Bloooberry :)

Hola! I'm Bleau Berry. Yes, That's my real name. Part time Japanese and full time Pinay and will always be. Whatever you see in my page represents me, I guess. My tumblr speaks about me. It serves as my freedom wall. I BLOG. REBLOG. LIKE. POST. FOLLOW whatever I feel like. This is all about me and not you. Ktnxbye.

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My Bibi Love, Happy 9th to US. I’m really running out of photo. I can’t wait to see you and be together. We are now one step closer to our forever. I miss you soooo much and I love you, always ♥️

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Happy 9th my bibi love. One more month and I can’t wait to see you. It’s been sooo long. I love you, always ♥️

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Happy 9th. (Latepost) I’m running out of photos. We need new ones.

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Happy 9th to US My Bibi Love. It’s been a year!!! Ugh.

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Sometimes I wonder which one is more painful, missing someone who is already gone or missing someone you know you can be with but so far away. It’s been so long and it hurts.

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Tapping my own shoulders. Good job, Self!

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Tell me how to cope with LDR during pandemic. Tell me how to bridge the distance with the uncertainties. Tell me how to deal with the indefinite time of being away. Tell me.

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Happy 9th to US my bibi love. I love you, always

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Happy 9th My Bibi Love. Its been so long.

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I miss you and it hurts. All I can do is miss you and shut up. How frustrating it is. I don’t know how long more I could take. It’s already hard to begin with and with this situation it doubled or maybe no, it tripled the pain & the longingness. It’s sure it made the love grow fonder.. but I kinda feel like loosing the connection and touch. It’s been too long in the same situation, same set up in a blur. Far and far and far and miles away. I just can’t. Anymore.

Sometimes I asked myself, what would it be if I wasnt in LDR. How would it be and how would I be? How does it feels?

[berrybleau]

Happy 9th To Us, My Bibi Love.

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Happy Anniversary, My Bibi Love. Happy 9th to US.

4-years, can you believe it? I’m missing you sooooo much and it hurts. I don’t know how long more I can handle this.. Nevertheless, please remember that I love you, always. ♥️ (wait for the card, there’s one on the way)

[berrybleau]

3AM.

I go round and round figuring out what’s wrong. It’s not that I’m not grateful, I am. This life is a gift and I am aware of that. To be here still breathing I owe it to God.

Inside me there’s this thing I can’t grasp. Screaming woman she wants to be. Releasing loads she’s tired of it. I ask myself if I am empty, the answer is no I’m not. Then I ask again whats wrong? Then maybe, just maybe it hits me. Thinking of it now, this is what made tears all come down.

I want to go home but then you realized there’s no home.

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I feel like I’m drowning where everyone else is floating.

Most of my life, Ive been fighting on my own. Living and dealing shit on my own, sometimes I long to be saved. For once, to know how does it feels like. I’m kinda tired.

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Happy 9th, My Bibi Love. I love you, always♥️ Remember that.

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Happy 9th to US my bibi loooove!

A lot of things are uncertain now because of this pandemic and the situation happening around us. On the side of this, l just wanted to have you beside me and be wrapped around your arms. Your arms has been my safe place since then and besides, it’s always better when we are together. When that day come, can it be the end of the distance between us? I could only hope and pray. You can be fast if you go alone, but together we can go far. How long more do you need? We should start as soon as we can so we can plan OURS accordingly. In these uncertain times, I dont know what lies ahead but one thing is certain.. I love you with all my heart. Always have, always will.♥️

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My Bibi Love, Happy 9th to us. It feels like its been soooooooo long since the last time I have you in my arms. I miss having your head leaning on mine and vice versa. Missing you more and more each day. I just can’t wait to see you. I love you, always. ♥️