlson Ong, si Glenn Sevilla, at si Laurice Guillen

just coz i saw Bebang at pasigaw kong tinawag ang pangalan nya to call her attention. there was something in her aura that day. there's a different energy. lumingon sya sa direksyon ko at binanggit ang pangalan ko. mahaba ang pagbanggit. pasigaw din. at may dagdag na "tangina mo bakit ka nandito hayup ka!"

so eto ka na nga. andaming daldal ni accla. mga recent ganap, bakasyon sa Seoul, iyakan sa Frankfurt, mga author na namatay etc. ang cherry on top, resignation on her 10th anniversary sa office. hindi pa pala to publicized pero kebs wala namang nakakaalam ng blog na to. last na daldalan namin, nasa byahe kami from SM North to SM Bacoor na kasalukuyang isang anyong tubig ngayon.

manonood dapat kami ng Cinemalaya after ng lecture. tumakbo kami sa Roxad blvd, tumakbo sa Taft papuntang LRT. oo. umuulan at that time. payong whut? nakarating kami ng Shang, sa sobrang gutom nakalimutan nyang mag- secure ng tickets. prominent figure pa rin talaga si Bebang. kaliwa't kanan ang tumatawag sa kanya, at lahat kilala nya by name. mga classmates ko nga noon sa college napagpapalit palit ko pa mga pangalan. baks? san mo kinukuha social energy mo?

the spontaneity of that day.

sinusulat ko to ngayon dito sa office. kakatapos ko lang kumain ng dinuguan at 2 rice. humingi ako ng pics kay Bebang. akala ko mga sampu lang meron sya pero 50 pics ang sinend nya.

all these efforts but no lover to feed. pfft

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its the eighth day of rain today.

every year, we get a parade of typhoons. every year we experience calamities. we get donations from different countries to rebuild whatever was damaged. sometimes i wonder if the countries who are actively providing donations are getting tired of our situation, as if we are not even trying to fix it, or at least mitigate it.

the funny thing is, our ancestors knows the pattern of rain, particularly the farmers. they call this pito-pito. literally translates to seven-seven. its the time of the year where we get the first wave of typhoons and this will result to 7 days of continuous rain, sometimes even longer. its a go signal to toil the land to prepare it for the planting season. but year after year, its the same sad stories of floods, damage properties, and even lost lives.

im pretty sure we all know where to point our fingers. the question is, do they even care?

so hard to love this country.