HUMAN PERCEPTION WARPS THE LITTLE DETAILS.

CH. 9 : THE MONSTER FATE MULTI MUSE

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work is kicking my ass with adjusting to everything so i apologize things are a bit delayed!  ( that one ask sapped my energy .. kdfjgd )

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“Are you one part of her? Or are you yourself?” @ daji

❛   my  ,  just what are you going on about now?  ❜   a past that isn’t ever wiped clean,  this is what you committed. this is what you tried to run from. ( how naive! how futile! you cannot outrun your past!  )     ❛   i never took you for the, hm, ‘deep’ types. it’s rather amusing. ❜

i am what you tried running from in vain attempt to wash the blood off your hands for this fruitless endeavor for a clean happiness. i am you, you are me. no amount of running, no deep of a facade can hide you forever.

❛   though, you know what they say, you know?  say too much and you’ll just have to silenced, haha.  would be quite a scene if you ended under … unsavory circumstances. ♡❜   

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since carmilla / shikibu have attention recently, anyone want to send asks to jalter or daji? trying to scrape motivation before my first day of work tomorrow.

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brief idea to try a hand at my own variant of jeanne d’arc since i want to explore some things with her that fate’s establishments for her servant self make difficult to pursue but at the same time, thinking emoji ...

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"Carmilla. I am not surprised to see that a disgusting, foul woman like you here." Anderson adjusted the book in his hands as he stared at the Blood Countess, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Why did you accept the summons? Especially with your younger, more bratty, self running about the halls of Chaldea?"

❛   i believe your insults are certainly lacking today, caster. ❜  she is not moved, she is not fazed by his description of her (  why would she be? it is what she is. )  ❛   yes, i am quite aware that thorn in my side exists ever so freely within these walls but pray tell, why does that concern you? if you intend to throw jest, that was a laughable attempt. ❜

why did she answer such a summon?  not even in all her depravity, in all her irrationality could she answer that. perhaps, it was a simple impulse. or perhaps, it was the chance to strangle the life out of her innocence. her ignorance.

❛   i believe i could reverse the question back to you :  why answer the summon if everyone annoys you, caster?  ❜

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VINDICTIVE SUGGESTIONS

starters  /  memes taken from the blog  vindictive-suggestion .  feel free to change pronouns  &  nouns as necessary .

“ wash your mouth out with holy water ” “ maybe you can pretend to be holy ” “ i’m terrified of becoming the monster i sought to destroy ” “ the voices in my head tell me to run ” “ they tell me i don’t belong ” “ become the monster they expect you to be ” “ when was the last time anyone came to rescue you ” “ will they sing my hymns long after i’m gone ” “ regicide has always had such a nice ring to it ” “ everyone dies in the end ” “ do you feel closer to god yet ” “ meet every sunrise with a middle finger salute ” “ life’s too short to give a fuck ” “ if my life isn’t constantly at stake, then what’s the point ” “ who said i’m going to die ” “ strength has nothing to do with fearlessness ” “ do not die quietly ” “ the wolf in you demands blood ” “ i’ve learned to bare my teeth and bite back ” “ the gods have abandoned you ” “ i have no story ” “ you deserve no softness ” “ i regret and mourn but is that not enough ” “ do you regret what you did to get here ” “ the burning in your chest demands blood ” “ will she save you too ” “ does the rain ever stop ” “ you fucking deserve this ” “ your skin tastes sweet and your blood is wine ” “ i condemn you to death ” “ i cast my heart out of bronze ” “ can you tell i did this for you ” “ I’ll save you ” “ what makes you run so far away from home ” “ spell your name with bonfires and riots ” “ history will remember you ” “ maybe you can reconsider that statement ” “ i’m only mortal, no matter how invincible i try to seem ” “ i wasn’t built to last under the weight of the sky ” “ i’m not feeling very divine tonight ” “ take them down with you if you have to ” “ if we must burn , we can burn together ” “ sometimes it’s okay to stop ” “ i’m not meant for anything less than perfection ” “ if you are meant to go to hell , then take the throne ” “ sometimes you won’t get a second chance ” “ revolution is built on blood ”

[glumshoe]

hope u get run over

Hoping is all well and good, but ultimately, it gets you nowhere. Be the change you wish to see in the world. Get in your car and run me the fuck down instead of waiting for others to do your work for you, you coward. You lazy fool.

[serotnin]

no offense but I literally can’t process that others genuinely care for me

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dcathkami

its ok. izanami will kill the bug by just looking at it.

the bug instantly just drops dead im hollerifjgdjkghdfkj

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murasaki is the type to cry at having to kill an insect and tries to talk to it to make it leave

[mysterymellie]

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❛   awawawa ...  !   do clear the way!  ❜  she’s stumbling and fumbling with her tower of books and she knows very well it is going to come crashing down in a moment’s notice  (  please, make way!  it’s coming down! )        ——   𝐂𝐑𝐀𝐒𝐇  !     @langlie

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❛      a-ahem .. i never expected a goddess to indulge with me in the romantic novel genre.  not to say i am ungrateful but ..  awawawa ..  i am just, how do i say this ..? surprised? taken aback? stunned?  ❜     @dcathkami

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@dcathkami nami and murasaki having their own little reading circle .. dkfjgjdf

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cries this ID office is taking forever 😭

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please specify the muse you want for your starter or I won't write it because I don't want to write a starter and be told thats not who I wanted or something.

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since activity is picking up, here’s a starter call! please specify the muse & if you are also a multi, specify who you’d like it for!