Another brick in the wall...

NYC

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I’ve been an outcast my whole life. I was an idiot to have thought I was included in something. A group.

Everyone gets tired of me in time.

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I am no longer allowed to leave my desk to grab coffee at work. Yes, I obviously work in a sweat shop.

Like wtf am I supposed to down my antidepressants with.

I’m not well.

In fact, I’m incredibly depressed.

I actually love what I do, which is probelmatic because I still want to melt into the creases of my office floor into the firey pits of hell.

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My snap chat story yesterday was gold. Meet my pup! His name is Anwar and he’s beautiful. ❤️

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Help tho

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Mt date: if I have to take antidepressants I have failed at life

Me: *on 3 antidepressants*

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My boss said I will not be getting my raise because I need to be more positive. And I train all the new people, manage teams, talk to the higher status clients, and generate the most gross margin on my team.

This company just doesn’t want to pay me. It’s an excuse and I need a vacation.

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I can’t even. Stay out anymore.

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I used to be a really nice person.

[morbid-eleganza-deactivated2021]

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I was very drunk last night.

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Hi. I love my job. It’s a lot of work. I drink most days. It’s a lot of work. I’m drunk right now

TLk to me

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My clients and candidates think I’m the devil. And I’m just trying to do my job. Lol should actually send a live stream of me crying at my desk most days

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DrAined

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Me to a homeless guy preaching the gospel: gods not going to help you. You have to help yourself... here’s some money. Use it for food. Here’s a Gatorade, you sound sick. Drink some electrolytes.

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If you’re wondering how my life is going...

I told my boss about my surgery in March and she asked me to reschedule because she’s on vacation that week.

So basically, I can’t even take time off.... for a health related surgery.

I’m so tired all the time.

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Ay. I might be a borderline alcoholic. New year though we will see where this takes me