beccydoll

20s ♡ hobbies: edging, denial and bimbofication ♡

[desireddracula]

Repeat after me: Vapid is Valid

[littlemissmisogyny]

i think i used to be smarter and had more opinions but i don't really care about that much now 💕

[beccydoll]

I don’t need to know that

Tonight I was scrolling when I came across some word that I didn’t know. I immediately highlighted it, right clicked on it and was just about to hit “Search with Google” to look it up when I stopped myself. Did I really need to know what that word meant? Would learning that make me happier? Make the world a better place? No, of course not. I’m cuter when I’m stupid, after all. So instead of learning a new thing, I edged and got just a little bit needier, a little bit dumber and a little more eager to please. 

[beccydoll]

I feel like this is happening more and more now. I’m just going to edge each time it happens. If I cant be smart at least I can be useful in other ways…

Tonight it was “interstitials”, no idea what that means… but I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

Someone just wrote “exigency” and I have no idea what that means so I’m going to edge now because not knowing feels better than knowing!

[beccydoll]

Just read “alveolar lateral approximant”… no heccin clue what that means so I’m just going to edge and remember that brains are for boys~

[beccydoll]

Literally just heard a word I didnt know and I already forgot what it was so I can’t even write it here for you to laugh at me for not knowing it. It just went in one ear and out the other… but that’s okay, because I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

Last night it was “elide”. I didn’t know what that meant, which had a domino effect of me not understanding the entire paragraph so instead of looking it up I just stopped reading the entire article. It wasn’t for me and I didn’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

abnegation? There’s no way thats a real word but I’m definitely not looking it up because I don’t need to know that! I can’t think of one scenario where saying “abnegation” would be better than giggling.

[beccydoll]

I just read the word “inchoate” and theres just no way learning what that means will improve my day more than a quick edge will…

[beccydoll]

Just came across a man using the word “obstreperous” which I’m pretty sure might be completely made up but definitely isn’t a word for me! I’ll just edge instead of looking that one up.

[beccydoll]

A man just used “misanthropic” and I have no clue what he meant but I did just realize something… ever since I’ve started tracking when a word is used that I don’t understand it’s always a man and never a girl. I wonder why…. maybe you guys can explain it to me while I edge for “misanthropic”.

[beccydoll]

A man just said “inimical” which I did not understand. I think he was talking about politics tho so it def wasn’t meant for me to understand. I’ll just do my edge instead.

[beccydoll]

Just saw a man write “verisimilitude” and while i def have absolutely no idea what that means the realization did help me edge… and now i have to edge again for not knowing it!

[beccydoll]

A man just told me he “could make the case for assonance” and I have no idea what that means… so now my fingers are in my panties because I dont need to know that but I do need to be ready to be used.

[beccydoll]

Oh my gawd, y'all I came here to say Id read a man saying “inchoate” but thats one of the ones I got confused by before! I guess I didnt learn it! Still have like no idea what it means!

But I did edge and like I sent a guy a message saying I needed him to bend me over? and he seemed to like that! i totes didnt have to know that weird inch word. 🥰

[beccydoll]

peignoir??? I think its like clothes but gosh I dont need to know that. ill just edge instead.

[beccydoll]

ensorcelled?? Is that even a word? It sounds so funny! But I don’t need to know that.

[beccydoll]

A man just said he hoped I was enjoying edging to “enigmatic words” but I don’t even know what that means??? I guess it’s prolly like big or something but then why not just say big? lol

Anyway, I don’t need to know that! I’ll just edge instead.

[beccydoll]

Omg I saw some tweet that was about Taylor Swift and Lana del Rey so obvi I started reading it but turns out it was actually about… politics?? Something about “realignment” and it had the word “ingenue” in it which has got to be made up?? God it was so annoying! i thought it was going to be fun instead it was just stupid and boring and I def dont need to know what ingenue means. I’ll just edge instead.

[beccydoll]

liminal???? I feel like it has to do with like light or something? I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

codicils? I have absolutely no idea but I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

Just saw the word atavistic and have nooooooo idea what it could ever possibly mean. But that’s okay, I don’t need to know that.

[beccydoll]

solipsistic?????? im not even sure i can pronounce that. I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

atavistic? I don’t need to know that!

y'all it’s been so refreshing never bothering to look up words I don’t know anymore~

[beccydoll]

Just saw the word “tumescence” and i have no idea what that means but the sentence was “his tumescence” so I assume it must be a good thing.

I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

sibilant??? that just sounds so silly, there’s no way thats a word.

I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

Exigencies? Im like not even sure if im spelling that right but I heard a man say he was an expert in … economic exigencies or something like that I dunno I’m just super glad I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

Just saw the word “olfactory” and I have absolutely no idea what that means but I’m not going to look it up because I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

obsequiousness?? Im really starting to go through several words a day that i dont know and it feels so good.

[beccydoll]

vaudeville??? I feel like I kinda used to know what that meant but I didnt really need to know that so I forgot!

[beccydoll]

Hirsute? Genuinely don’t think that one’s a real word but a man said it so I shouldnt question!

[beccydoll]

Synodality??? I dunno, the Pope said it. Something about Canada I guess.

[beccydoll]

Solipsistic? I’m not even sure how to pronounce that… but it was said in the context of saying someone didn’t know very much so I assume it was a compliment!

I don’t need to know that!

[beccydoll]

Just came across the word gyre... which is apparently a thing you can be in?? But I have no idea what that means and I don't need to know that!

[desireddracula]

Repeat after me:

"I need a man, not an education"

"I need a man, not an education"

"I need a man, not an education"

"I need a man, not an education"

"I need a man, not an education"

[beccydoll]

I need a man, not an education!

[blackmailthisslut]

my blackmailer making me sign up for a hook up app and give him the log in info so he can pick the guy with the biggest red flags to set me up with

[beccydoll]

Maybe today is the day I'll get lucky and my boss will finally forget about his happy marriage and take advantage of his position of authority and my need to please.

Or maybe not.

[beccydoll]

Ever RP your databases?

RP my what now?

[beccydoll]

Tonight I told my ex I'd had a really bad day and in exchange he only made me beg a little before he let me suck his cock.

[forsakenthots]

*mid-convo with a man that’s too old for me* damn that’s crazy. anyway, can I call you dad?

[forsakenthots]

”I’m old enough to be your father” is the sluttiest thing a man can say to a girl actually

[blackmailthisslut]

still thinking about being blackmailed into going on dates with the most red flag person my blackmailer can find. make me smile. send him all my nudes beforehand

[beccydoll]

I remember talking to you years ago just redownloaded. So good to see you’re still striving to be a perfect little slutty bimbo for men 💕 such a good girl 💕💕💕

omg ty!! im doing my best!

[dumbndiseased]

Being controlled without realizing is so hot. Opening a file sent to me only to wake up hours later with no clues to what I was doing other than a wet spot on my seat. Having triggers implanted subconciously so I don't understand why I've suddenly dropped to the floor with my mouth opened, trying to figure out why I feel urged to follow someone's every command. I just need to be corrupted to do every humilating task asked of me until I'm nothing but a dumb puppy.

[beccydoll]

Are you still sucking your ex's cock whenever he wants beccy?

Yes! I have an appointment to swing by his apartment after he gets off work tonight, I'm so excited 🥰

[switchingdesires]

Reaching new lows is healthy for you.

[beccydoll]

Fellow bimbo here! Edging myself to your blog is sooo nice ehehehe~ I feel dumb af~!

aw, yay! im so glad u enjoy it!

[desireddracula]

You're worse than a man (compliment)