bittersweet symphony

Bellatrix Lockhart | 22 | England Owned by Christian Augustin "Today I'm just a drop of water and I'm running down a mountainside. Come tomorrow I'll be in the ocean, I'll be rising with the morning tide."

[cherishairoldi]

Cherish left the males suite and made a run for it, straight to somewhere empty, she stayed out of the view of everyone until she came to the pebbly beaches. “Fuck.” she murmured to herself, staring at the near black, icy cold water. “Fuck.” she repeated, dropping onto her knees as she sighed. There was no escape for her.

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

Bella was out at the beach when she noticed a girl down on her knees, slowly approaching her with a concern expression on her face. "Hey there," she murmured quietly, tilting her head a little to get a better look on her.

[dornansteele]

[wordsnquotes]

I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.

Augusten Burroughs, Magical Thinking: True Stories (via wordsnquotes)

[master-richard-campbell]

Yes. I’d just be extra careful of hopping in there. Better the ocean in that case.

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

I'll just stay in the bathtub in my master's suite-- I think that would be the safest place to bathe.

[christianaugustin-blog]

Scratching the back of his neck as she was finally honest with him. Caught somewhere between wanting to punish her for being truthful with him in the past few days when he believed she was fine and taking her to bed to simply let her get some rest until she was better. “Can I trust you that you will stay in that bed, eat what I give you, and take the medication provided to you and if you don’t feel well in two days you will go to the infirmary.” Christian put out his own guidelines for the compromise. Right now, she was rather lucky he wasn’t putting her across his knee nor taking her to the infirmary by the hand. The conviction in her next response caused him to raise his eyebrows. Considering he wasn’t exactly happy with her keeping her illness from him he was about to tell her to get over it but he wasn’t that cruel. In fact, he cared too much about the brunette standing before him than he liked to admit. “Go on.” He requested her to continue explaining herself. “Do you want me to stop?”

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

Bellatrix nodded her head to show that she fully agreed with his terms, moving to clasp his hand with her free one to give it a gentle squeeze. Mustering a small smile on her face, she told him sincerely, "I"ll be fine in a few days. You really don't need to worry about it that much." Bella didn't really like worrying him at all nor causing more troubles for him. Looking downwards for a second, she tried to collect her thoughts first as she retracted her hand from his and fiddled with her shirt. "I would never ask you to do that-- not when I can't really satisfy all your needs because of my ineptitude at that area," she answered, not quite responding directly to his question since she didn't want to lie to him about what she truly wanted. Did she want him to stop? Yes. Would she asked him to do that? No. The brunette cared a great deal for the master, even before when he officially claimed her as his and even if a part of her was pained at the thought of him still sleeping around, she wasn't about to ask him to give that up. She didn't want to sound too demanding when he's already done more than enough for her.

[christianaugustin-blog]

“If I do remember correctly – you told me you were going to come to the infirmary if you didn’t get better.” He said as they rounded the corner to arrive. Since he had found out about her not feeling well Christian had made the extra effort to stay in the suite with her. Wanting to make sure she was alright before he let her out again. “The thing is, Bellatrix, is that you worry me more by not telling me stuff. I leave that suite completely trusting you to be safe, so right now – you’re lucky I’m not taking you across my knee.” But at her small confession he stopped on his tracks, right before they were to enter the infirmary. Turning towards her, he asked in a stern voice. She deserved her privacy but right now Christian was  done giving her her privacy. “And why is that?”

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

"I know what I said but there wasn't really any need for it until now-- I was feeling a little better yesterday," she murmured, her voice gentle and quiet as she kept her head ducked the whole way down to the infirmary. She did feel better yesterday but skipping a meal again wasn't exactly a step to quick recovery. Bellatrix felt guilt over making him worry about these trivial things but she was grateful over the concern he was showing over her. Other than her parents, she didn't really have anyone to show her this kind of concern about her wellbeing. When they halted in front of the doors, Bella glanced up to him and sank her teeth down on her bottom lip lightly, nibbling on it before finally answering honestly, "I wasn't exactly the healthiest kid when I was younger, I had a weak immune system back then. And when I was ten, my mother and I got into a car accident-- she lost my supposedly little brother in the hospital. T-they needed to take him out or else, she would've died."

[master-richard-campbell]

I’m pretty convinced people have had sex in the pool. And no… there’s no way they can change that quantity of water out everyday.

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

Wouldn't that be pretty unsanitary? Both for the people who did it on the pool and the ones who want to take a dip?

[master-richard-campbell]

I’ve heard questionable things about the pool… people doing things in it. Do you think it’s safe?

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

Questionable things? What do you mean? Like peeing in it while swimming? I'm not sure-- do they not change the water everyday?

[nishaxsen-blog]

“Please, just get me out of here,”

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

“I-I’m so sorry, I can’t do that but I can get you some things to make it more bearable there?”

[master-richard-campbell]

Ooh… the water is still a bit cold compared to back at the last island… a few more months and maybe you can stay in it…

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

It doesn't sound like a good idea to take a swim there. Perhaps you can opt for the indoor pool instead? I think that's at least heated.

[christianaugustin-blog]

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[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

The last blow was probably the hardest of them all, since the immense pain on her backside continued to throb as the sting spread throughout it. So it wasn't exactly a surprise when she let out a louder yelp from it as her body winced a little from the pain. As he rubbed her reddened behind softly, it was able to soothe the pain a little but his praises were able to bring that rise of joy within her. "Reward?" she questioned quietly before suddenly feeling his hand sliding downwards and that's what at all she could think about as it reached her little bundle of nerves. With how sensitive she was right now from his previous teasing, she let out a quiet moan when he continued to rub her in figures of eight. "Uhh--" she groaned at the slide of his single digit into her tight core as pleasure coursed through her body when he began to thrust it in and out in a turtle pace. "Yes, sir," she managed to let out as an answer to his question even if her brain was all fuzzy by now. Seeing this side of him was somehow more arousing to the girl since she was used to him being lighthearted most of the time-- even if she knew better. Still, when his voice was filled with authority and sternness, she couldn't help but want to submit to him fully and leave herself powerless. "No, sir," she answered at his second question, smiling a little.

[christianaugustin-blog]

Christian almost regretted snapping at all as he watched her flinch back slightly. “Bellatrix –” He said her name sternly, trying to not lose his temper with his claim. Taking a deep breath, he grabbed her hand and began leading her towards the infirmary. Determine to not leave her side until he got the green light from a nurse. “We’re going to fix this obvious communication issue you have going on.” He said as he walked down the hall. “I claimed you for a reason. I wanted to protect you. That includes illness. I don’t know how else to say this but – you need to talk to me. Your mouth seems to lack filter at times when it doens’t need to.”

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

Bellatrix held onto his hand as they navigated their way through the corridors that will eventually lead them to the infirmary. Bowing her head down a little upon hearing his comment about having problems on communicating with her, she stayed close to his side. For someone who loves to know more about people, she surely doesn't talk much about herself. Somehow, she felt a little guilty at his next words so glancing up at him, she responded, "I know and I'm really grateful. Worrying you is just the last thing I wanted to do so I tried to keep it to myself for days." Sooner rather than later, the two of them reached the infirmary, a place she wasn't really that fond of. "I don't really like hospitals either," she supplied quietly, hoping he wouldn get the hint why she was so adamant on staying inside his suite before.

[christianaugustin-blog]

“Then why aren’t you feeling well?” He continue to question her. “Have you gone to the infirmary to make sure you’re not ill?” Christian simply wanted to know what was wrong with her. Sometimes feeling like he was prying things out of her and other times her mouth seem to have no filter. He had never really thought about how him sleeping with others would affect their relationship until now that she had found him being with someone else. Frowning as she was about to call herself a slave and her answer gave him nothing. “You have a say in everything.” He spoke in the calmest voice he could muster at the moment as he took back the pills. “You’re not just my claim, Bellatrix. You’re my girl. I care about what you need and feel. So, answer the question, do you care or not?” He repeated his question, his tone letting her know he wanted an answer. 

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

Instead of continuing to beat around the bush, Bella finally answered his question directly. "I didn't have much of an appetite these past few days because I feel like I'm just going to throw up if I eat." It was the truth-- perhaps she caught a stomach bug that somehow affected the other parts of her system as well. "No, I haven't but there's really no need to go there. If I don't feel better after a few days, I'll go there myself," she told him sincerely in form of a compromise. Bellatrix has been a sickly child as a kid so she was more or less used to these kind of things, easily adapting to them as well without worrying other people. Clasping the pills on her palm, raised her eyes to meet his as he spoke up. Christian never really made her feel like she was his slave but someone that he treated far better than what she deserved. When he called her his girl, she couldn't stop the blush rising on her cheeks while that weird feeling settled in her stomach. Truly, him sleeping around did affect her but she wasn't the kind to make him stop on his activities. Still, he wanted an honest answer and that's the one he would be getting. "Of course, I do care about that," she murmured quietly but her voice was laced with conviction.

[kjpoems]

He had this way about him like he was born on a high horse. He had this way about him like he knew right away what he was living for. He had this twinkle in his eye that told me he’d be the end of me. His smile was crooked and so was his soul and I know that these aren’t attractive traits but I fell in love.

I saw the flames and walked in. by (KJ)

[christianaugustin-blog]

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[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

Bella felt his legs being spread a little instead of having them squeezed shut when she assumed that position. Waiting for it to come, she didn't expect to feel him palm rubbing her exposed cheek first before it connected with her cheek again in a hard slap. A small gasp involuntarily left her lips at the contact, almost forgetting to count but did so when she finally gain her senses. Pain spread out on that part of her buttocks for a moment before she felt his hands slipping in between her thighs, fingers ghosting over her exposed sex as they slid across her folds which brought a rise of goosebumps along her flesh. Though before it can reach that part she needed him the most, he stopped and brought his hand back up again as the sound of his hand smacking her bare flesh echoed throughout the room. Her cheeks grew redder with every smack while her face was flushed with anticipation, learning to actually love the soft sting of the pain on her behind instead of finding it revolting. With his alternate teasing and hitting, her arousal began to grow as her folds grew slick with her sweetness. Breathing heavily, she nodded her head as she waited for the last blow to come-- though a part of her still wanted more of his tantalizing teasing. "Yes, sir," she answered in response to show him that she heard him.

[christianaugustin-blog]

“You must think it for a reason.” He almost snapped at her. His temper rising as she confessed that she had been feeling this way for quite some time. “And you didn’t bother to tell me you weren’t feeling well?” Now he snapped. Not fond of the idea of her feeling ill and not telling him about it. “We’re going to the infirmary.” Christian repeated in his authority voice. “And then you can rest in bed all you want.”

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

When he snapped at her, Bellatrix flinched a little at his voice and accidentally sank her teeth too hard on her bottom lip that caused them to bleed. "I-I'm sorry-- you were busy and I didn't want to trouble you," she murmured truthfully, knowing that he had other things in mind so she didn't want to be added on that pile. That doesn't meant she's not grateful with his concern though, since she really is. With a slight nod, she bowed her head lower and let out a defeated sigh. "Yes, sir," she responded meekly, assuming that this would be the time to address him formally since he had that tone going anyway.

[christianaugustin-blog]

“A headache? Have you not been sleeping?” For the first time in this entire conversation Christian didn’t have to fake anything. His concerned clear in his words and expression as he study her. Taking her hand, he began to lead her towards the main bathroom. His teeth clenching at her honest answers. Thankful that at least she couldn’t control her words at times. It let him know what was going on in her mind – at least for the most part. He always felt like she was holding back more than she was telling. “Surprised?” He asked as he pushed the door open and walked into the bathroom. Never letting go of her hand until he went to get the painkillers. Turning around to hand her the bottle. “You’re telling me you’re okay with what just happened?”

[bellatrixlockhart-blog]

"I've been sleeping soundly," she answered honestly though she purposely omitted the fact that she hasn't had much appetite the past days, simply picking on her food instead of eating properly. Letting him tug her towards the bathroom, she ducked her head a little and followed his footsteps quietly. Entering the bathroom, her thoughts continued to swirl around her mind while she tried to ease the throbbing ache in her head. Taking the bottle of painkillers from him, she finally raised her head up and muttered a small thanks. Although at his question, she cannot help but swallow the lump forming on her throat. "I haven't said that now, did I?" she remarked vaguely, still trying to conceal what she truly felt about that. "I'm just your sla-- claim, Christian," she corrected herself since he told her before that he hasn't seen her just as such. "I don't get a say on these things," the girl muttered weakly as she popped the bottle open to take two of the pills.