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Leave Loid alone, Roathe. xD
I still love my Caliban Prime set and I still love fashionframing him and playing with him. His access is the best purchase I ever made in game.
I don’t understand why my leaving has been framed as me being the villain. From my perspective, I spent years feeling hurt, dismissed, and uncomfortable in a friendship where I didn’t feel respected or heard.
I’m not trying to hurt anyone or start a fight. I made the decision to step away because the relationship was no longer healthy for me.
I’m choosing to move forward. His choices are his responsibility, and my focus is on my own life now. This is not up for discussion.
Yes, Dion calls Amir a dork and/or nerd, but he's doing it out of affection and love and it is more a gentle teasing than anything malicious. If Amir had a problem, Dion would stop immediately and would find other, non name-calling ways to be a pest. Like beating Amir's high scores.
Dion's just bringing annoying older bro energy. That's all it is.
Because DE failed to give us proper closure, this is how I had Dion handle Amir:
First, they needed to deal with the new Surge Eximus units. Dion helped Amir and the Hex with the cleanup. More importantly, he made sure Amir survived so they could have the talk they needed.
When they were done, he pulled Amir aside to a quieter less public facing part of the arcade he spends all his time in. He made sure that they were far enough from prying eyes to have some privacy.
Once there, he confronted Amir: "What the hell, bro?" He made sure Amir could not avoid the conversation or brush off what happened. He scolded Amir for throwing trauma and abuse in everyone's faces.
That was where Amir broke down crying, and started to apologize profusely because he knew what he said to everyone wasn't okay. He knew that having poor mental health was no excuse to be a jerk.
Dion let Amir apologize over and over, through tears. Patiently handed Amir tissues and listened without judgement. Then, he opened his arms and let Amir collapse against him.
They stayed like that for a long, long time. Amir cried pretty hard. It was loud, messy and ugly. All the fear and sadness and loneliness and everything just bubbling over, finally coming out.
After the crying, Dion fetched Amir something aggressively sweet and fizzy and some kind of junk food. He sat Amir down, too.
Amir apologized again, wondering aloud aloud why Dion would ever want to put up with someone like him. Why anyone would. He knew he'd screwed up bad, and he owed everyone a huge apology.
So... Dion finally said. "I can't speak for the others, but... You're still my little bro, and I still love you. I still want you around. One bad time is not enough to erase all the fun we've had." A beat. "Nerd. ♥"
Hearing that, Amir laughed and settled. He drank his fizzy sweet drink and ate his snack. After a while he yawned, leaned on Dion and fell asleep. Clearly, his brain needed a shutdown after all of that.
Much later, after Amir woke up, Dion encouraged him to go apologize to everyone and spend time with them. Amir agreed to start right away, and promised to take the time to do it properly. No rushing or excuses.
Over the next several days, that's exactly what happened. Amir went to everyone for one on one time. He made sure they all knew he was sorry.
There were more tears, and a lot of hugs, but Amir was forgiven.
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I had to come up with something so I could close the loop Dion's way. I couldn't just leave it unfinished, like where DE left it.
I'm still pretty grumpy about how that whole thing ended.
My version of Amir is a very sparkly, sparky, fluffy boy.
Anyways... Here's my made over Arthur again. Stupid sexy soldier.
I can't believe this is my MR and my Arsenal now... I mean, I know I still need WAY more primes... but, considering I had only two or 3 at the start of last year, and only from freebies? I've come pretty far.
F&F Spoilers abound. Sorry.
Man... Amir needs a hug. Lots of hugs. And a weighted blanket and one of those really sweet concoctions he loves. And someone to vent to.
I hope we talk to Amir about what happened at some point, because he really crashed out hard and he really needs someone to be on his side.
As it is, Dion's sad for his lil bro. He knows Amir worked so hard on that bot program, and he hates that the plan Amir made fell through.
[I headcanon Dion told Amir he's the brother he always wanted.]
Because of course he would!
One of my favorite old songs. ♥
Shifting gears to something happier because I don't want this entire night to be ruined, crying over people who have proven over the years that they don't deserve it. I'm gonna go play Warframe and let Amir's silly nightwave humor and Arthur's steadiness be there for me.
I'm also gonna go stare at Loid's pretty green eyes.
On a much happier and softer note... here are some more screenshots of Dee and Arthur kissing. They're so in love.
Now that I am 40, I am done being a people-pleasing doormat. I am done being treated like I am an optional side quest.
I got tired of certain friends treading all over my boundaries and not asking what I need and dismissing me when I reached out to try and keep the friendship alive. They also treated me like the villain for going quiet and trying to leave because they had upset me. I ditched them for good yesterday and told them in no uncertain terms that I was done.
All I want now is some real peace. All I want now is some real quiet. All I want now is to have some real friends who actually want me for me, and don't expect me to tick off a bunch of boxes or pass a test to fit in.
I never claimed to be perfect. I know there are many things I could handle better. I've made my share of mistakes that I regret.
I'm only human, though. I just want to belong somewhere.
I almost didn't make it to the end of Nightwave... but thankfully i got there just in time. Now Dion can twin with Caliban Prime's deluxe skin.
Uhh yeah . my first arthur drawin g
I love visiting Loid. Favorite NPC. ♥