Belligerent Rod

Australian Transfem Sword Idiot, 22

[aesungaia]

Everyone's Friend

[parttimehealer]

Happy Pride!! 🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️

[fleche-ette]

"All of you longsword girlies study Meyer"

Yeah the Fiore dei Liberi fencers aren't allowed out past 6pm to stop them from mauling small animals for fun.

[fleche-ette]

Fiore "do anything but use the sword" dei Liberi

[lady-of-vitreous-sight]

no i dont have heart pupils because of something so ethereal as "love". "love" isnt real, i have heart pupils because of material conditions.

[toskarin]

bumped into a miscellaneous bloke on accident and he apologised but the poor cunt was 210cm (give or take) tall and I had some sort of malfunction and instead of sorry I apologetically said "tall man"

[toskarin]

he looked so confused and I hadn't even registered what I'd said wrong, so I was just looking at him with the blank, telltale stare of someone waiting for a response and then when it became apparent the conversation was over (had not occurred) I walked away like a stupid gnome

[moth-grrrl-mavis]

Princess girls and Puppygirls are both different manifestations of wanting to be loved in a way you haven't felt without having to kill yourself to earn it.

"Villainess" princess girls on the other hand can't accept they actually deserve that love or admit that they need is so they dress it up as something they are taking from you.

Cat girls want to be loved but don't want to be overwhelmed

Knight girls and maid girls are convinced they have to earn the love they're missing by becoming essential to someone else.

Being raised with the expectation that we would perform masculinity left us all with a hole in our hearts that nobody taught us to patch and we're doing the best we can.

[moth-grrrl-mavis]

I love you, trans women.

[dizzyghoast]

saw someone say that the odyssey having no greek actors is like doing an adaptation of journey to the west with only white guys from the us east coast and i dont really care if that comparison makes sense or not not because now just imagining that

[dizzyghoast]

ey sun wukong its me tripitaka badabing. we gotta do the oregon freakin trail

[aokozaki]

Buddy, you think youse escaped the buddha's palm? F'ogget about it!

[bitcoitus]

Please remember that almost everyone around you is traumatized. I didn’t understand this when I was younger. I wondered why people acted so strangely and irrationally. Maybe all children wonder this. The author Robert Anton Wilson said (paraphrasing), “We have never seen a completely sane adult human.” No one makes it out of this life alive. It’s not their fault. Mercy, kindness, forgiving — these are what makes one human. They are other names for love. People break in the strangest of ways.

[bitcoitus]

“Under the present brutal and primitive conditions on this planet, every person you meet should be regarded as one of the walking wounded. we have never seen a man or woman not slightly deranged by either anxiety or grief. we have never seen a totally sane human being." — Robert Anton Wilson

[strovii]

[belligerent-stick]

I had not considered a chakram halo...

[autogynophelia]

Today I went to Trans Pride in London. I wanted to go with just one or two friends because I'm really burnt out from organising atm. But I knew several trans people who wanted to go but had no one to go with, so I ended up organising a (mainly transmasc) group anyway because no one else was going to do it and I didn't want them to miss out. I had an OK time, but 90% of my energy was spent on making sure everyone else was having a good time, which is exactly what I'm burnt out from, so that was frustrating.

On the way there, one of my transmasc friends asked if I was coming climbing tomorrow. I didn't know what they were talking about, so I asked and it turned out that another transmasc mutual friend had organised a climbing session for a small group of us who used to climb together last year. Except they hadn't bothered messaging me about it because apparently they thought I would find out through other people so there was no need to contact me directly. They even explicitly mentioned that I might be coming to others, they just never told me.

This mutual friend is someone who I went really out of my way last year to incorporate into our pre-existing small climbing group. I knew that they were new in town, unemployed and lonely so I made a point of deliberately inviting them to join us and even rearranged the times of our regular climbing sessions to suit them better. They moved away a few months ago, but they've come back for a week and organised this meetup, only without messaging me.

The clincher is that everyone in the small climbing group apart from me is a cis woman or transmasc. This is a group I went out of my way to create to help specific people feel included. And the twist is how easily it lapses into an effectively AFAB-only climbing group just through these little accidents and oversights that I would never dream of doing in reverse. And that me trying to explaining how the fact that it is coincidentally the one transfem who is mysteriously "unintentionally" sidelined, is so easily brushed off by others as an overreaction by me to an accidental oversight.

I am so so tired of being the one person who goes out of my way to give a damn, to care about others' wellbeing, only to never get any of that in return because I am mentally categorised by others as something less than a full person. It is always weird to be in a group of people who, deep down, almost certainly believe that they have a more innate connection to womanhood and misogyny than me, while I'm the one actually doing the feminised labour of caring for them. And that I, like the trope of the overworked mother who is "accidentally" left out of a family activity that her husband and kids are off enjoying, can't complain about it without seeming like a petty harridan.

[haaaaaaaaaaaave-you-met-ted]

Mistborn Handbook - Koloss by Wayne Reynolds

[veiledfigure]

doesnt like it

[gingik]

Estrogenize that thang

[belligerent-stick]

I know that I shouldn't be listening to things in my head past like 9 pm, but damn, every time I see a pretty woman I am so envious I want to cry. Fucked up that that can never be me

[innerchildabortionclinic]

interesting kink assortment on the dash

[eshpur]

✣ Medieval Jimothy ✣

[winonaparadise]

Trying to fuck a girl with alters starting every text with to whom it may concern