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@benji--foster
When did you know you're not in love with Emma anymore?
“ It was a process realizing it. Especially because I still have love for her, I’m just.. really not in love with her. But.. I guess when going to see her felt more and more like a chore and less like something I wanted to do. ”
Where did you receive the best kiss you've ever had? Do you remember it? What kind of kiss are we talking and how did it make you feel?
“ Jesus Christ.. the best kiss. How do you even rate the best kiss you’ve ever had? There’s.. a few that spring to mind. I’ve gotten kissed in quite a few different places now. I’m gonna say.. in a bathroom? As sleazy as that makes me sound. That sounds terribly sleazy, doesn’t it? It gets more sleazy. A bathroom while on a road trip with friends and they were, well, not there. But there. I remember it, I remember it well, even though I was pretty.. I was pretty fucked up, I have to say. It was a proper.. well, a little make out and there was just a passion there that I hadn’t felt in a long time. Which is probably why I’d say it’s the best.. And I just said way too much. Sorry. ”
hazel-caldwell:
“I don’t doubt that for a second. You know. My friend’s been telling me about college parties. She’s a freshman, or well, sophomore now. She goes to Wheaton. She says college is a whole different world than high school. Can’t wait to see what she’s on about. That’s good to hear. Yeah. I’m good too. Thanks. Got two more siblings since last time we talked. I know, we keep multiplying. If my parents don’t start wearing protection soon, we can found a football club by next year.”
“ Yeah, just one year now and we’ll see exactly what she’s on about. That’s kinda crazy, isn’t it? I mean, middle school for example.. I mean, it does feel like a lifetime ago, but.. also not. I sound so boring, I feel like that’s all anyone talks about these days.. You know. But still.. Do you know where you’re going yet? You staying around here or spreading the wings? Two more siblings? That is.. wow, yeah. Brave of your parents. Brothers, sisters? You sure they don’t have some elaborate plan for all of you? ”
hazel-caldwell:
“Ha, yeah. And I can’t even blame them. Very easy to get distracted. Especially since I’m positive I just heard Logan scream ‘body shots!’ in the living room. I still don’t get why anybody would want to do that, but you know. To each their own. How’ve… you been?”
“ I’m just gonna go ahead and say it’s a mix of sexual frustration and trying to show off.. which.. doesn’t explain that much, really. We went to this, uhm.. this college party over the summer. And this stuff here is.. completely PG in comparison. Like, as much as it sounds like a cliche. Yeah. Uh, yeah, I’m great, yeah, I’m alright. You know. Thanks. And you? ”
hazel-caldwell:
“Oh. It’s. You. Hey. Benji. Thank you. [..] Uhm, okay. I’ll just. Wait then. Can’t be that long if someone’s already on it.”
“ Yeah, well, yeah. But someone having any task at a party.. Who knows how quick it’ll really go.. Yeah. You know. Someone says they’re just gonna go get a napkin and they’re back half an hour later, four shots deeper and holding a grilled cheese from somewhere. At least.. that’s how it is with my friends. ”
hazel-caldwell:
sunday, 1:02 am, dani’s houseparty
“Hey, sorry, dude, but may I? I know I’m short and could most likely make my way through somehow, but. Could you. Possibly move aside? Just a tiny little bit.”
“ Wha– oh, yeah, sure. Sor– oh. Hey. Hazel. Uh, yeah, course. Sorry. [..] There’s no ice right now. In case you were looking for some too. Uh, I think someone’s getting some more, though. ”
emmamoretti:
“I guess there’s not. Good thing it’s something you won’t have to worry about anymore. I’m going to find the girls now. I wish you all the best, Benji.”
“ Emma.. ”
emmamoretti:
“[..] There’s no us anymore. You wanted to say sorry and you did. I heard it. You made me look like an idiot in front of the whole school. And there’s nothing more that I hate than looking dumb. I hope you feel better now, but I don’t see us being in the same room again for a long time. I’m sorry, too. Have a nice life.”
“ Emma.. I obviously don’t feel better, no. I didn’t.. I didn’t come to talk to you as some type of.. catharsis or whatever, to make myself feel better. I did it because I thought I owed it to you that.. you hear it from me and don’t have people talking shit, which.. yeah. Didn’t judge it right, I suppose. Never do with you. There’s no doing it right. ”
emmamoretti:
“Was it? Was it over before it was over, because I didn’t know, but you seemed to, apparently. Funny how you never fucking said anything. If you didn’t want me to find out, you should’ve chosen someone I don’t know, not one of my best cheerleaders just a week after we broke up, Benji. So, fuck you. Or her. Or I don’t know. I don’t really care anymore.”
“ I did! I did say something. We’d had that conversation at least fifty times by the end of it but you.. you never fucking allowed it. I was.. We were trying to make it work, but it just wasn’t. You know that as much as me. Like I said.. that was shit. Sorry. I’m sorry. I hate that it gives people a reason to talk about you.. or.. us, or whatever. You’re right, it wasn’t meant to be that way. I fucked up, sorry. Just wanted to say that, coming from me if people are gonna keep chatting shit. ”
emmamoretti:
“So it’s true. What they’re saying is true? You fucked Jenna from my cheer squad? Jenna? Benji. You’re not sorry, and you also don’t have to say you are. It wasn’t meant to.. what? Get through to me? I see and get it now, just how little our relationship has meant to you.”
“ Emma. That’s not at all true, don’t say that. Yeah, it happened, I’m not proud of it. It wasn’t meant to.. I didn’t do it to hurt you or spite you or.. whatever. I am sorry. Don’t say you and me didn’t mean anything to me, that’s obviously bullshit.. But.. our relationship was over before it was over. Yeah. I’m sorry for how it did end in the end but.. it was a long time coming. I just didn’t want to.. I don’t know, leave all this crap unsaid again and have you not even be able to be in the same room as me. ”
emmamoretti:
“What difference would it have made? It was a spontaneous decision. How I’m doing? I’m doing well. Really well. Thanks for your concern. I know you’re doing just peachy yourself, so I’ll spare us the question.”
“ Yeah.. Ems, look.. That’s why I wanted to talk to you, because.. well, I mean. Obviously people have been saying some stuff and.. yeah. I just mean, that wasn’t cool. You know. What they’re saying.. That they’re saying it. Whatever. I just, yeah. Sorry. It was not meant to.. you know. ”
emmamoretti:
“The platinum blonde? Thanks. A change was long overdue.”
“ Well.. I thought the brown was really good, too, but yeah. I guess. Change, yeah. Uh.. I didn’t know you were coming. As in! As in nobody was sure, said you didn’t really say anything. Uh.. How you doing? ”
emmamoretti:
“[..] Right. Girls. You go ahead, I’ll join you in a bit. Benji and I… will talk. Won’t be too long.”
“ Thanks. I’ll see you guys later. [..] So. Uh, your hair looks good. I like the.. it suits you. ”
emmamoretti:
“Hmm. Yeah. I guess. What’s up?”
“ Can we take that outside? Sorry guys, completely interrupting, I know. But.. Emma? ”
saturday, 11:39 pm, dani’s houseparty
“ Hey, guys, yeah. Hey. What’s up, good night? [..] Yeah, cool. Uh, Emma.. do you wanna.. can we talk? For a minute? ”
lucasskane:
“That’s right. He opened early 2014. Ah, come on, you’ll have to join us. We’ll have Luigi’s first, the three of us and then get drinks somewhere after. He’s one of us, so he’s cool with us drinking. We’re saints compared to the kind of shit he got up to. You’re welcome, Benji’s thumb. So you’ve spent the whole time while I was away being a hermit?”
“ 2014? No. What? That can’t be right. Only six years? That’s insane. Yeah, we could do. I mean, let’s see how everything’s gonna go, but, yeah. Sounds alright. Not gonna say no to Luigi’s and bevs. Pretty much. I came down for dinner for half an hour, but Tammi was in a mood, so I made my escape again pretty quickly after that. ”
Dlucasskane:
“Very interesting way of thinking you’ve got there. In case you forgot, you’ve also not been skydiving for ten years without being in jail. I doubt it’d be something that’s on your mind once you were. Alright, you’re not wrong. Forget the blunt. If you ask me, I’d probably do a fat, greasy burger. Or a fuckin’ pepperoni pizza. Holy shit. Might have to take him to Luigi’s one of these days too. [..] Thanks, man. How’s the thumb?”
“ Well. You’ve got a point.. But, fact is, I could go skydiving right now if I wanted to. I think. In prison you definitely can’t. I don’t know, I think it’s fitting. New freedom and all. But you’re right, it wouldn’t something you’d miss while in prison.. Pizza, though. That’s a shout. Yeah, I’m with you on pizza, actually. Yeah! He hadn’t even opened yet back then, right? You should. That’s an experience. Hah, it’s getting there. It definitely needed the break, though. ”