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Oh I’m just a girl, trying to find a Joe in this world 🤷‍♀️

I’m a mess, but I’m the mess that you wanted.

romanticize your life. i cannot stress this enough. use scented shower gel and shampoo, so you look forward to showers. go on walks and see how pretty the sky looks. notice the wildflowers on the roadside as you drive. light a candle when you get home to make your room smell good. notice & appreciate the little things in life. it won’t cure your mental illness, but it’ll make it easier to exist in this world.

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💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

See you next year

thegood-byelook

I still don't know what I'm wearing to the living room New Years Eve... I might not even go.

taylorswift

*don’t say it, don’t say it OKAY I’m saying it:* I’M FEELIN 32. And Alana is feeling 30. Don’t worry we tested everyone! Thank you so much for the birthday wishes, I love you all so much 🥰🎂

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Hi I love you so much 🥺

I have never wanted to be at a party more than for Taylor Swift’s birthday party.🥺

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Dear Taylor, I threw you a birthday party.

The past decade, I have been fighting an eating disorder. This past year has been one of the most painful and difficult years, as I desperately fought for another chance at recovery. I finally got into residential treatment this fall and as a condensed version of the story, as part of the program we get an opportunity to plan and organize a “themed dinner” to challenge ourselves and try to enjoy food in a way we haven’t for a long time. Two months ahead of time, I started to think of what I wanted to do for mine and immediately knew it would need to be Taylor themed. Because it was meant to be, the theme dinners always falling on a Tuesday night lined up perfectly with your 27th birthday. I started planning a menu of foods that would be plays on your songs (one from each CD) and kept it a secret until the big day came. (I hope you’d be proud of my puns!!! Ex.: “ Jump Then Fall-afel”, “pita b-RED”…😉😉) I got to help make the meal and made your special chai cookies, finally getting to eat one, despite the fear. It was so special and meaningful, and hopefully you won’t think I’m insane… I wanted to honour you and celebrate with you. Thank you for being a part of my journey all these years and for being there for me during the darkest and hardest parts of my life. You continue to be part of my recovery as I keep fighting to hopefully one day find health and freedom. I hope one day I can tell you just how huge a role you play in my life. ❤

Happy birthday to my favourite person. Thank you for everything, and I hope you had the most special day.

I love you @taylorswift

Xo C

PS: send my love to Mer and Olivia! 🐾

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Okay so I truly did have some clever ideas in store for this year, but my exam ended at 6:30 and I was exhausted and in no mood to cook. HOWEVER, dedication prevailed and dinner was served as………….

Cereal-l too well

(With eggs-xile)

😂/🤦‍♀️?!! 🙊

I’ll be back next year, ofc.

Love you! Happy birthday @taylorswift @taylornation 🥲

#pun intended #taylor swift #happybirthday #swiftmas #taylor nation #happybirthTay #feeling 32 #taylurking