They always say, you cannot please everyone. Somebody will always disagree with you no matter what. which is true.
but when the people that disagrees with you are the most important ones. Itās a whole different story.
I am torn between my choices right now. A choice of love and the choice of respect. I canāt express how i feel because i donāt know what im feeling.
I am happy. Happy that someone is willing to fight an unbeatable foe for me.
Angry. Yes I am angry because i donāt have the freedom to choose what i want to do.
I am at the same time sad. I am feeling miserable for the things that i actually have control with but cannot actually control it.
I am embarassed. For the troubles that iāve brought to the people around me.
You know that feeling that you can make a choice for yourself. to be happy
You canāt make that choice. Just because. You canāt.
Youāll stay miserable but happy.
Youāll stay heartbroken but inlove.
You are lucky but unlucky.