Begin Again

VIktoria Hunter. 24. Mom. Workaholic.

[earthtosky]

I don’t want to be normal, like, that’s not me.

[viktoria-hunter]

Hm why be a famous singer with a lot of attention? But well call me if you need help

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"And you and Frankie have a past too, maybe not a cheating past as big as Skylars but still there. I'm sorry I can't take him into my home. But see if skylar is willing to get him a place if he doesn't like him that much." She glanced at her phone seeing s text from jason "looks like cayden feel asleep at Jason's want to come over like my place not his"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"I like to organize. I’ve always wanted to get married so yeah" viktoria pulled her wallet out looking through which card to use "I mean no offense I don’t feel like skylar can say shit. Shawn talks to me once in the blue moon when I find him gigs anyways sounds like him liking skylar thing and skylar not liking shawn back. If you purely have Frankie as a friend in your head then skylar can get over it."

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake laughed and sighed. “You make it sound so easy but SHAWN is not in his life. I know SHAWN made that decision but yea”

[viktoria-hunter]

"What if skylar wanted Shawn in his life? What would you say then? If you think you can't handle it then. Skylar has more than enough money to set up a small apartment for this guy" she pulled her card out putting it on the check looking at him

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"I like to organize. I've always wanted to get married so yeah" viktoria pulled her wallet out looking through which card to use "I mean no offense I don't feel like skylar can say shit. Shawn talks to me once in the blue moon when I find him gigs anyways sounds like him liking skylar thing and skylar not liking shawn back. If you purely have Frankie as a friend in your head then skylar can get over it."

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"Which makes you the boring kind. But you keep the creeps away from me so I guess it’s fine. I mean I’m not even that girly….I think. But fine just know the day I get married t will be making up for yours. And when I get proposed to im expecting it to be fairy tale and move feeling like. Are you writing this down? I’ll be upset sy you if this stuff doesn’t go according to plan." Viktoria leaned against the seat looking at her half empty plate.

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake raised an eyebrow. “Umm no” he laughed and shook his head. “Sounds gross”

[viktoria-hunter]

"How is that gross? It's cute I want all eyes on me in a perfect dress and a perfect ring. Surprised you've never seen my wedding book. Used to work on it a lot before Cayden"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"Which makes you the boring kind. But you keep the creeps away from me so I guess it's fine. I mean I'm not even that girly....I think. But fine just know the day I get married t will be making up for yours. And when I get proposed to im expecting it to be fairy tale and move feeling like. Are you writing this down? I'll be upset sy you if this stuff doesn't go according to plan." Viktoria leaned against the seat looking at her half empty plate.

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"Skylar isn’t all that normal either. Neither am I. You’re married so this is when they see you for you. Dating is different than that. You’ve never done the long term relationship where you live together first that’s the trail marriage stage I say. But if you don’t want him to see keep in the bed side table take them in the bathroom " she leaned over and ran a hand through his hair "thanks for cutting that mop off your head"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake laughed without opening his eyes. “I thought it was time” he said sitting up and scratching his head. “I wanted to look decent for the wedding photos. I mean SKYLAR worse a pink suit. One of us had to look normal”

[viktoria-hunter]

"Wedding. About that I don’t know if I’m ever getting married so you’re getting a real one. And if you didn’t think I knew about the wedding he next day it happened you’re delusional no friend of mine is having a elope chapel marriage. And his friends didn’t even look dressed up. Weddings are supposed to be pretty and everything cute. I have a wedding binder for myself. But I’ll use it on you two"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake rolled his eyes. “I don’t want a big thing. You and Cayden are my only family it will be small. And don’t say that you an JASON look really cute. “

[viktoria-hunter]

"You are the most boring gay I know. We made it official maybe 5 days ago. I have a lot of years ahead of me before I get married I can make another one if I get married. I know we're cute but I'm not even thinking marriage yet"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"Skylar isn’t all that normal either. Neither am I. You’re married so this is when they see you for you. Dating is different than that. You’ve never done the long term relationship where you live together first that’s the trail marriage stage I say. But if you don’t want him to see keep in the bed side table take them in the bathroom " she leaned over and ran a hand through his hair "thanks for cutting that mop off your head"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake laughed without opening his eyes. “I thought it was time” he said sitting up and scratching his head. “I wanted to look decent for the wedding photos. I mean SKYLAR worse a pink suit. One of us had to look normal”

[viktoria-hunter]

"Wedding. About that I don't know if I'm ever getting married so you're getting a real one. And if you didn't think I knew about the wedding he next day it happened you're delusional no friend of mine is having a elope chapel marriage. And his friends didn't even look dressed up. Weddings are supposed to be pretty and everything cute. I have a wedding binder for myself. But I'll use it on you two"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"Skylar isn't all that normal either. Neither am I. You're married so this is when they see you for you. Dating is different than that. You've never done the long term relationship where you live together first that's the trail marriage stage I say. But if you don't want him to see keep in the bed side table take them in the bathroom " she leaned over and ran a hand through his hair "thanks for cutting that mop off your head"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake shook his head and pushed the pills back. “I don’t need them Viktora. I can control this” he sighed and ovules up another fry.

[viktoria-hunter]

Viktoria pushed it back “If you look at it I cut the dosage down. Like instead of half it’s like 1/3 of it. Just see if...

[viktoria-hunter]

"You've been on this stuff abd with some changes since you've been with me. I see how it effects you I'm not trying to be some bitch by not letting go of the medical stuff. Skylar just doesn't know the years of the pills and what each one does for you. So trying to respect that you want to stop them, but you can't just completely stop. It's when all the thoughts come rushing back. So if you want it I'll help you ease off them. Please just try the 1/3 of them. If you feel fine then go down to like 1/4 then we will be done" she gave him a smile and took a drink

[niknak79]

[desirfeminin]

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake shook his head and pushed the pills back. “I don’t need them Viktora. I can control this” he sighed and ovules up another fry.

[viktoria-hunter]

Viktoria pushed it back "If you look at it I cut the dosage down. Like instead of half it's like 1/3 of it. Just see if it helps. I don't think it's good to quit like that cold turkey. Ease off it. Get your body used to it"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake nodded and smiled. “Sorry my moods have been weird lately” he shrugged and picked up his burger biting into it.

[viktoria-hunter]

Viktoria nodded her head and reached into her purse pulling out his pill divided with his pills in it for each day "Here see if that helps" she said sliding the divider acorss to him and took another bite

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake nodded and smiled. "I miss him. But he has JASON so that's good" blake mumbled and nibbled on another fry.

[viktoria-hunter]

"You can pick him up and hangout with him. You are his uncle, Blake. You know Cayden kid has been waiting for his dad to come back since I told him he was on vacation. Jason showed up, and this kid has heart eye emjoi's all the time" Viktoria laughed tossing a fry at him "Seriously can hang out with him he misses you"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"Been really good since jason is around. And the fact jason has no problem when cayden calls him dad sometimes. And he has his soccer again. So he's a happy guy. And loves the stuff you got him" Viktoria's gave him a smile and picked up her burger taking a bite

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

[viktoria-hunter]

"I understand. Jason’s having heart issues, cayden is doing indoor soccer, his school is having some harvest fest and one of my clients fucked up. It’s been great at home" viktoria rolled her eyes and let out a laugh "yeah it’s the system. I had to take art my freshman year that was some bullshit"

[imblakemiller-deactivated201410]

Blake laughed and nodded. “But JASON is he alright?” He asked raising an eyebrow.

[viktoria-hunter]

She shrugged looking at the table and tugged at the hair tie on her wrist letting it hit her wrist "ow..I don't know. I think he's playing it down. His hearts been having issues but he doesn't want surgery again because he died last time. So he doesn't want to do it incase it goes bad and leaves us behind. So I don't know how I feel"