Was talking to an older coworker of mine that I always hang out with during break. I have no idea how it came up, but I've loved/love people in different ways. Different love towards one another. But then she was brought up, and to tell you the truth.... I have never loved someone as much as I loved her. I loved her so much. I was in love with her and I never gotten to that point with anyone. It's sad that's it's been 4 years.
But then I had a dream last night and she was in it. I woke up sad at the fact that will never happen because even if I wanted to be friends, it won't happen. She is now living life somewhere in Rockford area, happily married to her wife and being a mom to her two kids. I honestly thought she was the one and she is the one person I would have this soft spot for even tho it's been that long since we talked. She was the one that got away, the one that would be everything to me and it just didn't work out. Still to this point I would still want to reconnect and she can see how much I've grown. But she would always remember me as 22 year old me and that's about it.
LOL FUCK ITS BEEN 7 YEARS, HITTING CLOSE TO 8
