May

I’m fine I’m just dramatic and like shouting into the void.

[before-1975]

So within this month I’ve: lost my nearly three year relationship, was forced to come out to my parents, went on a date with a girl, and had two actual mental breakdowns. My parents responses to trying to give advice show how different they are😂

Dad: start working out, go to church, ask random people to be your friends, meet girls

Mom: go to therapy, join the LGBTQ+ center at school, call your psychiatrist, meditate, join a making friends class

They both mean well and it’s funny seeing what advice they think of

[before-1975]

This is my fav bathroom on campus because it’s fancy and hidden so it’s always empty that is hard to find at Mizzou

[before-1975]

I love that my family has accepted my tattoo addiction

Me: which tattoo should I get tonight

Mom: don’t you have enough?

Me: no you know I’m gunna get it

Mom: I know 🙄 get the Celtic rune then

[before-1975]

Tattoo #7

[before-1975]

It’s always my favorite people that want me the least. I never want to stop being the kindest person I know but sometimes I’d like to not be used.

[before-1975]

I wonder what it’s like to be invited to things by your friends???? I wouldn’t know I just see their Snapchat stories (:

[before-1975]

I’m fucking over this, sick of always being the fallback plan. I’m not a fucking plan b. Don’t invite me to shit just to make me dd. Don’t fucking use me to be your compliment machine. I can’t wait until I’m in a new country away from all this bullshit.

[before-1975]

[before-1975]

[before-1975]

Not me submitting a disability form for my ADD and Mizzou ignoring me 😅😅

[before-1975]

[before-1975]

[disordered-dude]

That adhd(?) feel when instead of reading long text like a normal human your eyes decide to skip across sentences and read whatever it wants like the uncontrollable heathens they are and you take 3000000000x longer to read something because every few words you gotta force yourself to go back to actually read the sentence in chronological order. In fact, I’m convinced the reading lever in my brain is set to “best stuff first” and if anyone knows how to turn it off that’d be great

[before-1975]

WHAT THE FUCK!!!! That’s all

[heyitskasagain-deactivated20200]

how does wine DO what it DOES. I feel sexy. I feel relaxed. I wanna take off my pants and kiss.

[marissaai]

its the Grape

[koracs]

It's Dionysus

[before-1975]

Did I rlly just buy Apple Music so I could make a playlist for someone ://

[before-1975]

For sure just had the most confusing night of my life