hey, everyone.
I made a sideblog where I'll liveblog kamen rider from now on.
this blog will stay 'active' as an archive but I think I'm done with selfship/ficto tumblr for the time being.
not because of what just happened mind you, but because of what's been happening over. man, years at this point. I won't go into details, but there are aspects of the community (and social media as a whole) that are starting to affect me. or maybe they've been affecting me for a time and I can't ignore it anymore, I'm not sure.
let me repeat myself though, this isn't anyone's fault. this isn't about this or that, but rather an ensemble of things that have happened online and in my personal life over the years. if there's a culprit here, it's my own emotional management and disorders, not external factors.
it's been nice, I've met some lovely people and will be forever thankful for the friends I've made here. but I'm tired.
I don't know if this is a definitive goodbye or not just yet. all I know is I want to focus on recovery, system recovery and personal projects.
lately, running this blog feels like I'm running after my breath both physically and mentally. I know where that path leads to and I don't want to end up there.
thank you for understanding.
ps, if you have me on your taglist, please keep me on there! maybe tag @w-erewolf instead, though. I would love to see your art and read your stories, etc. I'll make a sideblog for that too. but posting about my own ships, about myself, I'm done with.