ana @benevolentchaoticgood - Tumblr Blog

someday there will be a generation of gay weirdos who don’t know about tumblr heritage. “what’s dash-con?” they say, as i cry into the shoulders of my three weed smoking girlfriends in grief at this loss, looking at the sky. god damn do i love the color of the sky.

i made a shirt for the concert he took me to

you love me? name three of my songs, poser

catchymemes

#dallin #i hope you rot in hell

#rollercoaster #i hate wasps #wasp #bug #bug catcher #i promise i’m going to put him outside

90377

Chasing the flowers somewhere in Switzerland by @90377

catchymemes

this week marks 4 years. i can’t believe how quickly time has passed.

#grandpa #i miss you #big feelings #martin strong #holding hands

so this backpack…

when i was 15, i was in that phase where i would only wear the same string string bag for EVERYTHING.

as you might guess, the bag didn’t last long. it was falling apart maybe a month in. but i was a product of divorce and a single mom. i didn’t want to ask for anything. even when i KNEW we had the resources. i was fine using my backpack despite it being mostly duct tape.

eventually, my mom said something. some joke in passing and she must’ve seen it. she knew it was a tender spot. next time we went out, we went out to ross or tjmaxx, something of the like.

my mom is funny about finding big brands for good prices and she was excited when she found this bag. i didn’t care about the name and frankly the color wasn’t what i was big on at the time. but she was so excited about it, i couldn’t refuse.

i’m 23 now. this bag has come nearly everywhere with me. it survived 9th grade and the horrors that come with catty friends. it went through all of high school, every football game, every broken heart, all of my jobs. it even survived esthetics school.

this bad that i got because my mom was excited about has become one of my most prized possessions and today it came to my first job in my field of work.

#my mom will never see this but #i love you #and i’m so grateful to have you #i’m sorry it took me so long to realise #backpack #mama #you’re my best friend #i need you to promise me #that you’ll never die

knbpoetry

I loved you 🖤

i stared at this ad for a good long while before realizing there isn’t a meme. this is just what tumblr is now

#i’ve been gone for a while #post apocalypse #post dashcon

one late night dnd sketch turned into a sad late night painting session

#it was originally going to be a gift #dnd #magic goose #oil painting #sad painting #attempt at impressionism

when i was a teenager, my brother used to come up to my room, open the door, and just stare at me. no matter what i was doing. sometimes i was scrolling in bed, doing homework at my desk, painting near the window, etc. it didn’t matter. he would stand there and watch me for a couple minutes.

as an adult i think about this a lot. i sometimes wonder if he’s an alien and was just trying to figure out if he was real and if i was real

#little brother #siblings #alien #weird stuff

me: *laying on the ground*

bf: what are you doing?

me: idk i keep hearing this screeching but only on one side

bf: ana you have tinnitus

me: what?

bf: ANA YOU HAVE—

#boyfriend #tinnitus

reallyreallyreallytrying

“average person eats 3 spiders a year” factoid actualy just statistical error. average person eats 0 spiders per year. Spiders Georg, who lives in cave & eats over 10,000 each day, is an outlier adn should not have been counted