I can’t get you out of my head
I can’t tell if this is pain or not
All I know is I wish I was the one
But even that feeling is beginning to fade
It’s beginning to numb
I wish I could tell you how I feel
How rent free u live in my head
The anguish of not relaying to you
Unable to speak my truth
I feel trapped more and more everyday
Can’t hear my cry’s can’t hear my calls
I am dying to live but I’m trapped under ice
I stare at the moon every night thinking of you
Wishing you there with me again
Maybe it is just me
Maybe the damage is far too much
This heart can barely move and for a brief moment
I believe you’d be the one to kick start my heart
But now it’s just laying there….. dying
No joy no fun no happiness no fulfillment just sadness and emptiness
I don’t want to quit but I feel it’s not up to me
I know I’m not alone but this infectious feeling of solitude I can’t shake
But it’s more like I’m missing you even if ur not
You told me u loved me but I know it wasn’t true
I just believed it without any proof
And now all I have to do is go poof
Here’s looking at you Kid…..






















