Thoughts I've Wanted to Say

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It hurts when you have someone in your heart, but you can’t have them in your arms.

9:34 pm, March 13th, 2016. (via this-is-a-love-page)

[bella-the-dreamer12]

Thought 6

“Since you’ve became part of my life. Everything is so much brighter. Yes, there has been some days when its been slightly darker. But you’ve came though and were the reason light had been brought back into my world. You’re the shining bright star that lights up the night, the sun that is shinning, and the one that makes everything so much better.”

-thoughts i’ve had while finally starting to love life again. 

[bella-the-dreamer12]

Thought 5

“I’m a fucking screw up. I’m sorry. I was out of line. I’m sorry, I'm not the girl you thought I was right? And now your not sure about us anymore right? I’m sorry I guess I'm not good for you after all.”

-thoughts I’ve had while screwing up

[bella-the-dreamer12]

Thought 4

“Why is it that time apart from you sends me on a frenzy. With you i feel so alive, and happy. But as soon as its been a while since we last spoke, the same reoccurring thoughts come out. Why do I feel so crazy about you one minute, but feel even crazier for thinking this will work the next? Why is it that even though you tell me this is what you want and that we can get though this. I find myself in the same place all the time, wondering am I stupid for wanting this? Am I stupid for believing it will all work out? That an amazing person like you will finally realize I'm not as great as you thought, and just..leave...me....broken.”

-thoughts I've had while wanting to be happy but trying to ignore the negative voices in my head

[bella-the-dreamer12]

Thought 3

“Life with you is incredible. I’ve never been so happy throughout my 16 and a half years. You’ve shown me so much about the world and myself. That the distance away never seems too far.”

-thoughts I’ve had while being authentically me 

[bella-the-dreamer12]

Thought 2

“Here’s the thing. I think I've fallen for you in a way I've never fallen for someone before in my life. And thats what scares me is and  as much as I want to take that step into a relationship with you. The biggest thing stopping me is myself, and 2102 miles”

-thoughts I’ve had while being a hopeful romantic

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hope your pets stay healthy in 2017

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I almost didn’t blog this and felt guilty

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Not risking it

[bella-the-dreamer12]

Thought 1

Sadness is the worst of the feelings, but it can often bring some of the greatest starts to something new.

-thoughts I've had while in a sad place 

[coltre]

heart: *develops feelings* brain : no nO NO NOOO (chorus:no no no) stick to the status quo