The Beauty

Bella Ryker, 23, single, human ( dependent rp blog for sunsetheightsrp) 

[viktoria-monroe-deactivated2016]

"I mean if you avoid it you should be okay. I go there for reasons, but if you are super scared I can give you some stuff"

[bella-ryker-blog]

"What kind of stuff?"

[viktoria-monroe-deactivated2016]

"Depends on where you go. I mean I live half on Mortem property and half on regular land. If you avoid Mortem you should be alright"

[bella-ryker-blog]

"I live in an apartment building nearby the land....."

[viktoria-monroe-deactivated2016]

"um why?

[bella-ryker-blog]

"I dunno.... Something's just in the air and I feel.... It's just weird. There's no such thing as vampires or any of that, though. Right?"

[bella-ryker-blog]

"I don't know about you guys but I feel like I'm gonna be eaten alive some day..."

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WHAT'S GOING ON I'M SO LOST

[bella-ryker-blog]

"Rehab was about as fun as getting a tattoo on your vagina. Worth it in the end but sucked the entire time."

[shawnlatimer-deactivated2016072]

"But I would still miss you." Shawn nudged her again with his leg trying to get her attention

[bella-ryker-blog]

"I'm not worth missing."

[shawnlatimer-deactivated2016072]

"Oh come on don’t say that. I would miss you" he said giving her a smile

[bella-ryker-blog]

"You'd move on." She sighed, not looking at him.

[bella-ryker-blog]

"They won’t let me die."

[shawnlatimer-deactivated2016072]

"Now why do that?" Shawn cocked an eyebrow at her

[bella-ryker-blog]

"I don't want to live anymore. There's no reason for me to be here and I'm just ready to end it all."

[bella-ryker-blog]

When he poked her Bella looked over with that empty look in her eyes and said nothing as she stared at him for a moment before going back to look out the window.

[shawnlatimer-deactivated2016072]

"What crawled up your butt and made you this way. The whole staying here is expensive as hell. This would be more resourceful if you did this whole act at home" Shawn pulled his legs up on th bed and leaned against the foot of the bed rail

[bella-ryker-blog]

"They won't let me die."

[shawnlatimer-deactivated2016072]

Shawn was at the hospital to see how Bella was before he went home to go back to his usual of being high among other drugs. he pushed the door open quickly “Ayyeee, Bella” he frowned seeing her staring out the window and moved over to the bed and sat on the edge and poked her

[bella-ryker-blog]

When he poked her Bella looked over with that empty look in her eyes and said nothing as she stared at him for a moment before going back to look out the window.

[viktoria-hunter]

"You will get no where in life with this shitty attitude. Bye Bella" Viktoria left her work card on her bed table and walked out of the room

[bella-ryker-blog]

"Bye." She sighed looking back down.

[bella-ryker-blog]

Bella sighed heavily, the hospital staff was constantly trying to convince her to live but it was really no use at this point. She laid in her bed looking out the window as she was alive on the outside but was completely dead on the inside. Hearing someone walk in the room she didn't flinch, she laid there watching the outside world.

[viktoria-hunter]

"Then I can’t help you. You want to have a pity party. Overall you fucked up and need to know it. So until you want to help and want do things right. Call me" Viktoria emptied out stuff rom the bad that she brought and folded the back up

[bella-ryker-blog]

"I fucked up a lot of times and I plan on giving up. Fair enough to leave me be."

[viktoria-hunter]

"Well then it looks like modeling it is, and I only work with people who have their shit together. So do you want to this or do you not want to do this, Bella? If you want to wallow in self pity and be broke and live a illegal life style then say so now so I can leave" Viktoria knew she was being harsh but she didn’t put up with this type of stuff. 

[bella-ryker-blog]

Bella looked up at Viktoria will a cold look in her eyes,"I want to die."

[viktoria-hunter]

"Alright I was supposed to help my friend go to rehab I have the money. but his ass decided to elope so not my problem anymore. If you want the help and you want to do this modeling thing right then let me help you. And that might require you looking at me Bella" Viktoria put her board down to let it hand off the rail and ran a hand through he hair

[bella-ryker-blog]

"I never wanted to do modeling. The money was good and that was it. But now I can't be a nurse so it's either that or prostitution. My mind is fried...." She sighed, not wanting to look at the woman. It was too hard seeing someone so successful at this point, basically taking pity on her.

[viktoria-hunter]

"I mean it’s what I would do if I was in charge of you and this whole career. I mean if we can get you back to healthy. Even if rehab for a few weeks get you on the track and then send someone to your home who makes sure you are on the right path. Then slowly you back into the work. If that sounds good I can help you?" Viktoria didn’t know much about the girl it’s why she chose to stay professional

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Bella sighed softly,"I don't have any money so I couldn't afford it even if I was put in rehab.... He took everything." She continued to look away,"I'm not worth your time...."