what kind of luck was this?
& he thought danilo was bad, thought that he was a feral beast that needed to be put in his place (he tried, he failed, but that didn't mean he didn't mean to try again), but now - while facing the consequences of his own actions, he was met with a harsh truth. he'd been wrong to think the tiger was the worst out there.
this one right here, jumping him in a moment of weakness. unspeakable. ryan wouldn't let him get away with it. not once he regained control over himself again. well, not that he lost it per se, but heat made him weak. all the little voices nagging day in, day out oh so much louder he could barely tune them out anymore.
he was dripping despite the rough treatment, ....dripping... literally & would like to please die on this hill. angel would be fine, he was old enough to take care of himself. ryan was trying to hard to remain steadfast, hold down & strong, because he knew that if he gave so much as an inch, he wouldn't be able to hold back anymore. but it was impossible. there was no fighting this, there was no denying (though he'd continue to try) this.
"fuck." this was bad. eyes squeezed shut, noises of all kinds fell from his lips, crashed against the wall just like his head did shortly after. maybe it wasn't. he'd get his rocks off, maybe he'd feel less on edge after this. maybe the alpha would actually turn out useful for once in his life. but then he spoke up & ryan could swear his blood froze in his veins. okay, it was also incredibly hot, but he wasn't going to admit to that, ever. "change wha-" it took him too long to realize, or maybe to just react - or maybe .. he didn't know, but the second fangs sunk into his skin he knew just what it was the other meant.
ryan didn't get to complain, because while he hissed & growled, the alpha paid his protests no mind, pushed against him, pressed him against the wall & had the goddamn audacity to give him what he wanted knot him. he tightened around the alpha, stretched beyond comfort & he couldn't fucking run. out of breath, chest heaving & body trembling, he managed to grunt out a "why?!" why did he do that? ryan couldn't see it, but he could feel it. bound together for all eternity. well, & the next what? hour? two? dear mother of the moon, why? this... couldn't be undone. why would this guy even want him? was he that desperate?