mysterious musings

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MY PRETTY LITTLE LIARS THEORY

Mrs dilaruntis is sisters with tobys mum! Wren is Charles Montgomery. Scott Montgomery fathered him ( aria’s uncle) goes my charles Cavanaugh sometimes Bethany is fathered by Byron again tobys mum is the mother So Charles is Arias cousin and Bethanys half brother Bethany is the girl pretending to be Sara Harvey. Wren is family orientated and is being manipulated by Bethany but looking out for Aria at the same time.

Also looking out for melissa as they were engaged. I think maybe the Peter Hastings pushed Tobys mum, not sure why. Perhaps she knew about Jason

My theory is pretty solid but I keep getting thrown off by this twin theory. There is a picture of jason and bethany as babies maybe linking them as twins. Behtany is older then aria. Its all surrounded by 3 characters i think the 3 in question are wren, bethany and aria. Bethany pretending to be sara

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Hey guys I don't use this blog at all anymore so follow me on belovednotions.tumblr.com if your interested in my ramblings on life

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I really fucking enjoyed your short black/white film. I think it was called ouroboros? Anyways it was fucking rad. The cinematography was awesome and I really enjoyed the mysterious slenderman-like people.

Thank you it was part of my uni work so I collaborated with a few of my friends on it. I'm glad that you liked it :D x

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Things to get done before I turn 25

-Learn to drive

-Tattoos

-Learn to play the guitar

-PGCE when I return

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You didnt mean anything you said. You'd always be there for me. We'd last forever. You'd always love me. They were just words. It just hurts because I believed them

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You'll always be the boy I used to cuddle up to in my tiny bed in Pipe Lane. Who used to ask if I was okay as I turned over in bed. I'd kiss your back as I stirred and give you a cuddle. Whisper I loved you. I guess as the bed got bigger... we grew further apart. Hugs and kisses were often had. Late night whispers were few and far between. Some where along the way the distance crept in even when the sun was up and eventually it was hard to see the boy I once knew.

Tomorrow it will have been two years. I bet you barely remember a thing

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sometimes the best survival instinct is just to switch everything off. Play dead as it were

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why is this world full of conniving little twisted fucks? Can't trust no one! Seriously what is wrong with people. Everyone always believes the worst in everyone else 

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When it's over it's over.

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This is a short film I made for second year at uni. Bristol, 2013.

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some girls are the dumbest fucking bitches around. Ohhh i'd like to go back when women had no rights, but lets post naked pictures of my self everywhere. Ohhhhh I dont have a boyfriend wine about it for ages. Oh wait now I'm with someone I'll wine about girls who wine about not having a bf. Fucked up in the head. Put your clothes on hoe bag

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-blonde hair 

-tattoo

- more tattoos

-france

-job

-work on uni

-up early and busy most days (everyday is impossible) 

- smile more and stop complaining

-be confident 

-text my friends everyday

-travel

-learn to drive

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I cant believe I have been dating someone I don't love for so long. Looking back I haven't been in love with him for ages. I cant remember the last time I was. It was like a switch. One day I was besotted with him and the next I wasn't. Its funny that it was even the lies or cheating that did it. It was the mundane everyday just being with him and slowly realizing who he really was that did it. That even when he doesnt cheat or lie. Even then I don't want to be with him. I think all the ups and downs and constant break ups may have kept me on my toes. Kept me missing him. This is such a bizarre feeling. But i know now I never want to be with him again, that I could never love him. I feel like I have been released from this manipulative person who used the fact I loved them so much to walk all over me. Wow. I haven't felt this good in far too long.

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if i knew how easy this was going to be I would of done it ages ago

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thank god for the handsome tall dark stranger who literally ran up to me to say i look beautiful and that he would like to take me out. You made me see that there are plenty more fish in the sea and that I can have a spontaneous person be attracted to me. You may just have saved me from putting myself through an endlessly shit relationship again. My only regret is that I didn't get your number.

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its over.