Believe In You

"A girl should be two things: who and what she wants"

[babypi3]

[southernsideofme-deactivated201]

[goodnightnautilus-deactivated20]

TOO FAR

[zalrb]

List of Fan Fiction

OK! I’ve decided to do an entirely new post with a list of ALL of my fan fiction. If you have a request for me to do a pairing let me know; the only one I’ll hesitate doing is Kolonnie because I know nothing about Kol’s personality as I do not watch The Originals! And the list (the most recent is always at the top):

Bonkai Fan Fiction

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/157618803690/cursed-pt-9-bk-regency-fic

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/157247433010/possession-bk-regency-fic-pt-8

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/156132665615/paranoia-bk-regency-fic-pt-7

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/154476548055/mad-bk-regency-fic-pt-6

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/154224617970/ensnared-bk-regency-fic-pt-5

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/153795180910/tonight-bk-regency-fic-pt-4

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/152739097855/winded-bk-regency-fic-pt-3

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/152178534030/the-moon-bk-regency-fic-pt-2

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/151942784000/the-gambit-bk-regency-pt-1

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/147980722920/resentment-continued-pt-6

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/147122245155/and-it-burns-burns-burns

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/144318482825/mercy-pt-5

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/141040792730/fiending-pt-4

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/140812635565/yours-pt-3

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/136730161000/limits-nsfw

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/135822531425/breakfast-nsfw

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/134907393240/euphoria-pt-2

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/134700408935/a-woman-possessed-pt1

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/130213849910/desire-nsfw

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/129292375755/inflamed-insanity-nsfw

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/128791068775/killing-me-bonkai-fanfic

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/128488179110/the-problem-is

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/128058152350/honesty-bonkai-snippet-pt-2

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/127978437090/mine-bonkai-snippet

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/127399178295/heat-calm-the-story-of-bonkai-stelena

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/126879602640/rushing-back

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/125760237090/power

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/122966539100/beneath-the-moon-bonkai-one-shot

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/121614032815/the-kiss-bonkai-fan-fic-teaser

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/120821876440/spite-bonkai-fan-fiction

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/120514855815/hunger

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/120121053525/only-ours

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/119058925670/taking-over-the-night

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/118281661540/here-here-with-you

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/118012542920/consumed-k-nsju-m-d

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/117884432370/we-were-born-sick

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/108106119865/insatiable-appetite-bonkai-fanfic

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/107882098900/wicked-games-bonkai-fanfic

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/107880241075/the-first-step-is-admitting-you-have-a-problem

Stelena Fan Fiction

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/155498464960/close-pt-8

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/150368749130/neutral-pt-7

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/145893665985/just-a-feeling-pt-6

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/143869910125/the-sixth-paragraph-pt-5

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/140771914690/i-know-you-will-pt-4

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/139817980385/do-you-trust-me-stelena-preview

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/137728895230/whats-a-soulmate-pt-3

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/137598436035/only-if-for-a-night-pt-2

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/137291932855/hello-are-you-there-pt-1

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/133509775715/drunkhow-could-i-nsfw

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/130910071380/the-first-time-and-the-hundredth-pt-4

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/130654817800/revelations-pt-3

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/129433886360/painted-altar-pt-2

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/128224713800/tell-me-pt-1-stelena-fan-fic

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/128488179110/the-problem-is

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/127399178295/heat-calm-the-story-of-bonkai-stelena

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/126879602640/rushing-back

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/124261043055/wrecked-stelena-fan-fic

Stefonnie Fan Fiction

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/153262968780/suspension-of-grief-pt-3

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/150448488560/we-are-ok-pt-2

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/149653136175/i-see-you-stefonnie-preview

Steferine Fan Fiction

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/150038910820/unfinished-business-pt-1

Drabbles

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/152425280005/into-the-woods-stalia-drabble

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/151805208630/stubborn-love-se-snippet

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/152381823185/their-vows-stelena-drabble

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/151714508830/stelena-season-8-drabble-ish

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/152573039315/its-her-se-drabble-ish-request

Steroline Fan Fiction

http://zalrb.tumblr.com/post/107882080510/maybe-i-didmaybe-i-do-steroline-fanfic

[brakehagev2-deactivated20191106]

i just had the most surreal experience on an elevator. me and this girl got on and I was in front of the buttons and pressed the third floor for me and I was like “which floor do you need” and she said “whatever”

[lagonegirl]

You should share this for people in DC and close to you!!

Black Community we have to be careful. Protect our Girls! Spread this! 

[fomysquad]

IMPORTANT!!!!

Signal Boost! 

[hellyeahstelena]

[willherondalexoxo]

It’s poetic when you think about it.

Where it started

Where it ended

[zalrb]

Elena 1x01 vs. Elena 8x16

I find these parallels really interesting because in 1x01 when Elena is in the cemetery, visiting her parents’ graves, she’s suspended in her grief and doesn’t know how to move on from it and her parents’ tombstone is a source of pain for Elena because it’s a constant reminder of her loss and her facial expression reveals her sorrow and her inability to just live.

However, in 8x16 when she finds herself at the cemetery again, this time visiting Stefan, there’s a sadness there because he’s no longer with her but the crypt is a source of solace and comfort for her, she can smile after looking at it, it’s an encouragement to move forward and to live, Stefan’s memory imbues her with life.

This is why I never understood the argument that Stefan only came into Elena’s life to get her to move past the grief of her parents because he is a consistent source of “life” for her, he is a consistent source of passion. In season 2 he tells her he wants her to fight and not give up, in season 3 he tells her to embrace the fact that she’s feeling anything at all when Alaric dies, in season 4 he helps her through her vampirism and through her newfound humanity after her switch had been turned off and in seasons 5 and 6, he was a confidant while finally in season 8, his memory was her encouragement to move forward. Stefan and Elena’s relationship consistently grows and develops given the circumstances while the feel-good sentiments they inspire in one another remains the same.

[hellyeahstelena]

[hellyeahstelena]

until now

[beliveinyouxoxo]

1x16: stefan brings elena flowers and they go on a double date with matt and caroline

2x16: stefan and elena have a morning make out (okay 5 minutes! ONLY 5 minutes!)

3x16: elena catches stefan feeding

4x16: elena flirts with stefan at the cheerleader competition

5x16: elena hallucinates kissing stefan

6x16: stefan and elena work together to try and bring caroline back, and stefan tells elena to bring him back

8x16: stefan and elena sees each other for the last time. EVER.

[hellyeahstelena]

Julie and Kevin talking about Stelena in Forever Yours

[hplyrikz]

Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isn’t the way they actually are.

John Green, Paper Towns (via hplyrikz)

[mitten]

[princessababwa]

When I pass a test that everyone else fails

[floweryttale]

After med school, I came home to Mystic Falls. It felt right. It’s where I want to grow old. And that’s my life. Weird, messy, complicated, sad, wonderful, amazing, and adove all… Epic. And I owe it all to Stefan.

[kim-jisoo]

Thank you, for bumping into me that day in the hallway.