Light House

“Eternal sadness of a spiteful mind”

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[1anonyymous1]

Congratulations to everyone who moved on without the genuine apology or closure you deserved. That's not easy.

[shigaretto]

have you ever thought about how many people think about you? it’s so bizarre. imagine someone, out of the blue, thinking of your face. something happens; they remember you. your favorite song, how you dress, the way you talk, the look in your eyes when you are happy. they remember that about you, even if you haven’t seen each other in years. everything in life is a reminder of a person, a place, a moment. you may think you’ve forgotten, but you haven’t. 

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[bennybarryberry]

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“I don’t know why

I search for you

Could we align?

Can we meet here?

Until the end of time” - King Krule

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[bennybarryberry]

I feel like I’m loosing my mind

I can’t stop thinking of you

And I don’t understand why

I shouldn’t feel like this

What did I do wrong

I didn’t do ANYTHING

I wasn’t the one who kissed you first

I didn’t look into ur eyes with adoration

I didn’t make some grand drunken confession of love and forget

I would’ve been fine and happy never sharing a kiss

I would’ve been fine and happy just how our friendship was

I would’ve been fine and happy never knowing your affection

I would’ve been fine just as we were

Now we can never go back

I feel the solitude stronger and stronger binding it’s grip around me

I should’ve told you everything u told me last night

But I was scared of loosing you

I was scared of ur distance and now it seems that distance has only grown

That distance and departure I feared has slowly came true

And now I’m further away then ever

I lost my dear uncle my childhood best friend and a cousin I wish I would’ve known more

And although I haven’t completely lost you

You feels as if your already gone and I can’t stop you

That final kiss feels like the final death of you and me

I wish I would’ve told u from the start

I wish I would’ve told u last time

And now I just wish I may have one final chance of telling you

If not I’ll carry this burden for ever

And you’ll become just another memory in my life

But I hope you don’t

I hope I don’t loose you but end feels near my only friend the end

[bennybarryberry]

I can’t get you out of my head

I can’t tell if this is pain or not

All I know is I wish I was the one

But even that feeling is beginning to fade

It’s beginning to numb

I wish I could tell you how I feel

How rent free u live in my head

The anguish of not relaying to you

Unable to speak my truth

I feel trapped more and more everyday

Can’t hear my cry’s can’t hear my calls

I am dying to live but I’m trapped under ice

I stare at the moon every night thinking of you

Wishing you there with me again

Maybe it is just me

Maybe the damage is far too much

This heart can barely move and for a brief moment

I believe you’d be the one to kick start my heart

But now it’s just laying there….. dying

No joy no fun no happiness no fulfillment just sadness and emptiness

I don’t want to quit but I feel it’s not up to me

I know I’m not alone but this infectious feeling of solitude I can’t shake

But it’s more like I’m missing you even if ur not

You told me u loved me but I know it wasn’t true

I just believed it without any proof

And now all I have to do is go poof

Here’s looking at you Kid…..

[destroymylife]

[bennybarryberry]

I’m so lost and confused

But the inescapable anguish over isn’t there

Is it because I kissed it with the affection of love

I can’t seem to find any other explanation

Why else would I kiss you?

I don’t want to loose you

I’d rather never have your love then to loose you

So why i kiss you with no restriction

Why would I kiss you so normally

Why would I kiss u without thought

Because I love you but I’d rather not let you know

I’d rather not risk you out of my life

Your still best friend and I feel so cut off

Your who resort to but I can’t resort you about you

I feel as if no hope is left

Possibly only by my departure might this friendship survive

Or risk loosing you forever

I’m scared

I’m certain you don’t love me

But I must hear you say it

I must hear you to replace those nights words

To erase the words that u invested in my head

I know you could never love me how I love you

But I must hear it from you or risk loosing my mind

Where chained….:::::::………..

[bennybarryberry]

I can feel my heart breaking every night

I can feel it shrink inside every morning

It feels alone everyday

It feels empty every night

No light or joy to keep it going

And as much as I’d like to ignore you

I still think of you everyday

Your just floating through my mind that makes land once a night

I wake up same as yesterday

On a lonely road

On a purgatory drive

And every night it goes to sleep with an emptiness inside

I want to leave this town

I want to leave these memories behind

I want to leave u all behind but I’m trapped

I want to leave this failed life behind

Such a lonely road it’s the only one I know

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