Kris Ann Mari Ignacio

rocking the world at 14 💚

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Comeback

Hi. Feels good going through some posts I’ve done before. My thoughts years ago are surprisingly still the same thoughts I have now. Thoughts about being unproductive, about laziness, about keeping feelings to yourself-- but also about being thankful of the people around me. 

But I must’ve grown a little wiser. Now, I’m more conscious about myself. About who I have with me, about what I’m dealing with right now, and I’ve been more spiritually awake this year. It’s pretty good timing that I’m back on tumblr before 2019 ends. I have a lot to write down. But of course, I have exams tomorrow. I have to review. So for now, I only have these things to say:

I miss my old life. 

I’m grateful for the lessons I’ve learned.

Because of more wisdom, I now have greater responsibilities.

I still have a lot of dreams.

I’m still a little worried about my future. 

But I know I’m getting where I’m supposed to be because God is with me. 

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I know you’ll never be able to read this... but I’d like to just write down my heart.

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DQ's Strawberry Rush 🍓

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Golden Syrup Peach + Raspberry Pie With White Chocolate Mascarpone

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OMG 😭😍

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If you can, help others; if you cannot do that, at least do not harm them.

Dalai Lama (via amargedom)

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All for love, the Father gave

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Be strong.

Joshua 1:9 (via amargedom)

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I am with you always.

matthew 28:20 (via amargedom)

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❤️

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Churchmates threw a suprise belated birthday party for me and another churchmate! I celebrated my 14th and she celebrated her ~mini~ debut! So she had the 18 roses and I had my 14 cupcaaaakes! Yaaaay. 😍🙈 * (Very late upload.) #070416

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😊

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I WANT TO BE PRODUCTIVE.

It hurts knowing that i’m being left out already. I can’t improve myself. Everyone is just suddenly on their way to reaching their goals but i’m just here lying on my bed, ranting about all my laziness and complaining about being so unproductive since vacation started (kahit pala the school year was ongoing). Like all of them are always too busy having their *trainings. One has just had his rehearsals in a dance group and he was recruited right away because he was just that good. And he’s just so happy he can’t help but tell me about it. Earlier he just said that he already has a gig next tuesday. I am seriously happy about their achievements and i’m complaining not about them leaving me behind but me not doing anything to join them in achieving goals. I WANT TO BE PRODUCTIVE. I WANT TO DO ART. I WANT TO DANCE. I WANT TO SING. I WANT TO WRITE. I WANT TO BE FIT. I WANT TO READ. I WANT TO DO SO MANY THINGS BUT WHY ISN’T MY BODY ALLOWING ME?!!!!?! Sometimes this is the reason why I just wish I was my friends. Cause all of them are like so capable of doing many things, making their parents and friends proud, they workout, they do poems and read and read and read, they dance, they sing. PAANO / KAMUSTA NAMAN AKO?!!!?!! 😖 >>>>SO, I AM DOING THIS FOR ME AND ME AND ME AND ME! -I will put more time into painting. -I will workout and try to BE FIT. (atleast try noh) -I will improve my singing & dancing skills (even if there are none, kidding. Thank You Lord for the talents!). -I will read books and write more hereeee! 😊 *Atleast one naman sana magawa ko. Jeskepe Lord.* I-PUSHHHHH ITUUUU!!!!

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my youth is youuurss 

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My dentist once told me that letting go is like pulling a tooth. When it was pulled out, you were relieved, but how many times does your tongue run itself over the spot where the tooth was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it wasn't hurting you doesn't mean you didn't notice it. It leaves a gap and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It's going to take a while, but it takes time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you too much pain. Therefore, move on and let go.

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God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day.

Psalm 46:5

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life begins.....