keep kissing his flat fucking face

Benrey’s Biggest Glazer he/him Horses run wild and free on my dash 🐎

[strangestcase]

Good news! This story exists, it’s called The Strange Case Of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde

[greelin]

“you get frightened far too easily” i’m actually part horse on my mother’s side

[what-is-love-babey-dont-hurt-me]

Fear not the author who predates a scene with “CONTENT WARNING: dehumanization, medical torture, gore, angst, hurt/no comfort, lack of bodily autonomy, and needles”. Because that will just be a mild angst scene at most with a lab back drop. But DO fear the author who says “lotssss of gore in this one guys” with no further elaboration.

[bententeren]

ok so. so we’re just. not reading now. wow ok. ok!!! booktok says we should remove half of the fun from reading!!! wow!!! (i found this in a video and apparently it’s not just this person doing it. it’s. quite a few of them. just to make that clear.)

[synonymsforstupidity]

I had a dream I made a joke that Benrey's plane had crashed and he was eaten by coconut crabs on a remote coral atoll and everyone present told me that that was really fucked up and made me leave

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

I do talk a lot about diet and exercise but keep in mind I am training to free dive and I need to be dense to do that. I don't think people should cut and exercise the same way I do. I think exercise is great for everyone! But exercising to be less fat and dieting like that isn't great unless you're trying to achieve a certain kind of body for a certain purpose.

Fat is bad for me in particular because it's buoyant and the purpose I need my body for is sinking as fast as possible so I can get the best pictures of sea critters as I can. But fat is great for a lot of reasons! It looks nice, it feels good, and it's important to EVERY body. Having no fat will kill you.

Remember that your body is fine, but everyone can use a little exercise in their life. It'll make you strong and awesome. <3

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

I think in every aspect of my identity I truly am of both worlds yet of none. I have always been able to slip into any space I desire yet feel utterly out of place there. I am too much of a boydyke man for Fandom space. I am too much of a sissy faggot for the gym. I am too white. Too indigenous. Too straight. Too gay. I feel like I have my foot in so many doors yet belong to no world at all. Not to wax poetic about what it is like to be me but. Fuck dude, it feels hard to find people who understand that dissonance, the duality, the unity. I am whatever I am.

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

BBM really helped me get a lot of feelings out man…

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

I think in every aspect of my identity I truly am of both worlds yet of none. I have always been able to slip into any space I desire yet feel utterly out of place there. I am too much of a boydyke man for Fandom space. I am too much of a sissy faggot for the gym. I am too white. Too indigenous. Too straight. Too gay. I feel like I have my foot in so many doors yet belong to no world at all. Not to wax poetic about what it is like to be me but. Fuck dude, it feels hard to find people who understand that dissonance, the duality, the unity. I am whatever I am.

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

Sometimes I feel too cis and too male for Fandom Spaces. It is simply Not My Place. The gym is my home and my heart. As is Wikispecies, I guess.

[yellowsnowconing]

??? ok .

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

I should put Benrey in my hot new car and leave him overnight.

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

My car got totaled and I’m getting a massive payout that’ll cover my next car. Plus all my medical expenses covered. ✌️ boutta splurge on some shit I don’t fucking need

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

I should buy a 1000 gallon fish tank and put one singulilar Betta in it.

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

My car got totaled and I’m getting a massive payout that’ll cover my next car. Plus all my medical expenses covered. ✌️ boutta splurge on some shit I don’t fucking need

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

So I’ve actually locked down this blog a lot which is great. I don’t like HL2VRAI so I don’t really want to engage with the fandom anymore than what ends up on my FYP and my fiancée’s blog. But it’s a great place to just scream some thoughts out. I’ve migrated fandoms and no one should expect me to return to this one. Not anytime soon anyhow; Half the series simply does not interest me now.

With that being said, I saw 5 sea turtles this month and I hope to see more soon. Some sharks and squids too! I hope I see more interesting invertebrates like gorgonians next time I go free diving.

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

Coping with my car crash with a car crash HLVRAI AU where Benrey and Gordon meet through a fender bender and Gordon beats the shit out of him and somehow Benrey keeps getting into car crashes with him…. #truelove

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

My gain goal is about 20 lbs. thankfully I put on muscle super fast. Building some weight around my erector spinae should help with the injury as far as I understand. And working on my laterals should give me some relief. I’ve historically been an annoying jock and I was a hockey player + boxer. So this shouldn’t be the worst time of my life.

[benrey-did-nothing-wrong]

My friends are so sweet they’re checking up on me since the crash. Anyways my neck is fucked but the good news is that my cut is almost over and I’m about to hit my bulk cycle so my PT will go nicely alongside my workout routine once I get the go ahead. Overall not as bad as it could be. Very lucky, I’d say! If I didn’t jam on the brakes he would have hit me on my driver’s side door and probably killed me.