The Beehive 🌤🐝

body is 21 || DID system || cripplepunk!! || physically disabled || any/all trans lesbian, I post more on tt and twt :)

[beesinme]

The way my friends ask who's fronting is by saying "who's driving the bus?" so here's a list of fun ways someone can ask:

- who's leading the charge?

- who's manning the ship?

- who's facing the agonies right now?

- who's on vanguard right now?

- if *you're* not here, and *YOU'RE* not here, then who's driving the plane?

[honestiyscreechingdeer]

Other fun ones include:

-Who's got the con?

-Who's on bridge duty rn?

[beesinme]

I'd like to add "who's turn is it on the xbox right now?" because I thought of it just now

[fairuzfan]

Where's the crow taking down the Israeli flag gif

[longlivepalestine]

this made me love crows so much

[gokbukecollective]

Gif description: a shot of a crow removing the Israel flag from it's pole

[beesinme]

"men can't be lesbians" have you seen hozier

[beesinme]

"is it acoustic"

"is it restarted"

what if I beat you on the skull with an acoustic guitar. and then stopped. and then restarted. how would you feel.

[oh-shit-i-spilled-my-genderfluid]

The fact that god did not give me the gift of shapeshifting, to be able to turn from a beautiful high-femme lady to a completely androgynous person to a handsome masculine bearded man, is truly an act of transphobia

[beesinme]

recycling my birth name but acting like it's a different chosen name to confuse people especially bc it sounds nonbinary as hell

[nativenews]

[queergraffiti]

"Transsexuals 🇵🇸 for a 🏳️‍⚧️ Free Palestine!"

Toronto, Ontario, Canada

[beesinme]

feeling urges to make a pinned on here but I touch tumblr like maybe once in a blue moon so if you want info about me just uh. go on a different site hahah I'm much more active elsewhere but also not really

[guidancerune]

imagine you're frolicking in a field, prancing through long grass, singing "falalalala~", occasionally picking a flower. etc, etc. but a guy in the same field is watching you, about 20 paces away. he lowers his opera glasses (which he was using to watch you) and starts clutching his head and screaming with blind rage because of how much you're pissing him off. that's what it's like to be on the internet.

[beesinme]

It's always so saddening to me to see a fellow disabled person have incredibly bad political takes. Especially if I had just met them and had hope like "oh! you're wearing a mask! using a mobility aid! you could be so cool!" and then boom they're like the absolute worst

[intersexfairy]

COVID IS NOT JUST A FUCKING COLD. IT'S NOT A COLD.

getting COVID multiple times does NOT decrease your risk of serious complications.

COVID is SERIOUS ILLNESS that can KILL you, even IF you're perfectly healthy beforehand.

you CANNOT rule out whether serious complications will happen to your our others.

if you're sick MASK UP, and STAY HOME whenever possible.

[septiccoffeefreak]

being a traumagenic system/plural is literally just "this is too fucking much for one person to handle. *speaks into an intercom* assemble the team, we need backup"

[beesinme]

NO LITERALLY

whenever Alto fronts in a store she just kind of starts freaking out and crying (agoraphobia/social anxiety) and then remembers that the rest of us exist and she's like

aw hey can someone else shop instead?

and it's a relatively easy switch and boom. we're so back. it's literally just this chart

[beesinme]

my personal 2024 goals:

- get hotter

- go to more therapy

- TRAVEL god dammit!

- get girlfriend

- keep growing hair out

- become ultimate cripple (maybe get a wheelchair) /lh

- finish writing my god forsaken play I guess

- MaYbe go to the gym a couple of times. Like once a week or somethin

- cry more

- :3

- make bank (or try to. I only make $15/hr)

[beesinme]

shout out to bi dykes. love you guys. wanna give you a little smooch on the forehead

[nialltlynch]

pick a vibe for 2024

spaghetti

adagio

rough hewn

plural

buoyant

guileless

opalescent

swaddled

dinky

cursive

Voting ended onJan 1, 2024

[beesinme]

I think we know which one I sprinted towards

[system-of-a-feather]

Every now and again, about every two months or so, I have a back and forth with a part that tends to go something like this

Event: (Something thats kinda enjoyable but for one reason or the next mentally / emotionally I really dont want to deal with it and so someone else takes the front and handles it)

Me, co-con: You know its really kinda cheaty that I can and do often do this. Most people think I'm here but I'm really not. Its honestly too convenient and I dunno, am I not technically just pretending to be someone else so I dont have to do something? Seems kinda irresponsible and rude cause I should just follow through with my promises

Part fronting: Here me out, but if we are gonna take this on the view of you choosing to have another part out being "pretending to be someone else", you do realize... you are still fully 100% present and here right?

Me: *dial up noises*

Me: >:0

Them: Like, our body is still here and that IS you even if I'm out because I AM you

Me: >:0

Me: no way am i actually here i got out of attending this event >:0

Me: but you are here and so I am and

Me: ???!?!?!?!!!

Them: wait for it

Me: fuck man I have a dissociative disorder

Them: there it is

[beesinme]

THIS like. had a co-con convo (haha) between a couple of us today that went something like this:

A: Haha we're at your parents' house

B: You mean OUR parents' house?

A: Nah they're your parents dude I'm just here

B: Well technically you're me and I'm you so. Our parents

A: No but like that's your parents tho

B: Yeah but they're also your parents

A: Yeah I guess but I'm chill with them like that

B: Literally so am I you're in my brain the same way I'm in my brain we're both chill w them like that

A: Oh yeah true

B: NOW you get it???

C: I'm gonna say. and sorry if this makes you mad but. those are NOT my parents

It's so funny to me 😭😭 sometimes I do secretly enjoy being a system