âĄHoseok was excited to hear about a new teacher at the community center. He wondered what kind of person youâd be, what kind of class youâd teach. He also wondered what the hell you were doing on stage at a strip clubâĄ
âĄWhen a looming danger threatens the people you love, you have to come out of hiding and step back into your place as The Whisper; the deadliest assassin known to man. Taking peopleâs lives were easy, loving Hoseok was even easier, and having to face him once again after leaving would prove to be the toughest challenge of your lifeâĄ
âĄHoseok's pride as a racer depended on this race but his true pride and joy would always be there on their knees to release the tensionâĄ
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âĄHoseok's not done with you. Far from itâĄ
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âĄYoongiâs been so busy lately and you two havenât been spending much time together. You bring him some dinner and reconnect on a deeper level. Verrryyyyyy deepâĄ
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âĄYou give Yoongi the silent treatment. That doesn't bode over wellâĄ
âĄEvery night you return to the water and every night you remember why you left. But you could never forget the sparkle of his eyes reflected in the beams of the moonâĄ
âĄYou really need to remember to keep your phone on silentâĄ
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Rule 1: Never go over the womanâs house
Rule 2: Never sleep over
Rule 3: Never sleep with the same person twice
These 3 rules are what Jimin lived by but then you came along and he was ready to break all of themâĄ
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âĄYou send Jimin some naughty videos during his night with the boysâĄ
âĄYou were his oasis where the water never ran dry. He was the garden where blooms shone like diamonds. His lips were of the sweetest ambrosia that made you forget your sour past, your embrace a blanket that shielded him from the nightmare that was his life. Your souls were safe in the hands of one another. Nothing could ever separate you, the daisy chain youâve woven entwining your fate and destinies until the end of timeâĄ
hi sorry if this is none of my business đ but i thought itâd be nice for you to go with your sister even if sheâs not a fan! it would be a nice bonding experience and it would also give her an opportunity to explore your hobbies. also it feels a bit strange for you to be selling a gift from your sister, no?
either way, youâre doing so well. keep it up đ«¶đ»
btw you donât have to post this! just wanted to tell you :)
Sheâs never been interested in kpop. Itâs just not her thing. She knows Iâm selling the ticket and sheâs totally okay with it. We share a lot of hobbies but we also acknowledge that we also have interests that we donât share and thatâs okay! Sheâd rather me go with someone who will be genuinely excited and I donât want her to go to something I know she wonât enjoy. She also doesnât do the best in loud places like concerts so I wouldnât want her to be uncomfortable. Thatâs why Iâm trying to sell it and go with a fellow kpop/seventeen fan.đđ
Hi all! I know if been missing in action for a while and Iâm truly sorry. Motherhood has been very overwhelming lately so Iâve barely had any motivation to write but I am trying to push some ideas out for you. I hope you understand.
But what I wanted to talk about was the Seventeen concert! My sister surprised me with tickets but she isnât a kpop fan so Iâm selling her ticket! I think itâll be so fun if one of my readers could become a close friend and we attend the concert together!đđ
Iâm selling a ticket for the Allstate Arena in Rosemont, IL on Oct 23rd; Section 116, Row G, Seat 7. Iâll be seat 8! Iâm selling for face value without all the fees so at $350. Please message me if youâre interested. Iâll provide any proof you need. Iâve been scammed before for BTS Love Yourself tickets so I definitely understand wanting to make sure everything is legit. We can Zoom or Microsoft Teams if you want as well.
Warnings: Pining, kind of a slow burn, strangers to lovers, feelings, Smut(18+ but I donât control what you consume), corruption kink, slight dom/sub undertones, a little girl on girl action, rough s*x, manhandling, fingering(f receiving), oral(m and f receiving), protected(do this) and unprotected s*x(donât do this unless youâre sure), BACKSHOTS, mating press, dumbification, spit kink, creampies
đŒđŸđ¶đ¶đȘđ»đ: he was supposed to be just another conquestâanother notch in your studded belt, another victory to mount on your wall but when that bespectacled nerd with the cutest smile worms his way into your heart, your gun jams and now youâre caught in a stampede of feelings that you werenât sure how to escapeâŠ.did you even want to?
Release Date: TBD
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Your hazel eyes wandered over the packed crowd of drunk college students, glossed lips leaving a sticky film on your straw as you sipped on whatever fruity concoction Kyla had poured into your cup.
The party was in full swingâdrinks were flowing, the music was bumping with the greatest hits of the early 2000s, and there was no doubt there were about 7 people having sex upstairs. If you were lucky, you and another person would make 9 but that was proving to be more difficult than you thought. Despite all the friends that surrounded you, you were still so incredibly bored.
You needed something to do. You needed someone to do.
âDaddyâs home!â Mingyu bellowed once he reached your group, holding two cases of Twisted Tea in the air with his beefy arms. Cheers erupted at the sight of your groupâs sunshine, Kyla jumping up from her seat next to you to run into his chest and whisk him into a kiss that got heated quicker than a Chick Fil A worker could say my pleasure.
Hoshi threw a cup at the pair, groaning loudly in disgust. âGet a room! Iâd like to stay innocent, thank you.â
Seungcheol scoffed. âInnocent? You and Jasmine fuck so much, you could get a condom sponsorship. You do it at least 6 times a day.â
A chorus of laughter rang out at the expense of an embarrassed Jasmine, her hands flying up to cover her face whereas her boyfriend was smugly grinning, not at all ashamed of his sexual attraction to his girlfriend.
âHey! We stopped using condoms a little while ago.â He revealed and Jasmine wanted nothing more than to fade into obscurity right now. âBesides, we only did it twice today, it would have been three if we didnât get disrupted in the car on the way here-oof.â His words cut off when Jasmine hit him in the chest, her eyes screaming at him to shut the hell up but the damage was already done.
Seungcheolâs face dropped, the gears in his brain turning before he said, âwait butâŠ..I drove us here.â
A pause of awkward silence followed as the realization washed over everyone; Kyla popped her lips as Mingyu coughed, Jihoon lifted his glass to look at the bottom of it for some reason, and your eyes went to that spot in the corner which became increasingly interesting at the moment.
Hoshi cleared his throat, checking the imaginary watch on his wrist. âWell would you look at the time? Come on, baby. We have to go volunteer at that otter daycare. Stay blessed, my brothers and sisters.â He rushed, ushering Jasmine off his lap and leading her away from the group.
âKWON SOONYOUNG! If I find nut in my car, youâre dead!â Seungcheol threatened lividly, closely following behind the scampering couple.
The remainder of you looked at one another before breaking out in laughter once again.
âThose 3 are ridiculous.â Mingyu commented with a shake of his head.
âFor real.â Kyla agreed. âAnyway, baby. Do you want a drink?â
âLet me go put these in the kitchen first.â He motioned to the drinks he had brought. Then, his eyes lit up as he remembered something. âOh yeah! I want to introduce you guys to my friend, Wonwoo.â
Moving to the side, Mingyu revealed a person standing right behind him who none of you noticed until now and suddenly your previous boredom hoped on a flight with Spirit Airlines because it just got drop kicked.
Dark jeans. Oversized hoodie. Glasses. Kind of slouched posture. Eyes shifting around nervously.
Warnings: Smut(18+ but I donât control what you consume), multiple partners, unprotected s*x(please be safe and speak with your partners before doing this), public s*x, spanking, oral(m and f receiving), doggy style, missionary, riding, mentions of a mating press, reader does a split on someoneâs đđ«Ł, intimate s*x, car s*x, mĂșltiple orgasms(m and f receiving), mentions of STD testing, mentions of being arrested, weed smoking(reader is alluded to have smoked but itâs not explicitly mentioned), overstimulation, praise, degradation, choking, gagging, panty in mouth stuffing, restraints(wrists), mentions of a break up, i also might have gotten the tiniest bit carried away with Namjoonâs part hehe, he definitely has me in a chokehold
A/N: Hi there! Iâm here with my take on Seven by Jungkook ft Latto! Iâm pretty sure someone requested something like this but now I canât find the ask so hopefully they see this! I decided to include all of the boys in this. I absolutely love Latto and her verse in the song was just so good! And how could I not write gratuitous fuck buddy smut? Iâm always open to criticism and please feel free to tell me what you think. Thanks so much. Stay safeđ
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You had 7 fuck buddies.
Each of them were entirely different. Different jobs, different styles, different ways they liked to fuck you.
Just how did you fit all of them into your schedule?
Mondays were for Jimin.
You met him while out shopping with your friends. He worked at a luxury jewelry store. While your friends were busy staring at different charm bracelets, your eyes were focused on the rings on his handsâthe way he twisted them whenever he was waiting for a customer to make a decision, how they glimmered under the bright lights, and especially how theyâd look wrapped around your throat. Would they leave marks? Would he finger you with them on? Would your ass sting whenever he laid a harsh smack on it? So many thoughts yet so little answers.
âDoes that feel good, my pretty slut?â
No words were in your head, your mouth stuffed with the panties he had ripped off of you. All you could get out were muffled moans and muffled calls of his name. Salvia soaked the material as much as your arousal did when you walked in his job, the fabric heavy on your tongue and slightly choking you which gave you a rush.
A sharp slap landed on your ass, his rings adding a pleasurable burn that made your juicy walls hug him impossibly tighter.
âFuck.â He groaned out, eyes never leaving how your ass clapped back on him, cock coated in your creamy release. Sweat dripped down your back making your dark skin look like the most decadent chocolate, glistening like the gems displayed in the case below you. But not even those could compare to you when you were bent over like this.
Your hand slammed down on the display case, the sturdy counter shaking under the force.
Your walls spasmed around him, signaling your 5th orgasm since you came to visit him on his break.
His hand that wasnât holding your hip moved to wrap around your throat, hauling your body up until you were arched. You felt unstable on your feet but Jimin was your rock, holding you up before your knees could give out of you.
He applied medium pressure to your throat, just barely pressing into your windpipe, stealing some of your already sparse oxygen from you. You felt dizzy like you were on a rollercoaster but one that never went down. Only up. And it was climbing and climbing untilâŠ.
âThis neck would look so pretty with a new necklace on it. Donât you agree?â That low tone was enough to hurdle you right off the edge, eyes rolling back as you shook like a leaf in his hold.
And yes, your neck did look pretty in a new necklace.
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Tuesdays were for Seokjin.
You met him at a wedding. Your âdateâ had gotten a little too friendly with the open bar which immediately turned you off. Not that you were that turned on to begin with. The man was nothing to write home about. Just someone who happened to approach you in a coffee shop.
After successfully detaching yourself from him, you were getting ready to leave before you caught the eye of Seokjin. He was tall and broad with a face youâd love to sit on. Respectfully, of course.
Conversation flowed easily between you two. He was a proper gentleman with a goofy laugh that made you smile. He was definitely the type of person your parents would love for you to bring home. Polite and respectful and not bad on the eyes either.
But that gentleman act went out of the window when he got you in his bed.
âJin! I canât take it!â You screamed, yanking at the restraints on your wrists that were keeping you stationary. You were surprised you hadnât broken his headboard from how hard you were jerking. His neighbors were probably tired of the slamming against the wall by now, their own calls for you two to pipe down died down a while ago. Let them call the police. Youâd be damned if they put you in cuffs before you got Seokjinâs cock inside of you.
He was nestled between your legs, holding your thighs back to have more access to your cunt. His tongue never stopped its assault on your clit, abusing the bud until your entire body was shaking. Your legs would jerk to try and close with every lick but one firm look from him quickly put you in your place.
His plush lips were soaked with your juices, dark eyes staring at you as if you had just personified from his dreams. You might as well have.
âYour pussy tastes so fucking good. I could eat it all day.â It sure felt like he has been. Your pussy felt both numb and electric at the same time. Sensitivity wanted to push him away but a desperate part of you was pushing you towards another orgasm. âYouâll be a good girl and give me another one, wonât you? Youâre always my good girl.â
Fuck yes you were. Fat tears rolled down your face when he dove back in, sucking your clit in between his lips, his tongue flicking over it faster than before. Back arching, you screamed bloody murder as the strongest orgasm of the night engulfed your body.
Placing one more kiss on your throbbing bud, Seokjin backed up to let you breathe, stroking your thighs and whispering sweet nothings to you as you came down. Body still tingling from your release, you could barely blink through your blurry vision before you felt a shift on the bed.
A hand nestled in your sweaty hair, silk press gone to waste. You blinked through your tears, looking up to find Seokjin hovering over you, his knees on either side of your shoulders. His cock stiff and right in your face, the tip leaking precum.
He smirked down at you.
âOpen wide, darling.â
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Wednesdays were dedicated to Hoseok.
Honestly, you met Hoseok on a dating app. He was meant to be a quick one night stand since you were growing tired of your vibrator. After scrolling through a bunch of profiles and responding to a few messages, you came across him. He was a paralegal but apparently, he taught dance classes on the weekends which told you he definitely knew how to move. His photos were a sharp contrast to his job; bright and with him always smiling. He even had a picture of his dog on there which made you smile.
He was cute though and perhaps heâd be a fun night.
The pillow did barely anything to cover your screams, not when there was so much happening at once. You tossed it to the side, allowing your eyes to adjust to the glorious sight above you.
Hoseokâs head was tossed back in ecstasy, lip pulled between his teeth as he needlessly tried to keep quiet. You wanted to hear those noises, the way he cursed whenever you purposefully clenched around him.
âHmpf, shit.â Just like that.
The pulses of the vibrator in your hand was making your arm numb but it was sending the most delicious vibes through your clit so whatever.
âHobiâŠ..âYou called making him finally open his eyes and tilt his head forward to look down at you. You could have cum right there from how sexy he lookedâsweat soaked hair sticking to his forehead, his chest littered in love bites you had obsessively sucked into his skin, and of course, the thin silver chain around his throat that bounced with every thrust. Take the wheel, Carrie Underwood.
He leaned forward, both of his hands moving from your thighs to place next to your head. His hips never faltered, keeping their languid pace rolling into you.
âYes? What is it?â
âIâŠ..IâŠ.can I cum?â Everything was moving so slowly. He had put the vibrator on its lowest setting so it wasnât doing much for you and with this slow pace, he was prolonging your orgasm further than you wanted it to be. That was the thing about Hoseok. He liked it slow and intimate, going for hours until he brought both of you over the edge.
He pressed a kiss to your forehead, his chain tickling your nose.
âNot yet, my flower. Hold it a little longer for me.â
A particularly deep roll of his hips caused him to stroke slowly past your sweet spot, pulling a whimper from you.
Your bottom lip quivered, eyes tearing up from your waning orgasm. It kept building and falling but it wasnât enough to push you over. And with everything that happened today, you think this is exactly what you needed.
A gentle touch.
âButâŠ.â
He shushed you with a peck to your lips. âJust relax. Iâll take care of you.â
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Thursdayâs were for Namjoon.
You met him at the gym. Donât get it twisted. You werenât really there to work out. Those few squats you did every couple of months were enough. That wasnât the reason you had signed up for a membership.
It was because of the buff and drop dead sexy man that you often saw lifting weights. What exactly was the point of that tank top? Modesty? It looked like it was only soaking up the sweat that dripped down his honey kissed skin but it was failing at that too. Your tongue could do a better job. Youâd lick every inch of that man for free and cook him a meal afterwards.
The steam of the shower was making it hard to breathe but Namjoonâs cock was making it even harder. When people told you to breathe through your nose, they factored out the cock being an absolute monster. You thought your jaw was gonna snap off.
Your nails dug into his yummy thighs, feeling the muscles tightened with every push of his cock into your warm and inviting mouth. You were definitely riding these things once you got back to his place.
âDamn, relax your throat, love.â
You happily followed his instructions, swallowing before exhaling through your nose. That allowed him to slide all the way home, your nose tickling the trimmed hairs at the base of his cock. Your eyes watered from the welcomed intrusion.
âLook at me.â He commanded from above you, the low tone of his voice making your pussy clench. Damn. Being a housewife sounded incredibly good right now. Patriarchy be praised.
Your eyelashes fluttered, looking at him and the sight was absolutely glorious. If he didnât fuck you right now, youâd probably implode.
He must have seen that through your gaze because a dopey smile stretched across his face, adorable dimples indenting his cheeks.
Pulling out of your throat, you coughed and sputtered, swallowing a few times to soothe your sore throat. You barely had time to really cover before he was grabbing your arm and hauling you up. Legs draped over his buff arms, your arms scrambled to wrap around his shoulders. Now this position was the reason why bitches pull up to your motherâs house looking for you. You could feel the head of his cock sliding against your sopping cunt, your walls clenching in delight of finally getting what you want.
âReady, baby?â He whispered in your ear before sucking on your lobe.
And no, you didnât renew your gym membership.
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Fridays were for Taehyung.
Funny enough, you met Taehyung while he was sneaking out of your apartment building. He was leaving a one night standâs place and bumped into you while you were on your way inside. Of course, you could smell sex a mile away and the walk of shame was heavy on his shoulders. He actually tried hitting on you when he saw you, his eyes never leaving your cleavage.
You thought he was incredibly handsome thoughâa pretty boy type which you definitely liked. So you stopped him, told him to come back to you with a clean STD test and then youâd talk.
Taehyung had to will himself not to cum when you did a full split on his cock. Your hands kept your leverage on his knees, your head lolled forward from how his long cock was kissing your cervix each time, your legs stretched all the way out to give him the best view of his life.
Heâs already cum twice, third orgasm almost painful but he just couldnât stop. He didnât want you to stop either(as if you could). Youâve been horny all day and you were going to get your fill of his cock. He knew you needed morning sex to get through the day yet he decided to go in for a shift at work, leaving you sad and desperate. The moment he walked in the door, you grabbed him by the front of his shirt, pushing him on the rug in your living room. You didnât even prep yourself and he was hard while driving to your place anyway so foreplay was unnecessary today. Maybe youâd ride his face later and youâd use that headband he was wearing as reigns.
Until then, you were going to ride his dick until he gave out. Or until you got tired, whichever came first.
âIâm gonna cum again. Slow down. Please.â He whimpered, eyes stinging with unshed tears.
You whipped your hair behind you, the tips of your braids resting on his stomach. âHmmm, give it to me, Tae. Fill me up again.â You leaned forward, bringing your hips all the way up to his tip before slamming back down. His cock was creamy with both of your releases, a wet smack sounding everytime you came down.
If this was how he died, put it on his tombstone.
âOh shiiiiiiiiâŠ.âHis head thumped back against the floor, toes curling as you forced another orgasm out of him, the pulsing of his cock triggering your own.
You barely gave him time to calm down before you started your pace again.
Heâd pick up another shift next Friday.
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Saturdays were for Yoongi.
It was actually your favorite day of the week when you got to see the weed dealer. Not really because he let you smoke for free but because high sex was just another level. You met him when you were out one night. He catcalled you from his car and before you could even give whoever it was a piece of your mind, your voice got caught in your throat.
Your first thought was: man bun. Long hair in a man bun. Sexy ass drug dealer in a BMW with long hair in a man bun. Your parents always told you not to do drugs but how could you heed those warnings when temptation was served to you on a silver platter like that?
You gripped the headrest of the backseat, your breasts currently under attack by Yoongiâs expert tongue. The same tongue that had just ate you out like a champion a few minutes ago.
He pulled off your breast with a pop, delivering a smack to your ass with the hand that wasnât holding his blunt. âFaster. I didnât tell you to slow down.â His cat like eyes were hooded and glazed over from both the weed and the feeling of your tight walls hugging his cock. For a second, he didnât even think he was high on weedâhe was high on you. You were like an addiction; savory and hard to avoid, you were like a forbidden fruit. One heâd sink his teeth into everytime.
He brought his blunt back to his lips, inhaling a deep pull, holding the smoke in before blowing it back into your face. Just that action had you cumming on his cock, the feeling vibrating all the way to your toes. When he felt a splash against his pelvis, he dropped his head to look down at where you were connected. You were still bouncing on his cock, prolonging your orgasm and with each bounce, a small spray of liquid squirted from you.
He tossed his own head back, making sure to put his blunt in the ashtray on the door to prevent any burns to his upholstery before grabbing both of your ass cheeks in his hands and beginning to piston up into your spasming cunt.
âBout to fill this pussy up. You want it?â He grunted against your collarbone, sinking his teeth into the skin there.
He had knocked all of your words loose so all you could manage was a frantic nod of your head and a drawn out, âyessssss yessssss pleaseeeeeeâ.
âThis pussy is so fucking good.â He landed a slap on your ass, the sting sending shocks of pleasure up your back as another orgasm crashed into you.
You were so absorbed that you didnât even hear the police sirens as they pulled up next to you.
Wow. You thought you were just imagining the car rocking. Guess not.
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The end of the week meant only one thing.
You had deep cleaned your apartment, moving slowly since your body still ached a little from sleeping on that bench at the station. Good thing Yoongi had connections that could bail both of you out. Still, youâd probably risk it again if it meant getting fucked like that.
You had just lit a candle and you were about to sit down to have a glass of wine but you were interrupted by the sound of your doorbell ringing.
âUghhhhhh.â You groaned, placing your wine glass on a coaster before hauling yourself up less than gracefully and shuffling to the door. You didnât even look at the screen on your intercom, just opening it and immediately trying to close it back after seeing who was on the other side.
A foot jammed itself between the door, stopping you from shutting it completely.
âBaby, come on. I said Iâm sorry.â
âScrew you, Jeon! I told you I donât want to see you again.â
He managed to push the door enough to slip his upper body through. The sight of his face sent a weird rush through you but you didnât know if it was good or bad. You didnât like it.
His doe eyes pleaded at you. âPlease talk to me. I canât stand not being with you anymore. Please please. Iâm sorry.â He sounded so genuine that it made you break, heartstrings effectively tugged on and strummed by the only man you truly loved.
You shouldnât let him in. You really shouldnât.
âOh. My. God. J-Jungkook!â
His hand whizzed through the air, landing a hard smack on your bruised ass that has taken a lot of punishment tonight.
âShut the fuck up. I donât want to hear a word from you, you little whore.â He spit into your ear, hand coming up to cover your mouth while the other one held your hip to keep you in place as he delivered the deadliest back shots.
Your entire body was lit up in pain and pleasure, both mixing together in a beautiful cacophony that had you ready to propose to him.
Your moans were muffled by his large hand, his grip forcing your head back at an uncomfortable angle but he could give less of a damn about your comfort.
âHow dare you let someone else fuck whatâs mine?â He uncovered your mouth to slap your ass again in a tender spot causing you to jump, a high pitched scream coming from you as he pushed you into another orgasm. You had lost count a while ago, brain not keeping up with your body. Everything just felt endless.
You didnât want him to know you were fucking other people. It wasnât any of his business. You werenât together anymore but am accidental slip up revealed what happened yesterday and in seconds, you were bent over the arm of your couch with Jungkook behind you.
âCount.â
He had made it to 21 before your knees were buckling, your eyes and mouth begging him to fuck you. To put you in your place and make you remember exactly who you belonged to.
He gripped at your hair, yanking your head back and making your body arch even more. Only your fingertips touched the bed below you, knees spread wide as you began throwing yourself back on his thick cock.
âI expect an answer when I ask you something, slut.â Contradictory since he told you to shut up earlier but logic was not necessary here. You were just a pliant little doll in service to the hunk of a man that was abusing your walls so good that your pussy should file a restraining order.
âThatâs right. You come on my cock and my cock only. Do you fucking understand me?â He could feel his own orgasm building. Heâs been holding back, a hard task with a pussy like yours but he managed. Denying all of your orgasms earlier made it easy enough for him. Then again, he did almost blow his load earlier when you put both of your feet behind your ears and held out your tongue for him to spit in your mouth.
âYES!!! Oh shit!â Your walls clenched around him so tightly that it forced him out of your cunt, a long spray of liquid soaking the bedsheets beneath you. He brought his hand between your legs to rub furiously at your clit, splashing your juices everywhere. Youâd definitely be upset later about your freshly washed sheets but heâd cross that bridge when he got there.
Your body jerked around as pure bliss and pleasure coursed through your veins, legs squirming all around as you both tried to chase and run away from Jungkookâs assault on your clit. He held your hip firmly, trying to keep you still while you rode out the waves of your orgasm.
When overstimulation began to get too painful, you turned over onto your side, pushing his hand away with your own. You twitched in the aftershocks, covering your cunt with your hands. Even the cool air was too much against your abused pussy. Youâd probably have to take a break for the week just to recuperate.
When the haze began to clear a little, you slowly turned your head, peeking through your braids that covered your face to peek at Jungkook. Only to find him missing. You didnât even hear him get out of the bed. Where did he go?
You waited a few moments, trying to catch your breath before Jungkook entered the room with a bottle of water. He was still fully naked, cock hard and angry looking, shiny with your juices.
He came over to the bed, placing a knee beside you to lean over your twitching body.
âHere. Drink some water. You need to be hydrated before I make you squirt again like that.â
Your eyes almost popped out of your head. Again? Was he trying to kill you?
âW-again?â
His lips quirked up into his signature grin, nose scrunching cutely and it made you want to punch him in it and then kiss it better.
âYou think that was it? Weâre just getting started. This will teach you not to give out whatâs mine.â
It didnât teach you anything though. Youâd have to learn your lesson again next week.
Pairing: Husband!Jeon Jungkook x black!female!reader
Word Count: 2,223
Warnings: established relationship(theyâre married!), fluff, domestic vibes, Jungkookâs a house husband, tattooed!Jungkook, smut(18+ but I donât control what you consume), morning sex, somnophilia I guess? He wakes reader up with head. Kitchen sex, oral(m and f receiving), deepthroating, throat fucking, lots of spit, readerâs a whiny and needy sl*t, Jungkook is obsessed with reader(in a sweet way), begging, overstimulation, interrupting phone cliche
A/N: Hi! Iâm back! I know I said this would be a Gamer!Jungkook but I kind of went off script a little, heh. There will definitely be a part 2 of this though and there will be actual Gamer JK in that. While I donât explain reader in this, they are dark skinned. Their skin is described more in part 2. Criticism is always welcomed and I hope you enjoy!
Read Part 2 HERE!
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When you woke up, it was to him between your legs, slurping up all of your wetness and flicking his tongue against your swollen clit. He managed to wrench 3 orgasms out of you before your alarm rang, that stupid job calling for your attention. Thank goodness you were close to going on vacation. After that, you could spend some much needed quality time with your husband.
He helped you to the bathroom, your legs feeling weak from your orgasms that were still vibrating through your body. Once you showered, did your skincare, and refreshed your hair, you found him in the kitchen, back turned to you as he sliced something on a cutting board.
Bringing your bottom lip between your teeth, your hungry eyes greedily took in the expanse of his bare, muscled back. Each movement caused his muscles to flex, the dark and brightly colored tattoos that stretched across his back shifting. He had recently finished the healing process for his brand new back tattoosâa large dragon spread across his shoulder blades, multiple flowers of different colors wrapped around his ribs, and your favorites were the abundance of clouds with butterflies resting on them. He had lots of little others like that cute smiley face on the back of his neck and that Minnie mouse bow on the back of his right arm he got on a dare after losing to Taehyung. You remember when he came home with it. You had laughed for close to 10 minutes, much to Jungkookâs chargin, his pout never leaving until he got annoyed and bent you over the couch. You still giggled but his cock taught you manners.
He heard you place your purse down on the kitchen island, turning his head to look at you.
âBreakfast is almost ready.â
You came up behind him, wrapping your arms around his waist and leaning in to inhale his shampoo. Your cheek rubbed against his soft skin, humming when he relaxed in your embrace.
âMorning head and breakfast? Are you married?â
He chuckled, reaching for another strawberry to slice. âI am. Very happily for 3 years. Theyâre the love of my life.â
âSounds like a very lucky person.â
While you couldnât see his face, you knew he was smiling extra big.
âEh. They hog all the blankets and canât sleep unless itâs freezing cold but I guess theyâre lucky to have me.â
You rolled your eyes, biting his shoulder blade. He was such a dork.
âThey bite me a lot too. I wonder if Iâm tasty.â
Your hands began to wander, scratching down his chest and abs until you reached the band of his low sweats. You dipped into the article of clothing, a noise of surprise vibrating your throat when you found he wasnât wearing underwear.
Your hand grabbed at his half hard cock, beginning to pump him slowly. He inhaled a sharp breath, dropping the knife he held in the sink. Safety first and all that.
His hands gripped at the counter, head dipping low as you stroked him to hardness. When his sweats began to get uncomfortable, he moaned.
âBabyâŠ.â
You hummed, pulling away from him to let him turn around. Now that he was facing you, you could appreciate him fullyâfrom his broad chest to his smooth expanse of his defined stomach. Your eyes trailed up to meet his, dark irises staring at you. His gaze made you feel warm all over, those earlier orgasms feeling far away. You wanted more.
Dropping to your knees before him, you grabbed at his sweats before pulling them down. His cock sprang up, the tip leaking precum. You licked your lips, gaze greedy and your throat itching to have him nestled in it.
You gripped him once again, feeling him throb in your hold. Locking eyes with him, you leaned forward to lick at his tip.
âYouâre delicious.â
Your stare never broke as you licked him from base to tip. Eye contact was the quickest way to get him to cum. You too. It just made your sex feel more intimate and connected. It also fueled his ego a little to watch your sultry eyes stare up at him as he was down your throat.
After you had slicked him up enough, your hand pumped at him as your mouth sucked at his ballsâhis most sensitive spot. He tossed his head back, leaning against the counter, a loud moan coming from him.
Gathering saliva in your mouth, you bubbled spit all over his balls. He loved it wet and messy, something you learned after your first few times together. He was always a gentleman during your first times but that quickly changed when you started getting more and more comfortable with him. Your pussy would get so wet and sticky that he couldnât hold back.
Coming back to his cock, you kissed along his shaft, trailing spit with you, cheeks and chin wet. You took him into your mouth, sucking him halfway in, your hand pumping what you hadnât gotten toâŠ..yet.
Your tongue licked all around him, cheeks hollowing as you sucked him. His hand grabbed at your hand, hips bucking into your throat. You removed your hand from his cock, instead gripping his thighs, giving him the okay to go hard.
Using his other hand to grab the back of your neck, he began moving his hips in and out of your mouth. You relaxed your throat, allowing him to slip in and out with ease.
âYou like that cock in your throat, baby?â His raspy voice talked down at you. You moaned around his cock because fuck yes you did. You could feel your panties sticking to you, the fabric probably ruined beyond rescue.
He pushed your head all the way down, holding you there, nose buried in the hair at the base of his cock. Tears sprang in your eyes, throat constricting around him. Your nails dug into his thighs, leaving red marks in your wake.
When you began to sputter and gag on him, he let you go. You inhaled a deep breath, coughing and trying to pull air back into your lungs. Your bleary eyes looked back up at him, your hand coming to pump at his slick cock again. Sweat dripped down his chest and stuck his hair to his forehead. He looked good enough to eat.
âGive me more, baby.â Tongue hanging out of your mouth, you were ready to take everything he gave you.
Fuck.
A few more pumps of your hand and harsh suck to his tip and he was cumming in your mouth, filling your cheeks. He shivered as his orgasm racked him, mouth dropping open in a silent moan.
You didnât immediately swallow, letting him regain his breath. You patiently sat back on your heels, bright eyes staring up at him.
His hand reached out to grab your chin, tilting your head up. âOpen.â
You obliged, dropping your jaw to show him his release in your mouth. He felt his cock jump at the sight. He couldnât get enough of you.
âSwallow.â
And you did, opening your mouth again to show him you had obeyed.
He helped you up from the ground, grabbing under your thighs to lift you and place you on the kitchen island. His lips hungrily moved against yours, his hands pushing your pencil skirt up until he could access your thong. His warm hands grabbed both sides of the thin string, giving it one harsh pull and it snapped. He worked at the buttons of your blouse next, careful not to pop any of them in his haste but truthfully, he could care less. Once it was open, he pulled down the cups of your bra, letting your breasts spill out.
You moaned as his hands pinched at your nipples, little sparks going up your back. He pulled away from your mouth, a whine coming from you but it was quickly covered when his mouth sucked in your left nipple. Your hands buried in his hair, humming as he worked both of your nipples to stiff peaks. He bit at the skin of your breasts, further darkening the hickies he placed there just last night. Once he was satisfied with his work, he pulled away to kiss you again.
âFuck me, baby. Please. I canât wait anymore.â You were starting to grow more and more desperate. Those orgasms from earlier just werenât enough. You needed his cock right now.
He smirked at your whiny tone. His cock was hard again, throbbing to be nestled in your warm and tight walls but he had more pressing matters to tend to.
Pecking your lips once more, he bent down slightly until he was level with your pussy. His hands gripped your thighs, pushing them apart to get more access to your dripping heat. You barely had time to balance yourself on your hands before he was diving in, eating you out like a man starved. His tongue licked and sucked at your clit, abusing the swollen bud until your legs were shaking.
His eyes looked at you from between your legs and goodness were you a sight to see. The way your mouth dropped open, your breasts all marked up, and your watery eyes threatening to spill. He could eat you out for hours, not even stopping when you were crying and begging for him to let you rest.
You didnât even realize how desperate and close you were until that band was snapping and you were cumming all over his face. One of your hands buried in hair, pulling him closer as your head fell back. Your toes dug into his shoulders, almost pushing him away but he remained firm, delivering licks to your clit.
Once you were shaking in overstimulation, he pulled away, licking his lips of your sweet juices.
He stood back to his full height, pulling you closer until your hips hung off the edge of the counter. You felt his cock rub against your sensitive pussy, flinching away a little at the almost painful feeling. But you were so desperate for him that you didnât care. You just wanted his cock inside you. Now.
Your arms wrapped around his shoulders, pulling him to you again. Tears fell down your cheeks, bottom lip wobbling. âP-pleaseâŠ.no more teasingâŠâ
He could hold himself back anymore either. He pecked your temple, hands digging into the nest of your thighs. âOkay, princess.â
The head of his cock rubbed against your slick folds, bumping your clit a few times making you shiver.
Just as he was about to push in, the loud blaring of your phone broke you apart. Realization struck you, your eyes widening.
âOh shit! My meeting! Iâm late!â You hastily reached for your purse, digging in it until you found your phone. You quickly answered it, apologies falling from your lips.
After you hung up, Jungkook helped you from the island, your legs buckling but he held you up.
You sighed, leaning against his sweaty chest. âUgh, darn you and your magnetic dick. Why did you distract me?â
He snorted, rolling his eyes. âYou stuck your hand down my pants. You started this.â
You growled, biting his pec lightly. âYou woke me up. You started this.â
He harshly gripped both of your ass cheeks in his hands. âDo you want me to finish it?â His suggestive tone matched his eyes, his stare sending shocks straight to your pussy. Was that meeting really important? You could just quit your job and live your days with Jungkookâs cock down your throat. Youâd clock in faithfully every day.
You whined, pushing him away. âIâm already late. Stop tempting me.â
He gave you that cheeky smile again but let you go, making sure to deliver a slap to your ass as you walked away.
Once you had brushed your teeth again and fixed your makeup and hair, you rushed to the door. Jungkook was already waiting for you with a bagel and your lunch bag. Your heart warmed at the sight of him. He took such good care of you. An idea of a surprise date swirled in your head.
You smiled when your eyes met.
âHere. I packed your lunch and since breakfast got cold, I made you a bagel. Eat the whole thing.â
You walked into his arms, hugging him tightly, his warmth sinking into your skin. âI love you.â
He smiled, pressing a kiss to your forehead. âI love you more.â
After embracing for a moment longer, you reluctantly pulled away, not wanting to leave him but you knew you had to work.
He kissed away your pout. âIâll be here when you come back. I promise.â
You sighed but nodded, expecting a final kiss before you finally walked out of the door but instead, his hand grabbed your throat to pull you closer. You gasped at the sudden movement, eyes widening as they locked with his. His smile had dropped, only a mischievous smirk left in its wake.
âAnd when you come back, Iâll fuck you on every surface in this apartment.â
Your thighs rubbed against each other, excitement bubbling in the pit of your stomach. You were about to say something but you were silenced when he shoved the bagel in your mouth
Pairing: fuckboy!Park Jimin x black!female!fuckgirl!Reader
Word Count: 3.8K+
Warnings: none really. Mentions of previous sexual intercourse, mentions of foursomes, drinking(not explicit), all of this is from Jiminâs POV and his internal crisis, heâs really going through it
Yoongi almost flung his cereal bowl across the room as his front door suddenly slammed open and Jimin burst inside.
âJimin, what the hell?â Yoongi cursed, heart hammering like a stampede in his chest.
âHyung, I need to ask you something.â
Yoongi sputtered. âW-what? How the hell did you get in my house?â
Jimin waved a hand. âI bribed Seokjin hyung with GrubHub but thatâs not important. I need to talk to you.â
He was dreaming, he had to be. There was no way Jimin just let himself in without calling or texting first. And he was going to kill Seokjin!
âYou just broke into my house. How is that not important?â Yoongi pointedly quipped.
Jimin groaned. âFocus, hyung. Look, I need to ask you about y/n.â
Breaking and entering aside, Yoongi acknowledged what Jimin was asking.
Yoongi walked over to his couch to sit down, motioning for Jimin to follow. ây/n? What about her?â He scooped some cereal into his mouth.
Jimin ran a hand through his hair. Heâs been doing that more often than usual, your impact on him stressing him out.
âWhy doesnât she date?â
Ah. Yoongi realized where this was going. A smirk twitched at his lips and Jimin had a flashback to you. That god damn smirk.
âShe put it on you, huh?â Yoongi chuckled with a shake of his head. He knew this was going to happen. Mainly because he went through the same thing about 2 years agoâthe anxiety, the pacing, even the brief addiction to wondering what you were up to.
You were dangerous. Intoxicating. Almost unhealthy.
Yoongi considered himself a pretty good lover but you were on another fucking level. Your head game, pussy, aftercare; all top tier. He thought he was in love for a second and maybe he was but unfortunately, you werenât the type of woman that wanted to be tied down.
âYouâre sweet but Iâm not looking for a relationship. Like ever. Iâll see you around though. Get home safe. Bye.â
Then you closed the door in his face and he went through the motions much like his good friend was right now.
It was hard not to get addicted to you.
Jimin groaned again, burying his face in his hands. âShe was so good, hyung. I donât even remember some of it because apparently, I passed out.â
Yoongi whistled. âDamn. I didnât pass out but I did sleep for like 10 hours afterward. I even missed work. She definitely tires you out.â Yoongi sniggered, recalling the almost coma you put him in after that night. He was just lucky you didnât put him out while he was practically dead on his feet. You made coffee, a light breakfast, and even let him take a shower to wake himself up more. You were a really nice and attentive person.
Jimin leaned back against the couch. âSo why doesnât she date?â
Yoongi shrugged his shoulder. âI donât know.â
âArenât you two friends?â Jimin quizzed with a raised eyebrow.
âYeah. Her job is like a block from mine. We meet up for lunch sometimes and I help her fix things around her apartment.â
Thereâs some information he didnât know he really wanted. So you two were pretty close?
âAnd you havenât slept together again?â
Yoongi shook his head, finishing his milk and then placing the bowl down on the coffee table.
âNope. After our first time, I just gave up. Didnât want to overstep, you know? She said she doesnât sleep with the same person twice or something.â
Oh god. You had the same rule he did?! Now that he was hearing it, he realized how fucking dumb that rule was!
Yoongi could see the internal conflict Jimin was going through. He had the same problem back then. Even now sometimes, he wondered what he could do to get you but he respected you too much. You were sexy and confident, yes but you were also a great friend and someone he didnât want to lose.
âLook, man. Itâs best if you just forget about her. Nothing good will come from forcing yourself into her life.â
Jimin slumped further into the couch. He knew that. He liked you but he wasnât the type to overstep any boundaries like that.
âYeah. I guess youâre right.â
They sat in a comfortable silence for a moment before Yoongi broke it.
âDid she do that two handed twist thing on your dick?â
âOh my god! It was insane!â
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After that talk with Yoongi, Jimin decided to forget about you.
He went to work. He went to his classes and did his homework. He hung out with his friendsâŠâŠ
And thatâs it.
âYouâve been acting weird.â Taehyung suddenly stated one night when the two were hanging out on his couch. Jimin had shown up with fried chicken and beer out of the blue. Taehyung was actually kind of shocked to see him since Jimin was normally at a bar or a party on Friday nights.
Now that he thought about it, Jiminâs been at his place every weekend for the past month.
Something was up.
Jimin chewed the food in his mouth before swallowing, hand that wasnât holding his chopsticks currently working on stealing from someone else on Monopoly GO.
âWhat do you mean?â
âI mean, youâve been here every weekend for a month. Why arenât you at a party or something?â
Jimin made a noise of offense. âYou say that like you donât like spending time with me. I thought we were soulmates.â He cried dramatically with a pout.
Taehyung rolled his eyes. âWe are but we havenât spent this much time together in a while. Are you okay?â
Jimin went back to his game. âIâm fine. I just havenât been feeling like going out.â
Okay, was hell freezing over or something? Jimin doesnât feel like going out? Taehyungâs known Jimin for many many years and out of all of that time, heâs never known for Jimin to be a homebody. Taehyung was the homebody, Jimin was the party crasher. That was their dynamic and heâd be damned if he let Jimin take over his title.
âAlright, spill it.â
Jimin cursed under his breath at not finding another key before asking, âspill what?â
Taehyung squinted his eyes. Was Jimin really about to play stupid with him? He was used to Jimin actually doing stupid things, fake stupidity wasnât in his nature.
Then he remembered something.
âYou never told me how it went with you and that y/n girl. You normally give me a play by play of all of your one night stands.â
He saw how Jiminâs shoulders stiffened.
Bingo.
âTell me. What happened?â
Jimin tossed back the remainder of his beer and then went to shove another piece of chicken in his mouth.
Taehyung snatched the box away, taking his phone as well.
âCome on, man! Just tell me.â
Jimin swallowed before sighing. He knew he couldnât keep it from his best friend any longer.
âNothing much happened. It was fine.â He lied because something very much happened and it was way more than just fine.
His eyes burned holes into Jiminâs face. He didnât understand why Jimin was withholding. Jimin was never tight lipped when it came to spilling his escapades. The detail heâd put into it would make Taehyung feel like he was actually there.
So why was he being so secretive now?
âAlright,, get up.â Taehyung ordered, standing to his feet.
Jiminâs eyebrows jumped up. âWhy?â
âWeâre going out.â
âGoing out? Where?â
Taehyung hauled him up by his arm, pushing him down the hall to the bedroom to find them something suitable to wear. Jimin left some of his clothes here just in case, mainly pajamas or casual clothes but he had a few going out pieces for those crazy moments. Like that time a girl ripped Jiminâs shirt off of him and he had to walk back to Taehyungâs house with tattered clothes hanging off his body.
Taehyung ruffled through the space in his closet where Jiminâs clothes hung, pulling out a simple button up and jeans.
He shoved the clothes in Jiminâs arms. âTae, wait. I donât really feel like-â
Taehyung interjected, âno, Iâm done watching you act like someone youâre not. You need to go out and have fun. Get laid.â
âYouâre the one always telling me to stop having so much sex but now you want me to?â Jimin asked incredulously.
Taehyung huffed. âIâve never told you to not get laid. I tell you to stop treating women that way. How would you like it if someone just used you and put you out?â
Oh the irony. If only he knewâŠ.
Luckily, Jungkook had responded to Taehyungâs text and gave them the address to a small party on his college campus. Jiminâs complaints and refusals fell on deaf ears as Taehyung all but shoved him into an Uber and then they were on their way to the party.
The space was pretty lowkey and the party wasnât as crazy as Jimin was used to; just people gathered around talking and drinking and making out. He didnât really know if that was a good or bad thing yet. It could be good since it meant he could probably just sink into himself and stay quiet but it could also be bad since there wasnât enough distractions to give him an opportunity to sneak away. Either way, he didnât really want to be here.
Jungkook approached them with a loud greeting, a cute girl under his arm. âWhatâs up guys? Glad you can make it.â He gave both of them one of those handshake/hugs before turning his attention to the girl. âThis is Lila.â
She gave a small wave and smile. âHi.â To which Taehyung and Jimin greeted her back.
âSo make yourselves comfortable. We have plenty of drinks and food and I think Hoseok should be coming back with more people soon.â
âCool.â Taehyung nodded while Jimin was scouting out the nearest exit. He needed to get the hell out of here.
Breaking him from his thoughts of escape, Taehyung grabbed his arm and dragged him over to the drink table to grab a beer from the cooler before taking him to sit down on a small collection of couches.
Jiminâs nerves were on 100. He didnât know why he wanted to leave so badly. Parties were his stomping grounds, right? What exactly was he so afraid of? Had you really knocked him off his mojo that badly?
Taehyung could also see the way Jimin was reacting and he didnât like it. While he didnât always agree with Jiminâs lifestyle, that didnât mean he wanted him to change. This new reclusive and jumpy Jimin was not the man heâs known since childhood. Something definitely happened with that girl he went with a while ago but what?
Scanning the small party, Taehyung spotted a group of girls all laughing and enjoying drinks. One of them glanced over, making eye contact with Taehyung, her lashes fluttering in a flirty way.
Taehyung nudged a slumped down Jimin with his elbow, motioning to the girls. âLook. Sheâs cute, huh? Why donât you go talk to her?â
Jimin looked in that direction, finding all of the girls looking now, their giggles ringing out when he made contact. Judging by their intimate touches between each other, they were definitely down for some girl on girl action. Normally, he would have already made his way over to see if a foursome was in the cards but now, that didnât seem plausible. Ugh, past him would be beating his ass for turning down a potential opportunity to sleep with 3 girls at once.
âAre you a fucking idiot?! Look! Theyâre practically in kissing distance of one another! You could get between all that!â
Jimin sighed, averting his eyes and sipping his beer. He just wasnât in the mood tonight. He appreciated Taehyung for his attempts but he just doesnât think he could-
OH SHIT!
Jiminâs beer clattered to the floor, his hands coming up to cover his face with his leather jacket. Taehyung startled at Jiminâs sudden movement, eyebrow raising at the sight of Jimin attempting to hide himself. What the hell was going on?
âWhatâs wrong?â Taehyung probed with a frown, looking around at what could be causing Jiminâs turtle act.
Jiminâs heart was going crazy in his chest, his mind racing as he tried to will himself to turn invisible.
This is not happening right now, his wild mind thought.
You were here. You were ACTUALLY here! Even through his panic, he couldnât help but notice how beautiful you looked; a white shirt paired with a olive green overall skirt that hugged your curves in a delicious way, cute lace up heels on your feet. Your hair was still straight and black but this time was styled up into a simple ponytail.
He knew something was telling him not to leave the house! Just what were the chances that youâd appear at the exact same party he was at? He was relieved that this was a smaller party since he doubted you would even hang out at places like this but it was like the universe was conspiring against him. Had all of his bad deeds finally caught up to bite him on the ass? He thought stopping that lifestyle would bring him some good luck but he guessed he was wrong. So very very wrong.
It was bad enough that you were in the same vicinity as him but what was even worse was the piece of man candy you had on your arm. Who the hell was that?!
No time to think about that now! Jimin has to get the hell out of here. âTae, we have to leave. Now.â
âWha-why? Are you feeling okay?â
âNo. Yes. I donât know. We just need to leave.â He rushed out panicked, eyes working overtime trying to map out an escape route. That was becoming hard though since you and this guy had positioned yourself next to the alcohol area which was right by the door. And this space was very open which means he could see the entire room. Any chance of leaving unseen would be practically impossible.
Should he just wait it out and hope you donât notice him and then he could sneak out? Or should he just risk you seeing him and race out now? Both posed a possibility of you noticing him and of him having a heart attack.
And of course, luck was not on his damn side because Jungkook and Lila made their way over to them with Hoseok in tow. The loud men crashed down onto the empty couches around the small coffee table and Jimin could have pulled all his hair out. Did they have to bring all of that over here?!
âWhoa Park Jimin? I wasnât expecting you to come here. Youâre normally at a club or a bar!â Hoseok loudly bellowed with a bright smile. Jimin winced at how loudly Hoseok announced his name.
Nervously chuckling, Jimin croaked out a, âyeahâŠ..strange, isnât it?â
âBut hey, donât worry. Thereâs some totally hot trim here. See those girls over there?â Hoseok motioned behind them over to 3 women Taehyung pointed out earlier. âTheyâre always down for a foursome.â
I fucking knew it! Go over there, you sad sack of shit!
âAh yeah. Maybe.â
âHey is that Namjoon?â Jungkook observed, squinting his eyes to confirm if it was really the person he thought it was. Raising his hand, he called out, âYo, Namjoon!â
And you wouldnât believe who Namjoon fucking was! YEAH! It was the guy you had arrived with! Had all of Jiminâs bad luck heâll ever accumulate over his life gathered right now to royally fuck him over?
Namjoon looked up from your eyes, looking in the direction of where his name was being called from. A smile spreading across his face at the familiar sight of his friends. He said something to you before BOTH OF YOU began making your way to their small group.
Yup, the universe was definitely pointing their fingers and laughing at him right now.
You and Namjoon reached their group, Hoseok and Jungkook standing to give him a handshake/hug.
âHobi this party is pretty tame, even for you. Did daddyâs credit card finally hit its limit?â
Hoseok cackled, not at all offended by Namjoonâs joke. âNah but the campus police have. That last party caused someone to break their arm so Iâm on a warning. Gotta keep it lowkey, you know?â
âTrue. Thanks for the invite anyway. I hope itâs okay that I brought a friend.â
Oh no. Oh no. Oh no. Oh no.
âThis is y/n.â
You waved at the group, eyes flittering over Jimin who was still trying incredibly hard to make himself invisible. Grinning, you purred, âItâs a pleasure.â
Jimin shivered at the sound of your voice, that same voice that whispered in his ear as you rode him into oblivion just weeks ago. Itâs been haunting his dreams(both wet ones and daydreams) ever since you put him out and now that it was filling his ears once again, it felt 10 times more impactful and nerve racking. As if your presence wasnât already sending him into a manic spiral, now he had to hear that seductive voice? And he just knew you were staring him down with those piercing eyes.
Everything felt too out of control. Jimin needed to leave.
Taehyung glanced from Jimin to you a few times before he finally remembered who you were.
âHey, arenât you Yoongiâs friend?â
Jiminâs eyes widened so much that they could have bulged out of his head like a Looney Toons cartoon. Shut the hell up! Out of all the times for Taehyungâs loner ass to be confident enough to start conversation, it had to be now!?
Moving your gaze from Jimin to Taehyung, you answered, âI am. What a small world. I think I remember you from the bar.â
âI was there too!â Jungkook announced while excitedly waving his hand which made everyone laugh. Except Jimin who didnât find anything funny.
Namjoon and you went to sit down on the couch next to Hoseok which was right across from Jimin and Taehyung.
Thankfully, Hoseok bounced the conversation somewhere else which meant they didnât have to recount what happened in the bar. Jimin knew Taehyung and probably Jungkook knew that he went home with you but he was grateful neither of them mentioned it.
The redirected conversation gave Jimin an opportunity to not obsess over you and Namjoon getting cozy just across from him.
With your leg tossed over Namjoonâs, you leaned forward to whisper something in his ear, dimples indenting his cheeks at whatever you said. His hand stroked up and down your leg, sometimes playing with the hem of your skirt.
Jiminâs own leg bounced up and down, a strange feeling bubbling in his belly as he watched you two. It felt different than anything else heâs ever felt before.
The feeling rose with every caress, every giggle, every light kiss you shared with Namjoon. And when you locked eyes with Jimin as Namjoon whispered in your ear, thatâs when he realized what it was.
Envy.
Staring directly at Jimin with that annoying ass smirk, you continued to exchange heavy pets with Namjoon. It was like you were taunting him, dangling a carrot right in front of his face and then swiping it away.
Your gaze said it all.
You canât have me.
Suddenly standing to his feet, he stalked out away from the group and out the door.
The others were confused by his sudden departure.
âIs he okay?â Hoseok asked Taehyung who frowned.
âI donât know. Iâll go see. Iâll catch you guys later.â After a chorus of goodbyes, Taehyung followed Jimin out. He looked around once he made it outside, finding Jiminâs receding figure walking down the street. âJimin! Wait!â
But Jimin didnât stop, hands stuffed in his pockets and mouth mumbling various curses about you and Namjoon. What the hell was wrong with him? He had finally managed to convince himself that he had forgotten about you and that you didnât affect him anymore but just the sight of you with another man had crumbled any semblance of control he thought he had. You had barely done anything and you had him acting like this.
Taehyung eventually caught up with his friend, extending his stride to keep up with him.
âHey whatâs up?â
Jimin shook his head, eyebrows furrowed into a deep frown. âJust leave it, Taehyung. I donât want to talk about it.â
âSomethings going on with you. I canât just leave it when it has you acting so strange and itâs not good for you to repress whatever youâre feeling. You can talk to me.â
âI said drop it.â Jimin seethed.
âBut-â
Jimin finally snapped, abruptly stopping and whipping around to face Taehyung. âGod damn it, Taehyung! Fine, you want to know whatâs happening? y/n and I had sex and it was so fucking amazing that I can stop thinking about her! But apparently she has that same only fuck once rule that I have and itâs driving me fucking crazy!â He tugged at his hair, breath speeding up as he finally ranted about whatâs been bothering him. âIâve been avoiding going out because she absolutely wrecked me and I canât even think about sex with anyone else! I also wanted to avoid seeing her since I know she hangs around the college bars and clubs. Then she just had to show up tonight with a new guy. It was just too much, Tae.â
His tone softened towards the end, his anger dissipating into the soul crushing reality that you really had a hold over him.
Taehyung sighed. He honestly didnât really know what to do or say. This was a situation heâs never been confronted with and he was sure he could say the same for Jimin. Heâs never seen his friend be so torn up over a girl. Admittedly, it did seem a little shallow since Jimin was just acting like this over good sex but who was Taehyung to invalidate anyoneâs feelings?
âLook, it was one time. I understand it was really good but you canât act like this over one girl, especially one you donât really like. It was just sex. Itâs not like youâre dating or pursuing a relationship. I suggest you just forget about her.â
Jimin paused.
Wait a second. Taehyung was right, you two werenât dating nor was Jimin pursuing you. Why didnât you date? Yoongi didnât know and youâve been friends with him for a while so why? He knows Yoongi told him to just leave you alone but he just couldnât.
Jimin was going to break you. He was going to figure out what made you tick, how to dismantle that cool facade you kept on, and he was going to make you break all of your own rules.
Thinking about bf!Mingyu who will totally let you use him however you want, no matter the time of day or the location.
He could be dead tired after a flight and while heâs normally a light sleeper, exhaustion will just lay too heavily on his brain and send him into a deep sleep.
You were happy to have him back home after a few weeks apart, your own idol schedule keeping you busy but when everything calmed down, all you could think about was your precious boyfriend. He had recently returned from a visit with his parents and you were so incredibly happy for him. You know how much he misses them and it warmed your heart to hear about all his stories when he returned. He was practically beaming with happiness.
Your precious baby was just so adorable. You two had spent the entire day lost in your own little world; cooking, cuddling, and talking about everything you havenât been able to.
He had chatted with you until he eventually fell asleep, the jet lag finally catching up with him and his gentle voice trailing off as he was swept into dreamland by your tender caress and soft lips pressing against his cheeks.
Little did he know, youâve been slowly losing your mind for the past 15 minutes because of a wet dream that just startled you awake. You were sweating despite the cool AC, your heart pounding, and the heat between your legs too hot to ignore.
You and Mingyu had a really healthy sex life. Well, as healthy as it could get with your conflicting schedules but there was no denying how attracted you two were to each other. You could just look at him for a few seconds and youâd be ready to go at it. It also didnât help that Mingyu kept slapping your ass whenever heâd walk by you or that he recently returned to his natural hair color which youâve vocalized multiple times as your favorite. And it really didnât help that heâs been walking around shirtless the entire day, feeding your eyes with his flat tummy and broad shoulders.
You could barely keep your hands off him today but you also didnât want to ruin the sweet moment so you held back from jumping his bones.
And now youâre wide awake and silently wishing for relief.
The room was pitch black since thatâs how you preferred to sleep so you slapped around your bedside table for your phone, squinting as the light burned your eyes a little.
3:14AM
Neither of you had a schedule tomorrow so you were planning on just spending that time together as well so you wouldnât be wrong for waking him up, right? And sex would put him back to sleep and help him sleep better, right? Youâre pretty sure thatâs one of Newtonâs Laws and science is science soâŠ.
Turning on your bedside lamp to a low light, you rolled over to appreciate your boyfriend who was resting on his back; his fluffy hair splayed out over his pillow, one of his buff arms laying by his head while the other rested on his tummy, and his plump lips opened slightly as he slept.
You almost hated to wake him up.
Almost.
âGyuâŠâ You whispered, fully expecting him to immediately wake up since he was such a light sleeper. You shouldnât be surprised though. He always slept like this after a long schedule or plane ride.
You tapped his shoulder lightly, calling his name again. His eyebrows furrowed a little but he still didnât wake up.
âMingyu, wake up.â Then with another tap, his face scrunched up before his lashes fluttered; his eyes opened a little but closed again at the light of your lamp.
A soft, hmm?, came from him and your heart could have melted if all the heat in your body wasnât currently focused in your nether regions.
âIâm sorry I woke you butâŠ.â
âWhatâs wrong, angel?â
Oof, you think you just fell deeper in love with him. Pet names were a secret turn on of yours. Mingyu normally just called you by your name or nickname which was fine but cutesy pet names were your favorite.
Now take that combined with his raspy sleepy voice? It was like a shock right to your cunt.
Swallowing thickly, you said, âI canât sleep. I needâŠ..you.â
He let out a sleepy sigh and nodded his head, groaning as he stretched out his weary body. He was about to lift up but you stopped him, his skin feeling cool under your hand.
âNo no, baby. Iâll do the work.â Accepting his fate, he flopped back down on the bed. You leaned over him, rubbing your nose against his. âThanks, baby. Sorry to wake you.â
âItâs okay. I donât mind.â
Pressing a few pecks to his lips, your hand trailed down to reach into his pants, gasping when you felt his cock that was halfway hard.
You breathed out a little laugh. âExcited already?â
âAlways for you.â
Humming, you kissed him once more before moving down until you were perpendicular to his body, your knees tucked under yourself. He helped you tug his shorts halfway down until they rested at his thighs. Just enough to reveal his hardening cock.
Gripping him lightly, you leaned forward to lick a long stripe up his shaft. You heard him sigh and felt his hand start to rub up and down your back, a comforting touch that made your heart flutter.
Holding him steady, you took his cock into your mouth, relaxing your throat so you could take him all the way down. Mingyuâs cock was bigger than anything youâve ever had before so youâve had to work extra hard over the years just to be able to take it. His leg twitched a little, his soothing hand on your back halting for a moment before restarting.
Since you werenât planning on getting him to cum from head, you decided to go easy and just rile him up enough to get him to full hardness which didnât take very long at all.
Pulling off of him, you wiped your mouth before rising to wiggle your own shorts off. Neither of you slept in with underwear on which just made this kind of sex 10 times easier.
You climbed on top of him, your knees on either side of his waist. His hands gravitated to your thighs, squeezing the fat there lightly.
âDo you need help?â He asked to which you shook your head.
âI donât think Iâll last long anyway.â You replied as you leaned forward to press your chest against his. You reached under yourself to grab his cock and lined it up with your dripping heat.
Mingyu groaned at the feeling of you running the head of his cock up and down your wet folds. âHow are you this wet already?â He moved his hands to your ass, spreading your cheeks to give you better access.
âIâve been wanting your cock all day.â You admitted, gasping when the thick head slipped into your tight hole. Mingyu kept you spread open as you slid down his impressive girth, the thickness splitting you open and knocking the air out of you when it was completely inside.
âShit, hurry up baby.â He cursed, pulling his lip between his teeth as he tried to hold back from fucking up into you. Although you wouldnât complain if he did.
Adjusting your knees and rising up to lean your hands on either side of his head, you began throwing your ass back on him. Each drag made the curve in his cock rub against your sweet spot, your sopping walls already making noises that was like a direct rush of endorphins to his brain.
His hands gripped you tighter, helping you move against him.
You moaned. âF-fuck, Gyu. Feels so good. Gonna cum.â
One of his arms wrapped around your back to pull you down, the other still keeping you spread as he began snapping his hips up to meet you. Each stroke felt deeper than the last, your tummy burning with need. The feeling of your cunt wrapped around him had woken him up even more, the need to bury himself in your dripping walls overpowering his need for sleep.
Your nails dug into his shoulders, your mouth dropped open as he delivered mind numbing strokes, the clap of your ass against his pelvis m loud in the darkness of the room.
âDonât stopâoh shit! Iâm bout to cum!â You babbled, calls of his name and more pleads of him not to stop falling from your lips as hot pleasure courses down your spine.
He holds you close, breath ragged against your throat and a needy whine coming from him as your walls clenched around him incredibly tight.
A few more well placed thrusts and your brain is temporarily short circuiting as an orgasm engulfs that leaves your ears ringing and vision blanking out for a moment. You donât stop moving your hips against him, your body shuddering as you continue to chase that residual pleasure.
Mingyu was right behind you, forcing your hips down so that he could bury himself all the way to the hilt, moaning your name as he shot hot ropes of his cum into your spasming walls.
Chests heaving, you lifted up a bit to capture his lips in a kiss. He relaxed against the mattress, melting into your affection and exhaustion trying to take him back to dreamland.
âThank you baby.â You murmured against his lips, his hands running up your shirt to feel your skin.
âAnytime.â He hummed, ready to fall back asleep but he was jolted awake when he felt your walls tighten around him. He hissed as your hips began to move again.
Jungkook emerged from your huge walk in closet carrying a shoe box. Now, your husband loved to spoil you; heâd buy you whatever you wanted and whatever he wanted you to have. You could just glance at something in a store and best believe it would be in your lap days later. You always appreciated whatever he did for you, thanking him immensely and doing anything to reciprocate that love.
You also had a remarkable memory which meant you could look at something and determine if Jungkook had gifted it to you.
But youâve never seen that shoe box before. Just the color told you they were YSL.
âWhere did those come from?â You inquired as he dropped on his knee in front of you, placing the box down next to him.
He sent you a cheeky grin. âI picked them up while I was out earlier. I thought theyâd go well with your dress.â He removed the top of the box along with the tissue paper that covered the shoes.
You gasped as he pulled out the pair of pumps; shiny black and open toed with a gold plated YSL as the heel.
âJungkook, you didnât have to get me these.â You gasped, still in shock. You personally only owned a few pairs of luxury shoes and Jungkook purchased almost all of them. Name brands didnât matter that much to you since you prioritized comfort and durability over price. You also loved H&M and Nordstrom Rack because sales were like drugs to you so super expensive shoes never really pulled your attention.
Those gorgeous doe eyes locked with yours, full of adoration and respect for you and you were sure you were looking at him the exact same way.
âYou deserve it, baby. I want you to have all the nice things in the world.â
You smiled, reaching out to cup his cheek and running your thumb across his cheekbone as he nuzzled into your touch. âI have you. Thatâs all I need.â
He lifted your foot, sliding the shoe on and then going about securing it to your foot. After placing a kiss to your leg, he did the same with the other shoe. He stood to his own feet, holding out a hand for you to take so you could stand.
You twisted your leg to get a good look at the new footwear. Then you turned back to him, lifting your arms to wrap around his shoulders and his went to your waist.
âTheyâre beautiful, Jungkook. Thank you.â He could feel the sincerity rolling off your tongue. Jungkook knew you could be a little bashful and your humble nature meant you werenât very materialistic but he just couldnât help himself from spoiling you. He married you, not only because he loved you dearly(which he did) but also because he wanted to give you the life you deserved.
One side of you was a dedicated professional, educated and self sufficient; he knew you could take care of yourself and get the job done.
Then you had that other side of you that he had worked hard to pull out; the side that allowed you to put down your workload and relax into your femininity. When you could be a little ditzy and absentminded because you knew your man had your back. He applied that pressure all throughout your relationship, letting you know that you could depend on him. Not necessarily financial wise even though he could but also emotionally and mentally.
He truly brought out a side in you that you didnât even think you were capable of expressing and you loved him so much for it.
âAnything for you, my pretty girl. I love you.â
âI love you too.â Tugging him down, you connected your lips in a passionate kissâintimate and loving.
âWould it be too forward if I asked you to sit on my face right now?â He whispered against your gloss smeared lips, hands wandering down to squeeze at the fat of your ass through your dress.
You breathed out a chuckle. âWeâre already late. I promise Iâll sit on it later though, okay?â You pecked his lips one last time, patting him twice on the cheek before strutting away in your new shoes. Jungkookâs eyes followed your hypnotizing backside, dreamily sighing.
He had really hit the jackpot with you and hopefully heâd be able to hit something else later.
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âKookieeeeeeee, my feet hurt!â You whined loudly, your pinky finger barely holding onto Jungkookâs hand as you two walked the 2 blocks to the car but they felt a million miles long at this point.
You trailed slightly behind him as the pain in your feet forced you to slow your ass down.
âYouâre the one who wanted bubble tea. I told you we could go to the place closer to home but you insisted on walking up that hill.â He chastised but there was no real heat behind his words, a smile perpetually on his face from the few drinks he had and your antics.
âIt was disgusting too! The girls on Instagram make it look so delicious! Why did you let me do that?â You complained, stomping your feet but then regretting it when your toes said no thank you.
âI told you not to get the matcha one. You hate matcha.â
âStop combating my complaints with facts!â
You slowly came to a stop which made Jungkook stop too. He turned around, an endearing expression crossing his face at the sight of your pout. You had released your natural hair from the cute, curly bun it was wrapped up in earlier. He remembers you pulling about 100 Bobby pins from the tresses as the heat of the club started to get to you. The fullness was now packed into a claw clip that he helped you secure.
You looked adorable.
Sighing and shaking his head, Jungkook took your purse from you and looped it over his arm before bending down and picking you up.
You immediately relaxed in his hold, wrapping your arms around his neck and snuggling closer to him.
Placing a sweet kiss to the side of his neck, you, you murmured, âMmm, thank you baby. I promise I wonât fall asleep before I get to sit on your face.â
Jungkook snorted. âWhatever you say. Letâs just focus on getting home.â
âIâm serious. I never break a promise.â
âNeither do I.â He soothed, pressing a kiss to your forehead.
He promised heâd always care for you. That heâd always love you.
That heâd be everything you needed and give you everything you deserved.
Pairing: Ares!Reincarnated!Park Jimin x Goddess!Black!Female!Reader, Reincarnation AU, Greek Mythology AU
Word Count: 3.6K+
Warnings: feelings of extreme sadness, mentions of de*th and reincarnation, mentions of sickness/plagues, one mention of the de*th penalty, probably some inaccuracies of Greek Mythology, this gets super sweet and mushyđ„°
Asphodel Meadows was a lovely place; a paradise where fallen gods could come to rest in luxury for the rest of their days. Not even Olympus could compare to the tranquility and serene landscape of this place.
When Ares arrived at the gateway, he was greeted by Hades who felt the moment the war god had passed away. He swept his nephew up into a hug, deep sorrow pulsing at his heart and causing the walls to groan out in response.
âOh Ares. What has that brute done? Why has he done this?â
Ares sighed. âYou know why.â
Hades led Ares through the gateway, both of them chatting about the events that led Ares here. Eventually, the conversation rounded back to you.
âI could feel y/nâs grief the entire time. Her heart has broken so badly that I thought she had arrived as well.â Hadesâ eyes glowed a deep shade of magenta, a color reserved for times he could feel death by heartbreak. âI checked the Field of Mourning but thankfully she wasnât there.â
Ares could only imagine. His memories felt a little fuzzy but he could still vividly remember your face and how broken you looked as he was receiving judgement. If the God of the Underworld could feel your sorrow so heavily to the point where he thought you died as well, your soul must have truly been shattered.
He missed you so much.
They passed Cerberus on the way, the monstrous dog whining and wagging his tail at the sight of Ares and Hades. Ares couldnât manage a smile for the guardian but pet his head and continued on with Hades.
On their way to the River Styx, Jimin asked Hades a question.
âIs there a way I can see her?â
Hades pondered the question for a moment. Considering he already knew where Ares would reside, he supposed it was possible for you to come and visit. However, there were rules of the Underworld that not even Hades could override.
âShe could. However, thereâs some things you should know.â
Ares felt a glimmer a hope spark in his chest. So he could see you again? He could hold you again?
âLike what? Please tell me.â
They boarded the boat on the River Styx, Charon the Ferryman greeting them. His soulless eyes widened just a tad at seeing Ares but he said nothing. Simply pushing the boat away from the docks and staring their journey.
âThe Underworld is its own entity. Itâs meant for the deceased to reside which means alive gods and humans will never be able to stay here. Myself along with Hermes and a few others are the only Gods who have received the approval to be able to remain here. y/n is a goddess, more specifically a Nature Goddess. She would never be able to stay here for more than an hour at best.â
You were a Goddess of Nature, born from a patch of sunflowers on the millionth rotation of Helios, you were meant to bask in the sunlight and take in the energy from the vibrations of the flora around you. The Underworld was no place for you. It would only steal your glow until you were nothing more than a layer of ash along the beach where Charon docked. Ares didnât want that for you.
Ares absorbed all of the information, that spark being snuffed out. He wanted to see you but he didnât want you to be hurt or worse just by trying to stay by his side. Heâd truly never forgive himself.
âOh. I see.â He couldnât really say much else, just staring out into the dark waters of the River.
Hades felt another pulse go through his own heart. Grief truly was a damaging emotion; born of death and fueled by love, time being the knife that twisted in the wound. And for destined lovers such as you and Ares, that grief was nothing if not the most painful experience. He wished there was something he could do.
Wait a secondâŠ.
âCharon, my friend. Please take us to the Gates of Kindred. Quickly please.â
Charon said nothing. Just turned the boat in another direction.
Ares raised an eyebrow. âThe Gates of Kindred? Whatâs that?â
âAres, thereâs something I can do to help you but itâs a long process and thereâs no guarantee it will work. If it does, however, youâll be able to be with y/n again.â
Ares was already sold. He could see you again! Thatâs all that mattered right now.
Charon pulled into the dock, bowing as he waited for the two gods to leave his boat. He casted a single glance back before continuing on.
Before Ares and Hades stood a large gateâone even larger than the one Cerberus guarded. Depicted in the stone were illustrations of evolution from every corner of the mortal world along with different versions of what happened after death.
âAres, I need you to pay attention to everything Iâm about to tell you right now.â
~
97 lives.
Human. Animals. A stillborn. A leech. Women. Men.
For every death, Ares would wake up alive once again. Struggling for survival as the runt of a lion pride, rising through the ranks as a warrior in a developing country and even being pampered as a newborn baby girl to a rich family. Heâs taken all of the good and the bad, each life so drastically different from the last. He didnât retain any of his memories from his past lives as he moved onto the next.
But every night heâd sleep whether as a child sick with the bubonic plague or an assailant waiting the death penalty, heâd dream of his lover. Heâd dream of your beautiful face, of your singing voice, of every moment heâs ever spent in your presence. Heâd see you as his final breath left his body and heâd go onto his next life with an ache in his chest.
Because everytime he died, it reminded him that he hadnât found you yet. That you were still out there suffering without him. Were you even still alive? He jumped on Hadesâ offer so quickly that he didnât even consider what could have happened to you. What if you tried to come visit him at the Meadow only to find him gone? Had he really been that selfish?
But this was his only opportunity. He had to take it, no matter the cost.
~
His 97th life was one of the closest heâs ever been to his godly self. There was only one other time where he retained both his physical attributes and nameâhis 15th life was the other time. He lived in a small village that worshipped the Greek Gods. Theyâd construct temples to pray in and leave offerings to ask for favors of the Gods. Since he still retained his godly soul, he could easily see whenever the Gods would descend on the humans and grant their wishes. He could see when the nymphs would bless harvests, see when Hera would touch the wombs of once barren mothers, when Hermes would gather letters to carry to the mortalâs deceased loved ones. He even got recognized by Hermes one time. The messenger God just winked and left a small piece of paper with a single phrase on it.
I love you.
Ares knew it was from you. He could feel you. You were still hanging on, waiting for him. He wouldnât let you down. Not again.
His 97th life was that of a 25 year old college student. Raised by 2 parents in a middle class home. He even had a younger brother. He had taken on many names of every language during his journey. The name his parents had given him for this life was Jimin.
Park Jimin. A Korean native born and raised in Busan.
The childhood of this life was normal; he went to school, got sick and hurt, was loved dearly by his parents, played sports, etc.
There were times in his godhood where heâd wish heâd wish he could have a life like that. An ordinary one. One where he could socialize easily with people, one where people didnât cower in fear when he passed, one where his hands werenât covered in the blood of the fallen.
The only problem Ares had encountered in his journey were the memories he retained. His conscious and subconscious were separate entities. It was like him as Ares was locked behind a door deep in his mind, he knew what he had to do and why he was hear but he wasnât the one in control of his body or his forefront memories.
That meant, the one in control of his body had absolutely no idea they were a reincarnation nor of their purpose in life. It was frustrating to watch but thereâs nothing Ares could do but hope for the best. At least when Jimin was in control went to sleep, Ares could fill his mind with visions of you. Remind him of the only person theyâd ever love.
And Jimin would always rise from bed with tears running down his face, a longing ache and a gentle warmth settled in his heart. It confused him. Who was the woman in his dreams? And why did he always feel this way after waking up? It plagued him to the point where he couldnât even romantically be involved with anyone else. Anytime heâd try, heâd get these sharp pains that would render him immobile. He once told his parents about them and they insisted he go to a doctor but the doctor found nothing wrong with them. He was the picture of health.
It was so confusing. He just didnât understand.
After another failed date, he decided to take a walk before he went home. He was ignoring the phone calls of his friend Hoseok who had set him up on the date. Jimin didnât really feel like being asked a thousand questions about what happened. He just wanted to wallow in his sadness for a little while.
Maybe he should just accept the fact that he wasnât meant for a relationship. That had to be what those sharp pains were telling him, right?
Was it because of that woman in his dreams? Whenever heâd sleep after a failed date, the dreams would feel so real and vivid that it was like he was actually there. He remembers reading something that said incredibly vivid dreams like that could be memories or premonitions of the future. But he wasnât one to believe ridiculous stories like that. Then again, he couldnât really think of any other reasons though. Perhaps they were premonitions. That was probably the woman he would be with in the future and his body was physically rejecting everyone else.
He wondered when heâd meet you. If heâd ever meet you.
His feet carried him to a pond. He was about to go take a seat on a bench when he noticed another person sitting there. He was about to just resume his walk to go somewhere else but the moment he tried to walk away, those pains came back. He hissed, holding a hand over his chest to try and alleviate the ache. It was like someone had closed a fist around his heart and was squeezing the life out of it.
Then he heard it.
This stranger had begun to sing a song. A song so full of desolation and anguish that it brought tears to his eyes. The lyrics told a story of endearment, a love song for someone you held dear but the sound of the voice turned the lovely melody into one despair and heartache.
Who had broken the heart of this stranger so?
When they finished, they let out a shaky sigh, choking on a sob.
âI miss you so much, my love. What I wouldnât give to have you by my side again.â
Another pang of pain. Jimin could feel his lungs constricting, brain racing as he tried to place that voice. It sounded so familiar but why?
Something called in the back of his mind,
âItâs you! Itâs you! Go!â
You? Who?
Swallowing to wet his suddenly dry throat, he moved forward.
âThat was a beautiful song.â
He saw your shoulders stiffen. Oh no, did he startle you? He guessed it was scary for someone to randomly speak to you while you were alone at a pond in the middle of the night.
Your head slowly turned as if you were afraid to even face him. Maybe he should just walk awayâŠ.
Jimin wasnât the type to believe in love at first sight or any of those cheesy stories. Meet cutes? Spilling coffee on someone by accident? Slipping and falling into someoneâs arms? All ridiculous.
However, when your eyes met, all of that pessimism seemed stupid. Who said love at first sight didnât exist? They must have been a bitter person.
You wereâŠâŠhe couldnât even put it into words. Even with tear streaked cheeks and a sadness he couldnât place glazing across your eyes, nothing could dim the radiance that seemed to emit from you. In a way, he thought you almost looked imaginary. Like someone had molded you out of clouds and sunshine, your beauty not of this world.
Then he realized who you were. It was youâthe woman from his dreams. The woman who had seeped every corner of his dreamland, your beauty greeting him everytime his brain would shut down for sleep.
It was you.
Silence passed between you two, not even the quiet splashing of the fish and ducks in the pond breaking the moment.
He was about to speak but was cut off when you full body tackled him to the ground, a loud âoof!â coming from his mouth. He lost his balance, his arms wrapping around your waist to keep you safe. But he just met youâŠ..why did he feel the need to protect you?
He grunted as the hard ground knocked the air out of his lungs but he quickly recovered when he felt you sobbing against his neck. Dismissing that you had just taken him down like a linebacker, he allowed you to hug him. For some reason, he didnât feel uncomfortable or even the tiniest bit awkward that a complete stranger was hugging him. That felt weird to think. You didnât feel like a stranger despite the circumstances. He knows heâs never seen you before in real life but those dreams made it feel like heâs known you forever. It was like nostalgia and a sense of deja vu combined.
The hug lasted longer than he thought and eventually, the hard ground was starting to grow uncomfortable on his bones.
âUmâŠ..excuse meâŠ.?â
You slowly lifted yourself until you were straddling his lap. The sight of your watery eyes and plump pouted lip breaking his heart at the same time it made the muscle flutter. You were so unbelievably beautiful even in sorrow.
Your hand lifted to cup his cheek, the warmth of your palm sending a gentle pulse all across his nervous system. Just who were you?
A watery laugh shook your body. âOh my love, how Iâve ached to see you again and now youâre here before me. Your absence has left a void in my soul and my grief has poured into its endless maw.â Wow, even your words were beautiful, poetry spilling from your lips and leaving him breathless.
âOhâŠ.umâŠ.â He didnât really know what to say in response to that, suddenly feeling a little overwhelmed.
A look of realization crossed your features, pretty eyes widening and the hand of his cheek lifting with a reluctance he wasnât expecting.
You stood from his lap, stepping over his body and then holding out your hand to help him up.
Clearing his throat, he accepted your hand, your palms melding together perfectly. Your hands continued to hold on even when he had gotten to his feet, your eyes never breaking contact out of fear that this moment might disappear.
âMy apologies for tackling you like that. I hope youâre not hurt.â
Honestly, he wouldnât even care if he had been because seeing you felt like his entire body was invincible. He felt like he could run through a brick wall and not get a scratch on him.
âNo, itâs okay. I didnât mind.â
Your smile rivaled the daybreak, serene and heavenly, his heart pounding against his rib cage as if it was trying to break free. You were so utterly resplendent to gaze upon.
âDo IâŠ..do I know you?â He queried with a slight squint to his eyes. âYou just look soâŠ.familiar.â He didnât want to outright say he sees you in his dreams. That might be a little weird. Although, knowing that the woman of his dreams actually existed was just as weird.
The look in your eyes changed to one of wistfulness, thoughtful as you contemplated your answer.
But still, you smiled. âYou do. And I know you, more than you think.â
âI know this is the first time weâve ever met but I feel like I know you too but itâs all so confusing.â
âI know it is and I promise Iâll explain everything but not right now. Thereâs some things I need to find out first.â
He was still confused but for some reason, he trusted you. Something was telling him that you werenât lying and that youâd never lead him astray.
Your love was truly standing before you and youâd never let him go again.
The two of you just stood by the pond, staring into each otherâs eyes and trying to take in as much of the other as you could. No words were spoken and none needed to be, the joining of your hands and gazes speaking a thousand silent words that you both wanted to relay.
If you could freeze this moment in time, you would. And youâd make it so that no one could ever break it.
Eventually, the sound of Jiminâs phone broke your moment, the noise startling him. Painfully, he released your hand to feel around for his phone, finding it in his pocket. Holding it up, he saw Hoseokâs name and silly picture flashing on his screen.
He gave you an apologetic look. âIâm sorry. Give me one moment.â To which you just smiled and nodded. Ah, you were so beautiful.
Another ring broke his gaze from staring at you, swiping the icon to answer the call.
âHello?â
âJimin? Where the hell are you? Itâs almost 1AM. Sana told me you left the restaurant almost 3 hours ago.â Hoseok chastised.
He made a noise of surprise. 3 hours? Had he really been out that long? The restaurant wasnât that far from his current location so did that mean heâs been standing here with you for 3 hours? It didnât even feel that long.
âSorry, hyung. I took a walk and I guess I lost track of time. Iâll be home soon.â He didnât know why that hurt to say. Was it because he knew going home meant he had to leave you? Now that he had you in front of him, he didnât want to leave.
âWell alright. Keep your location on just in case, okay?â
âI will. See you in a minute.â After their goodbyes, Jimin hung up the phone and a silence settled back over you two. However this silence didnât hold all of the previous emotions of euphoria. No, this one settled over like a cold splash of water, the dreadful realization that you two had to part weighing on your shoulders.
Jimin sighed, looking at you with sad eyes that almost broke your heart. He used to look at you like that everytime he had to leave for war, those sparkling eyes longing and apologetic.
Lifting your hand, you cupped his cheek once again, his face leaning into your soft palm. âItâs okay. You should go. Your friend sounds worried about you.â
âButâŠ.â That yearning in his chest ached, his heart calling out for you. He didnât want to leave you. Not now and not ever.
âItâs okay. I promise weâll see each other again soon. You should go home and rest.â Your soft voice insisted, thumb running over the apple of his cheek soothingly. He wanted to melt in your embrace.
âOkay.â
After another more drawn out moment, you parted from him. The moon beamed down on your iridescent skin and it made him wonder how youâd look being bathed in sunlight.
âGo and rest. Iâll see you soon.â
Just as you turned away from him, he realized something.
âIâm Jimin.â
And again, you smiled and he truly knew that everything would be alright.
âIâm y/n.â
ây/n.â He repeated.
A name as beautiful as you, one he said over and over again because it sounded so sweet on his tongue. And how you loved to hear it come from his lips, wanting him to say it a million more times because you missed his voice so much.
The splendor image of you in his dreams finally had a name.
And as he lay in bed that night, his dreams didnât feel confusing or foreign.
They felt real. And he knew they were real because you werenât just an accumulation of whatever his subconscious had pieced together.
No, you were real.
The pain that normally met him when he rose in the morning didnât traverse through his heart. Tears fell from his eyes but not from unease or the overwhelming sense of dejection he often felt knowing you were just a dream.
The only feeling he felt was pure and sweet relief.
I hope everyone is doing well. So I have a little request for all of you. I recently received an ask to combine some of my couples in one story which sounds super great. However, thereâs one sort of big issue that will kind of hinder that.
Names.
Since every fic Iâve written so far as been a self insert aka y/n, combining multiple OCâs like that will be kind of hard. I mean, if weâre calling everyone y/n, thatâll get super confusing really quickly for everyone.
So Iâm reaching out to all my lovely readers to give me some name suggestions for the y/nâs of my fics!
Pairing: DanceInstructor!Jung Hoseok x Stripper!Black!Female!Reader
Word Count: 2K+
Warnings: Smut(18+ but I donât control what you consume), a sexy pole dance to Chris Brownâs Take You Down because that 3J performance still haunts me, a little nipple play, oral(f receiving), eating it from the back, dumbification, dirty talk, size kink, begging, BigD!Hoseok, Hoseok goes from shy and kind of nervous to daddy and in control, pet names(pretty girl, pretty), reader is called tiny by Hoseok but I didnât really specify much, doggy style where reader is standing but bent over, reader is flexible, ankles behind ears position, a little clit play, clothed s*x?, unprotected s*x(donât do this unless youâre sure and clean), creampies
âI always assumed you never invited me over because your house was a mess or something but this is a pretty good reason too.â
Hoseok marveled at the vertical pole that stood smack dab in your living room. He hadnât even had a chance to really acknowledge any of your other furniture or the home cooked meal you were preparing him. His attention was immediately taken by this eye catcher.
Sheepishly chuckling, you turned off the stove and walked over to stand next to him.
âI thought it would be a little tooâŠ..hard to explain.â
âYou know, I honestly donât think I would have asked about it.â He grabbed the pole, yanking on it a little to check its sturdiness. âI probably would have just pretended not to see it.â
âOh yeah? Why?â
He shrugged. âI wouldnât have wanted to overstep. I think seeing this pole before we were official would have been too much.â
Tilting your head and crossing your arms, you stated, âYouâve literally seen me pole dance a bunch of times.â
âYeah but thatâs in a more professional setting. In private would have been a different story.â
At that moment, an idea struck you. One that should stamp your name in the history books. A Cheshire grin that matched your devious eyes spread on your face, unbeknownst to Hoseok who was still studying the pole.
âDo you want to see a routine I prepared for my next class?â
Hoseokâs heart could have leap out of his chest and ran the Boston marathon. It took everything in him to keep a straight face and not get down on his knees and praise you like the angel you were.
Swallowing, he tapped into his professional side, slowly turning his head to look at you before croaking out a, âsure.â
You could see right through him but decided not to pressure it.
âAwesome. You wait here. Iâm gonna go change.â
He didnât even have time to react before you were already gone.
Change?
~
Hoseok was sweating. He know he looked crazy from how he kept sitting on the couch, getting up, pacing, and then sitting back down. Youâve been in your room for less than 5 minutes and he felt like Jigsaw was about to come out of nowhere on that tricycle. This had to be some sort of game, right? You were just fooling around with him. Teasing, thatâs all this was.
Then the clicking sound of your platforms rang in his ears, his entire body stiffening and and he knew this wasnât a damn game!
His back was facing you but donât think his rigid reaction had escaped your sharp eyes. Like you said before, Hoseok has seen you pole dance a bunch of times and a few of those times had been when you were alone. However, this would be like giving him his own personal little strip show.
Truthfully, after that fateful night where Hoseok found out everything, you didnât stop being a stripper. You thought about it. Was your job more important than Hoseok? It payed the bills which was a necessity and Hoseok was your partner which was also important. He insisted that your job really didnât bother him that much. While he still wasnât super comfortable with the idea of his girlfriend flaunting her body in anyoneâs face that wasnât his own, he understood that it was still your job and he didnât want to be that guy who told you how to make your money.
At least you only went twice a week and he accompanied you everytime just to keep an eye on you and any brazen drunkard who was stupid enough to cross the line. You assured him that the clubâs security was very protective and there was even a barrier between the stage and the club goers. That reassurance still didnât stop him from sitting off just to to side of the stage during your sets.
Donât worry though, you always made sure to flash him a little extra whenever you rounded the side he was on. That let him know that all these people could look(ugh) but you were going home with him at the end of the night.
Once you were close enough to him, your hand reached out to run across his shoulders. âYou okay, baby?â The low purr of your voice made him shiver, goosebumps pebbling across his skin.
âY-yeah.â
âWhy donât you sit down?â
Yes. He should sit down because your touch and voice were about to take his knees clean out the frame.
Gulping in an attempt to quench his dry throat, he stiffly moved to the couch.
And the sight that met him when he finally turned around was enough to make him want to pay all of your bills for the rest of your life. Fuck that job. Heâd throw money at you right now if it meant youâd be his personal stripper.
Clad in a light purple nylon romper that was practically see through with all the purposefully placed cut outs that allowed him to see practically every inch of your skin, same colored platforms on your feet and probably the tiniest white thong that heâs ever seen in his life.
Heâs never gotten hard so fast. Thank goodness he was wearing sweats because he could have split the zipper on a pair of jeans from the hard on he was sporting.
Smirking, you walked over to the coffee table to retrieve your phone and hooked it to your Bluetooth speaker. From that first guitar riff of Take You Down, Hoseok was about ready to explode.
Placing your phone back down, you sauntered over to the pole, grabbing it with both hands before starting your routine.
Hoseokâs eyes followed your every movement; from the dip of your spine when you bent over to the ripples of your ass and the curves of your breasts. And whenever you bent over, heâd get an HD view of how your cunt practically suffocated against that sorry excuse for a thong. And you were going to be teaching this to a class? Heâd be damned.
The thud of your platforms when you touched the floor after spinning in the air for a little sounded incredibly loud in his ears. The song had drawn to a close meaning the end of your routine, right? He could finally breathe, right? RIGHT?!
Like a lion stalking its prey, you strode over to where he sat, your devious and cat like eyes staring him down like you were about to devour him.
His fingers twitched when you finally reached him, a light sweat had broken out at the back of his neck and his heart was thudding a thousand miles a minute. Your feminine perfume blinded his senses and the touch of your hands on his shoulders made him feel hot all over.
Your fingertips lightly trailed down his jawline to his bobbing Adamâs apple, eye contact never breaking as you leaned closer to where your lips were just a breath away.
âWhatâd you think?â
What did he think?! Was that a rhetorical question? You looked like sex on legs and just spun around a pole to a song that people made babies to and you want to know what he thought?!
âDonât teach your class that.â
You teasingly smiled with a tilt of your head. âWhy not?â
With a quickness, Hoseok was yanking you down on his lap, your warm body pressed right against his. He wasted no time in pulling you in for a breath stealing kiss, a rough one that had you heating up like a pot of boiling water.
He released your lips with a âpopâ, your chest heaving and eyes slightly glazed over from the arousal that had been simmering in your belly since you started.
âBecause I only want you to perform it for me.â
Running your hands up the back of his neck and through his hair, you whispered, âprivate dances are extra.â
Fuck it.
Your giggles were boisterous when he hoisted you up, your feet locking behind his back. His lips attacked your collarbone and neck, hands gripping your ass like his personal stress ball.
Tossing you down on the bed, he was all over you, kissing and touching any piece of skin he could reach.
âYouâre so pretty. My pretty girl. So small and cute.â He whispered lovingly against the skin of your neck, hands trailing up and down your sides.
A flutter of heat burst in your tummy under the endearment, your response just a wide smile and a tender caress of your fingers up the nape of his neck. Was this how falling in love felt? If so, you wished you could have it forever. Only with himâŠ.
Nimble fingers traveled from your sides to your barely covered breasts, velvety brown nipples peeking out through the material of your romper. A pleasurable sigh fell from your lips when his thumbs ran across them, the stimulation progressively hardening them to stiff peaks. His kisses went from your neck, across your collarbone and down to your nipples to suck one into his mouth.
He made sure to give the other attention, pinching and rolling the bud between his thumb and index finger before switching sides. You couldnât stop squirming under his ministrations, part from the tingling pleasure of him playing with your nipples and the other part from the throbbing of your pussy as arousal boiled in your belly.
âHoseokâŠ.â
Hoseok chuckled lowly at your whiny tone. Releasing your nipple with a âpopâ, his glittering eyes zoned in on your beautiful face; your pouting lips and almond shaped eyes that were practically begging for him.
Getting up, he backed up off of the bed. You sat up on your elbows, eyebrow raising in curiosity.
âStand up.â He demands, holding out his hand for you. You took it, standing on your high heeled feet. Suddenly, you were turned around, a hand pushing your shoulder blades down until you were bent over. He groaned at how easily you moved, mentally sending praises to the flexibility gods. Dropping to his knees, his warm palms met your hips and smoothed over the curve of your ass. His thumbs dug into the skin of your inner thighs, eyes taking in the imprint of your cunt and the patch of wetness that soaked your tiny thong.
âHow much did this romper cost?â He randomly asked.
You were confused but answered regardless. âUhhhh like $30?â
âIâll get you another one.â
Now it was your turn to be shocked as Hoseok gripped your romper and pulled, ripping it off with a loud sound. Your surprised gasp melted into a moan as his hands pulled your panties to the side to suck your clit into his hot mouth .
Your body shudders, that burning feeling climbing and climbing as Hoseokâs tongue becomes more firm and precise on your already needy clit. You donât think youâve ever gotten this close so fast. Hoseok must really have an affect on you.
He would probably be thinking the same thing the way he was moaning and slurping up every bit of wetness your cunt offered. Heâs been wanting to get his hands on you for weeks but heâs been taking it slow as it not pressure you. But now that heâs had a taste, heâs never letting you go.
Cock straining in his jeans, he pulled away from your pussy, lips and chin shining with your slick. He slapped you on the ass a few times for good measure, your hips wiggling side to side and enticing him even more if possible.
âFuck, put it in, Hoseok.â Your desperate voice begged.
A part of him wanted to tease you a little more but considering he was just as needy as you, he decided to pocket it for another time. He didnât even bother taking his pants all the way off, just yanking them down until his cock was freed. Hand gripping his cock, he lined up with your waiting entrance.
The stretch burned in the best way, the air getting squeezed out of your lungs as he pushed past your tight ring of muscles.
Honestly, you already knew Hoseok was packing when you met him. He was wearing sweats the first time you met him and you definitely caught sight of the way his print pressed against the material when you had walked in on him practicing. There were also those few times youâve caught him adjusting himself in his jeans. You tried hard to ignore it, not wanting to be seen as thirsty especially once he found out what your job was but that was easier said than done. Hoseok was smoking hot; fit, handsome and he had a big dick? It was like all of your prayers had been answered and now you were about to get your back blown out by him? It almost felt too good to be true. Way too good.
Gritting his teeth at the way your pulsing walls constricted around him, he paused, âyou gotta relax, baby or I wonât be able to stretch this little pussy out like it deserves.â His dirty talk only made you tighten up more, his voice scratching your brain just right.
You tried to regulate your breathing, hands gripping the sheets as a way to keep you from floating away.
âY-youâre so b-bigâŠ.ahhh. I canâtâŠ.â
âDoes it hurt?â He asked and you shook your head in response.
Readjusting his feet, he gripped both sides of your waist and took a deep breath before yanking your hips back. A scream ripped from your throat as his cock filled you all the way up, the head pressing incredibly close to your cervix and against every hidden spot in your clenching heat.
Mouth dropped open, you tried to form words but nothing would come out but airy gasps and strangled inhales.
Hoseok was barely holding on himselfâyour tight walls made it almost hard to move and he could feel your wetness already leaking down his balls. It was embarrassing how close he was to busting his load and youâve barely done anything.
Pulling back halfway, he gave you a few experimental thrusts, your leaking arousal improving the fluidity of the glide through your walls. Even these half strokes were throwing you for a loop, pleasure burning across your skin and stirring in your belly until you felt ready to cum already.
Hands digging into your hips, Hoseok started up a fast pace, his hips clapping off your ass with a resounding smack. Your hands bunched up the sheets, face buried in the bed as you let out moans and calls of his name.
Hoseokâs head hung low as he stuffed you full, trying so hard to hold himself back but the way your cunt was trying to break his cock off was making it difficult. Paired with your moans and the visual of your bent over for him and he was ready to ascend.
Weakly turning your head, you looked at him your watery eyes. âHoseok, âm gonna cum.â
Fuck.
Pulling out of you, he roughly maneuvered your body until you were on your back. His cock throbbed at the sight of your heaving chest and spit soaked lipsâripped up romper and high heels just adding to the visual. He grabbed your ankles and bent your legs back before instructing you to, âhold themâ.
Deciding to take it a step further, you bent your legs even further, bringing your arms behind your knees until your ankles were effectively locked behind your head.
Hoseok swore he heard angels singing. Your glistening cunt and winking ass were on display for him like a fucking full coarse meal and he was about to dig in. Kicking his pants the rest of the way off, he climbed onto the bed, lifting you up a bit so that your ass would rest on the tops of his thighs.
He grabbed his stiff cock, slapping it against your wet pussy a few times. You moaned at the sharp sting against your clit, greedy hole spilling out more slick in anticipation. With your hands free, you could reach down, spreading your slippery lips open for him.
With a flutter of your lashes, you begged again, âSeokieâŠ.please put it in.â
With a smug grin, he lined up before slowly pushing inside. You gasped, mouth dropping and eyes focused on how your tiny hole stretched to accommodate him. The sight was enough to send you head first into a body shaking orgasm.
Hoseok felt the way you clenched impossibly tight, your head falling back against your feet only to return upright.
Squeezing the meat of your thighs, he sank the rest of the way inside. âDid your little cunt just cum, hmm? Just from me filling you up, my pretty girl?â Pulling back, he thrusted inside once, twice, three times knocking staggered moans out of you with each push and pull. With this position, he seemed to reach even deeper to the point where you swore he was rearranging your guts.
His hips sped up a bit, stroking you long and deep for you to feel every inch he had to offer you. Everything was so wet and hot, the squelching sounds of your cunt spurring him on until you were cumming again.
Drool leaked out of the side of your mouth to trail down your chin, tears finally spilling over as Hoseok sent you spiraling. You felt like his cock was all the way in your throat, invading every space in your body until you could only think of him.
Hoseokâs grunts and moans clashed against your whimpers and cries of his name, his heavy balls slapping against your ass with every push of his hips. The sight of your blissful and fucked stupid face making him want to devour you.
Grabbing your face with one hand, he squeezed your cheeks until your lips puckered, your unfocused eyes staring up at him. âThis tiny cunt is squeezing me so tight. Itâs all mine, isnât it? Those fuckers at your job can watch but who gets to fuck you? Answer me.â
âY-you! Itâs yours!â You babbled as your body shook with yet another orgasm. The sheets were definitely ruined by now but you could worry about that when Hoseok was done knocking your brain loose.
His hips sped up again, carving his cock into your stomach where youâd never forget. âThatâs right. Itâs mine. A-all mine.â
Bringing your hand down, you began to rub at your clit in fast circles, alternating rubbing and slapping it a few times and propelling yourself into yet another orgasm but this one was so strong that your vision actually went black for a second.
Hoseok wasnât far behind, thrusting his hips a few more times before burying himself all the way inside your luscious walls and emptying his cum into you. He weakly thrusted a few more times before pulling out and collapsing next to you.
You untangled yourself from your contorted position, legs falling limply as you both struggled to regain your breaths.
After a few moments, Hoseok spoke up. âOh my god. That wasâŠ..amazing.â
Your giggle made him smile. âThat was so cliche and cheesy.â You moved around to grab his hand, lacing your fingers together.
âJust being honest.â
You hummed, turning over on your side to face him. He turned his head to the side, captivating brown eyes locking with yours.
âIt was really good for me too.â
He brought your hands up to place a kiss on the back of yours, that dazzling smile lighting up his face. Those flutters you had earlier breaking out into full blown butterflies, heart pounding in your chest as you gazed upon the man who had stolen your heart. Now you knew, this is was falling in love felt like and it felt so wonderful and light andâŠ.
When Hoseok first laid eyes on you, he thought two words and two words only.
Hot Damn.
His hip hop dance class was about to start, his smile bright as he greeted his students and a few people who worked at the community center. Heâs only been teaching for about 6 months but everyone had been so kind and welcoming, always inviting him to join them for drinks or to the recitals at the childrenâs center. He loved surrounding himself with so many people who loved dance just as much as him. He got to see all types of styles at different levels of experience and it was truly eye opening. He particularly loved the ballet class. How did they stand on their toes like that? He wished he knew how to do that.
Just as he was about to enter his dance studio, a voice calling his name stopped him.
âHobi hyung!â
He turned, catching sight of Jungkook, one of the art volunteers. Heâs helped paint all of the murals inside each studio and his class were currently creating pieces for an upcoming exhibition. Hoseokâs seen some of the work and must he say, these people were incredibly talented. One painting was a portrait that looked exactly like a photo. It was breathtaking.
âHey Jungkook. Whatâs up?â
âDid you hear about the new class opening in Studio B?â
He had overheard it during breaks but he didnât know much about it. Whatever it was, he was sure it would be interesting. There were still so many styles of dance the center didnât have so he was excited to know what kind of class it was.
âNo I havenât. Is today the first class?â
Jungkookâs cheeky smile scared him a little. The tatted man could certainly be on the mischievous side. He scared the pants off Hoseok and many others during their haunted house last year and continued to wear the ghost mask to randomly frighten Hoseok for another week.
âYeah. Wanna go check it out?â
Well, Hoseokâs class didnât start for another half hour. He just liked to come a little early to set up the music and look through footage of past classes to know what his students need to work on.
âSure.â He dropped his bag in his classroom before following Jungkook back through the lobby and down another hallway. Nothing really looked out of the ordinary.
Then they reached Studio B, the wall made of glass so that you could look right inside and what he saw made his jaw drop hard enough to hurt.
Poles. A bunch of them all spread apart so that everyone had enough space.
And on the pole at the front of class was a person spinning on it upside down, legs dropped in a split. When their stilettos hit the ground, loosely curled burgundyhair whipping up and settling over their shoulders, almond shaped eyes meeting his through the glassâŠ.
Hot Damn.
âSheâs smoking, right? I met her last week and she was wearing these tiny shorts that made her ass look fantastic.â
The shorts you were wearing now was making it look just as amazing. He could only imagine what Jungkook saw last week.
Your long legs looked like they stretched on for miles, ankle bootie stilettos were on your feet and your outfit was comprised of tiny sparkly spandex shorts with a matching bra.
Your clothes allowed him to appreciate the beauty of your lustrous skin, an expanse of dark umber. It was like the sun spent a little more time adoring you.
Hoseok doesnât think heâs ever seen someone soâŠâŠmajestic.
âSheâsâŠâŠwoah.â He breathed out.
You must have read his lips because you flashed him a smirk, your red stained lips reminding him of the sweetest berries. He wondered how they tastedâŠ.
âLetâs go in and introduce ourselves.â Jungkook suddenly said, steering to the open door.
It took a few seconds for Hoseokâs brain to understand his native language, his eyes blinking frantically as he finally processed what Jungkook said.
âWait what?â He gasped, rushing after the man who was already in the room. You had just caught him staring at you. As if that wasnât embarrassing enough, now he had to attempt to not stutter through an introduction? Who was he? A wizard? Only magic would be able to fight through this degree of embarrassment.
He followed behind Jungkook, contemplating hiding like a child behind their mother but then he thoughtâIâm a grown ass man! Why is he acting so afraid of meeting a new person? Among most people, he was incredibly social and extroverted, always happy to meet someone new. Even his students had labeled him as Sunshine after his bright smile and infectious laughter.
So why the hell were his palms beginning to sweat as he got closer to you?
Jungkook was the first to extend a greeting. âHey, that was pretty cool. When they were constructing this room, I didnât think it was to add poles.â
âYeah. A friend of mine donated these after he purchased an old dance studio and turned it into a clothing store.â
âThatâs amazing. Iâm so happy for you and your new students. By the way, Iâm Jungkook. Iâm one of the art teachers.â He held out a hand for you to shake but you held your hand up instead.
âSorry. Pole grip. Donât want to get it on you.â
Jungkook laughed. âI get it. Iâve always wondered how you donât slide off.â
âIâm y/n. Itâs a pleasure.â
Then your eyes went to Hoseok and he doesnât think heâs ever felt his anxious in his life. You were even more gorgeous up close.
He swallowed the block in this throat before introducing himself. âIâm Hoseok. I teach dance.â Stand up job, genius.
If you noticed his stiffness, you didnât say anything, just nodding and smiling. ây/n, itâs nice to meet you. What class do you teach?â
What class did he teach again? It was hard to remember when your sultry eyes were staring at him like he was the last piece of cheesecake at the factory.
âUhâŠ..hip hop. Iâm in Studio E.â
You hummed. âThatâs cool. I learned hip hop back home but I havenât done it in a while. Iâd love to pop into your class one time and watch you work.â
He didnât think he could handle that type of pressure. He was struggling to keep it together right now. Imagine him trying to dance while you watched. That wouldnât go well.
He nervously chuckled, running a hand through his hair. âYeahâŠ.me too.â His eyes widened at the realization of what he just said. âOh! I-I didnât mean it like that!â
You raised an eyebrow, a bit confused by his sudden panic. He just said he wanted to pop into your class as well. What was the issue?
âUh okay. Iâll look forward to it.â You politely smiled.
Jungkook decided to stop this train before it crashed. âPop into my class too. Weâre doing pottery next week.â
âIâll do that. Iâve never done pottery before.â
After a little more light conversation, your students began to enter the room, telling the men that classes were about to start. You bid them both farewell with a wave and a polite smile.
Even your smile was prettyâŠ..
~
The next month passed by quickly. You had settled in nicely to the center, everyone had welcomed you warmly and praised you for offering such a wonderful class. Youâve even given a few lessons to some of the other employees.
And you actually did stop by in Hoseokâs class one evening after yours finished a little early. He was in the middle of running through a popping isolation when you quietly entered. He didnât notice you at first, focused on making sure his students were following him closely. He also didnât notice how your eyes ran up his tank top clad body, taking note of how his shirt stuck to him and highlighted each dip of his abs.
Hmm.
You stayed until he dismissed his class. A few of them politely bowed to you on their way out, filing out until you and him were the only ones in the room. He hadnât noticed you yet, gulping down water with his head tilted back. Sweat dripped down his throat, his adamâs apple bobbing with each swallow.
You waited until he had finished his water before you spoke, ânice work today.â
He startled. Well, more like jumped like he was being electrocuted, a small scream coming from him before he whipped his head around to see who had frightened him.
Once he saw you, he wanted the floor to open up and swallow him whole. It was different letting Jungkook see him afraid but for you? Those were not the signals he wanted to be sending.
However, you didnât laugh. You simply raised a perfectly done eyebrow and for some reason, he felt like that was even worse. He wished you would have laughed. Now it just felt like you were silently judging him.
Clearing his throat, he attempted to alleviate some of the awkwardness. âHey. UmâŠ.what are you, uh, whatâs up?â
âI was watching you teach. Youâre really good and your students follow you well.â
That put a genuine smile on his face. He prided himself on being the best mentor for his students and having a wonderful relationship with them. They all ranged from a spectrum of backgrounds; single parents, autistic, recovering from injuries, and so many more. And he cared for and appreciated each one, his heart feeling warm at watching them grow and have fun. Thatâs why he loved what he didâto see others become confident in something they never thought they could do.
âThanks. Theyâve all improved so much. I cherish each one, oneâs that have left us as well. I can only hope Iâve made an impact in them, no matter how small.â
âIâm sure you have. Just from my short time here, I can tell everyone adores you. You seem like a very warm person.â
He could feel the sincerity rolling off your tongue, his eyes finally stopping their nervous flickering to meet yours.
Wow. You were justâŠ.
âI can see that with you as well. Your class always looks so riveting and fun.â
âYouâve seen my class?â The corner of your lips quirked up, eyes lighting up with a curious glint.
Realization struck him, eyes widening to the size of saucers. âAh! I meanâŠ.well, the glass, and the bathrooms are down that hall! I was just passing by.â He gesticulated with his hands, waving them around and amusing you so.
Cute.
Your little chuckle made heat rise to his ears, embarrassment eating at his stomach. He was totally blowing this! Hoseok didnât consider himself the smoothest(obviously by how he was reacting to the short interaction) but he just knew he had more in him. He could do better but you were just scrambling his brain, making it hard for him to gather his thoughts. His family and friends would have laughed if they could see their talkative and optimistic Hoseok floundering like this in the presence of a beautiful woman.
Worrying his lip between his teeth, he contemplated asking you a question. One that could possibly make or break your small acquaintance but he felt like if he didnât ask, he never would.
Taking a deep breath, he forced himself to say, ây/n, are you free tonight?â He held his breath, clenching his eyes shut and waiting for your response. Would you reject him? What if you already had a lover? What if you said yes?
After a few seconds, you answered.
âIâm not.â
Store that for his 3AM random depression parties where his brain reminded him of all of the failures throughout his life.
His shoulders slumped, letting out the breath he was holding. Humiliation immediately swallowed his small burst of confidence. Of course you werenât free. Why would someone as gorgeous as you not have things to do?
âOh.â He didnât know what else to say.
âI have to work but Iâm free tomorrow night if that aligns with your schedule.â
He snapped his head up so fast that his head could have come off.
YouâŠ.what?
He must have said that out loud because you repeated yourself. âIâm free tomorrow. Why do you ask?â
Wow. He didnât think heâd get that far so now he was blanking. His mouth opened and closed like a fish in a bowl.
âUhâŠ.â (Speak idiot! Sheâs talking to you! She said yes! Ask her out!)
The confidence of his inner voice did not transfer to his outer. He was still trying to comprehend the fact that you actually accepted his date proposal.
After watching him buffer for a moment longer, you decided to speak up yet again. âHow about you pick me up tomorrow at 7? Here.â You reached into your dance bag, pulling out a pen and a small notepad of sticky notes, writing something down on it. Putting the pen back, you plucked off the note and stuck it to his shirt. âIâll see you tomorrow.â
Thatâs all you said before turning around to strut out of his studio. He pulled the note off his chest to read it, finding your phone number written in your pretty handwriting.
A date. He was going to take you out on a date.
He had to buy a new outfit!
~
Hoseokâs first date with you actually went better than expected. After pacing a hole in his floor, he texted you that next morning to confirm. Part just to let you know he was still very much interested and another part to confirm if you were.
He hasnât been on a date in forever so he spent extra time getting ready, even FaceTiming his stylist friend for some pointers.
âYou look fine, hyung. Black suits you(ha!).â Jimin reassured as he smoothed the mask over his face. Hoseok called him right in the middle of his million step nighttime routine. He cared about his friends but heâd be damned if he let their worries disrupt him from preventing wrinkles.
Hoseok didnât believe it though which was kind of defeating the purpose of the call. âAre you sure? Is this material too basic? I have a black silk one too. Would that seem too pretentious?â
Turning on his humidifier, Jimin let out a sigh. âYes it would. Iâm telling you that you look great. Itâs just dinner. Youâve already made anâŠ.okay first impression. Iâm sure she wonât care that much about if you wear silk or cotton.â
Jiminâs inflection reminded Hoseok on just how anxious he was about this night. He was totally gonna blow it!
âYou know what? I should just wear the silk one.â Rushing over to his closet, he began tossing all of his clothes out in search of the shirt.
âIsnât it almost 7? Youâre gonna be late.â
Hoseokâs eyes almost bugged out of his head, wrist flying up to check his watch. Oh shit!
âI gotta go, Jimin!â
Jimin waved, a chuckle shaking his body. âGood luck. Chew some gum.â
~
Hoseok exhaled a deep breath as he stood outside of your apartment complex. He had texted you about 3 minutes ago saying he was downstairs, only receiving a âbe down soonâ from you in response.
He tried to settle his racing heart, constantly checking himself in his side mirror and gripping the flowers he got you tighter in his hands, the paper crinkling and filling his ears with static.
Why was he so nervous? Was it because he hasnât been on a date in a while? Or because you were so gorgeous that it made him feel like he was going to combust at the thought of ruining this date? Perhaps both.
While he was busy fussing over his hair, he didnât even hear the clicking of your heels against the pavement.
You didnât immediately make yourself known to him, instead watching in amusement as he smoothed down his eyebrows and constantly ran his fingers through his hair in an attempt to make it look better. For some reason, you didnât feel like he was vain. You actually thought he was quite adorable. Despite only knowing him in passing for about a month and hardly exchanging more than pleasantries, you found him very interesting and endearing. You could see his passion for dance, heard about how joyous and friendly he was to everyone, and witness stuttering and bashful side. You wanted to know more about him.
âDo I need to give you and yourself a moment?â
Scaring him was starting to become a little too common, much to his dismay. Was there no end to his suffering?
His body shot up rod straight, turning to face you.
âAh! N-no! I was justâŠ.!â
This was the first time he heard your actual laugh, the music to his ears and the calm settling over the storm of butterflies in his tummy. What a delightful sound.
What was he so nervous for again?
Hoseokâs smile was winsome, lighting up his entire face and sparkling brighter than the streetlights that lined your block. As if the sun was shining in the middle of the night. It warmed your heart.
âThese are for you.â He held out the delicately arranged bouquet.
Your eyes widened just a tad at the gift, pausing briefly. The slight hesitance brought his nerves back tenfold.
âDoâŠ.do you not like flowers? Are you allergic? Oh man, I didnât even think about that! Iâm sorryâŠ.Iâll justâŠIâll-â
The feeling of your warm palm touching his hand made him freeze, his rambling stopping in his throat. Lifting his eyes, he was met with the gentleness of your almond shaped ones.
âNo Iâm not allergic.â You took the flowers from him, cradling them close and inhaling their floral perfume. âTheyâre beautiful, Hoseok. Thank you.â
âYouâre beautiful.â
Fluttering eyelashes and a warm gaze met him, his heart thundering and ready to explode out of his chest.
âThank you.â You whispered, flashing him a demure smile that could weaken anyoneâs knees. âYou look very handsome as well. I love your shirt.â
(Ha! I knew this shirt was the right choice.)
Exhaling a breath, Hoseok opened the passenger side door, holding out his hand for you to take.
And you did, your manicured hand sliding into his. He helped you into the car, making sure you were comfortable before closing the door. Rounding the vehicle, he jumped in and buckled his seatbelt, making sure yours was buckled too before starting the car and pulling off.
A comfortable silence settled in the car. Well, comfortable for you. Hoseok was almost pissing himself trying to think of a way to start conversation. The restaurant was only about 10 minutes away and the night was still young which meant there was plenty of time for you two to speak but still, he didnât want to just sit in silence.
Ever so observant, you noticed his tapping fingers and shifting eyes. Some women would prefer a man who knew how to start and engage conversation at every moment but you were the type that didnât mind taking the lead sometimes. Men got nervous too and not every man was the best at simple conversation which you acknowledged.
If anything, you found it sort of endearing.
âThis is cute.â Pointing to the little air freshener that was clipped to the vents on his dashboard. It was a tiny horse character on top of a macaroon, a surprisingly cute addition to such a suave car.
Hoseok glanced to what you were talking about. His eyes widened, internally cursing himself for forgetting to take that out.
âOhâŠuh yeah.â He swallowed thickly.
âMang is my favorite character too.â
Okay, this had to be a dream. You were already too good to be true and he barely knew you.
âYou like BT21?â
You giggled, opening your purse and digging around before pulling out your keys. The multiple keychains jingled against one another, filling the silence of the car.
Hoseok slowed down to a stop at a red light, taking this moment to turn and look at your keys.
He laughed when he saw the multiple colorful trinkets hanging from them; from an acrylic baby RJ to a snow jacket wrapped Koya, all the way to a dragon costume wearing Mang.
âWow. You really do. And on another note, are you secretly a janitor with all those keys?â
Your hand reached out to push his arm as you both laughed. âHey, I have you know each of these keys are very important.â
âOh yeah?â He pointed to a random key. âWhatâs that one for?â
You studied it for a brief moment. âThatâs uhâŠ.thatâs forâŠâ Tilting your head and furrowing your brows in deep thought, the key suddenly looking very foreign. Maybe if you act like you know what youâre talking about, youâd sound more convincing. âItâŠâ You kiss your teeth before dropping the keys unceremoniously back in your purse. âIt unlocks something.â
The belly laughter that left Hoseok was infectious, you joining in and filling the car with the cacophony of your joy. You two were so absorbed in one another that Hoseok didnât even notice the light had turned green, the honk of a car behind him making him remember what he was doing.
Your body was slightly jerked back, your giggles dying down.
âYour janitor keys got us honked at.â Hoseok teased, glancing over at you again. It was hard not to when your face was so lit up, when your smile was so stunning.
You tsked playfully, waving your hand around. âDonât blame my keys on your bad driving habits. Thatâs what you get for making fun of me.â
âAlright alright. I promise not to talk about your ridiculous amount of keys and keychains anymoreâŠâŠâ You hummed, accepting his defeat and letting the car go silent again. ââŠ.unless we pass a school.â
âYou know what?â
~
âMy lady.â Hoseok held out his hand again to help you out of the car.
Playing along, you expressed, âSuch a gentleman.â
After Hoseok gave his keys to the valet, he led you inside. Youâve never been to this restaurant before but judging by the interior and seasoned smells, you could tell youâd love it.
The host looked up from whatever he was doing at the podium, polite smile stretching across his face. âAh, Mr. Jung. We were expecting you. Right this way to your table.â
Hoseok nodded, waving his arm to gesture for you to walk first.
You two were led to a table towards the middle of the grand space, soft piano music flowing and was that a waterfall wall? Wow, fancy fancy.
Hoseok pulled out your chair and waited for you to sit down before rounding the table to sit as well. The host gave both of you menus and informed you that your waiter would be with you shortly.
In prompt restaurant fashion, you both immediately opened your menus and scanned all of the choices.
âHave you been here before?â You asked.
He hummed. âI have. Itâs one of my favorite places.â
Personally, you werenât really the type to assume anything about someoneâs dating life. Of course, sometimes that history could be useful to know since it could tell you how a person acts in relationships.
A part of you wanted to ask if this is his favorite restaurant because he brings many dates here but that was the kind of self sabotaging you were working on not showing.
âWell, itâs certainly a beautiful spot. Do you have any recommendations?â
It was like asking JLo about the imaginary block she claimed to spend her childhood on; his face brightening, head bobbing as he laid his menu out on the table to point to all of his favorites.
Honestly, you were only half listening to him, completely mesmerized by how adorable he was. Deep in your heart, you really hoped he would remain this way.
A few minutes more and your waiter came back with water, an appetizer that you donât recall either of you requesting and to take your drink orders.
âDo you like wine? But we donât have to drink if youâre not comfortable.â
Considerate: Check
âIâd love some. Thank you.â
âRed or white?â
Flipping your hair over your shoulder, you tilted your head, âsurprise me.â
âBring us a bottle of your finest Merlot.â The waiter nodded and wrote that down before asking if you were ready to order. âYes. Bring us two of my usual please. Thank you.â
After the waitress left, you couldnât help but wonder how well known at this restaurant he was to have a usual. He must really come here a lot or be someone important for the employees to know him. The host immediately knew who he was and they brought out an appetizer without either of you asking for it.
Your overthinking brain began to race; was this guy rich? Was he a celebrity? Would celebrities volunteer 3-4 days a week at a community center? While money and fame didnât necessarily matter to you(to an extent), you couldnât deny it would be a huge part of the relationship you might form with Hoseok.
(No! Donât start that! Just be in the moment. Worry about all of that after this date), you thought. Heâs already made a good first impression on you and there will still a lot of the date left. You shouldnât judge him too early, especially when heâs done nothing that you would consider a red flag.
For now, you would get to know him better.
~
Conversation flowed seamlessly between the two of you. You talked like you were old friends, new information about each other storing itself in your memories.
You found Hoseok just as charming and happy as people described him. He shared your love of all styles of dance, specifically hip hop and street and you spun tales of some of the best years of black dance history; from the Cat Daddy to the Jerk and even the embarrassing year of the Red Nose. He listened with rapt attention, genuinely finding all of these dances incredibly interesting.
âItâs a scientific fact that you can Dougie to anything.â You informed before taking another bite of your side salad.
Hoseok chuckled teasingly with a light roll of his eyes. âI donât believe that. I need proof.â
Pointing your fork at him, you dared, âBet. When we have free time at the studio, Iâll prove it to you. The Dougie is never wrong and itâll transcend time.â
âYeah yeah.â He playfully dismissed. âSpeaking of, how did you come to work at the community center?â
âOne of my friends recommended I join. Her mother used to go there a lot for yoga classes. She said theyâve been looking for a new teacher and that Iâd fit in with all my experience. And I wanted something to do on the days Iâm not working.â Stabbing the last crispiest leaf of your salad, you brought it to your mouth.
âWhat do you do for work? I realized I never asked you.â
Maybe saving that piece for last wasnât the best idea because you immediately choked on it. Hoseok made a noise of panic, grabbing your glass of water and giving it to you. Gulping down your water, you attempted to not look like you were close to dying which was harder than you thought since your diaphragm was seizing and attempting to take you the hell out of here.
âAre you okay?â He asked after you had cleared your throat and was now struggling to get that tickling feeling out.
Wiping your mouth with your napkin, you let out an embarrassed chuckle. âYeah. Uh, I guess it went down the wrong pipe.â
Those brown eyes were filled with worry but he took your word for it, relaxing slightly.
You cleared your throat again. âYou asked about my job?â Your tone was confused, as if you were still trying to process the question and you definitely were.
He nodded though, not deterred in the slightest by your previous display. âYeah. What do you do for work?â
(Think sis! If you hesitate too long, heâll think something is wrong!)
Hoseok was truly a great person, so honest and joyous that you felt happy just being around him. Your attraction for him was truly deepening and your hope for a relationship was climbing.
But now that heâs grown curious about your job, you worried that you couldnât be together.
âUmâŠ.Iâm aâŠbartender!â (Yeah that sounded convincing, you mentally chastised.)
It must have sounded genuine because Hoseok took it really well.
âWow really? That sounds so cool. Have you been doing it long?â
A gross feeling began swirling in the pit of your stomach, all the food youâve eaten ready to come back up.
Every lie that fell off your tongue pulled that band tighter and tighter until you couldnât take it anymore.
However, you couldnât tell him the truth. You couldnât ruin this, not again.
~
Life following that first date continued normally but with the added sugar that was Hoseok. Outside of the studio, your free time was filled with cute dates; nighttime milkshakes because he couldnât sleep, long walks along the river which included you almost falling in trying to catch your phone, and even a few movie nights at his place where you opened the world of Wayans Brothers movies like Dance Flick and Scary Movie.
Hoseok would often pick you up on his way to the studio, you always greeting him with some kind of wacky snack you found. Your recent discovery were special flavors of KitKats from Japan. His drives used to be so quiet but now he loved how you filled the silence with your music choices and endless stories about anything and everything.
Inside the studio, you two found time between classes to joke around or grab lunch. Sometimes you even tried to teach Hoseok how to pole dance, only for him to almost hurt himself trying to flip upside down without proper core strength. The way you babied him afterwards made the fall worth it.
And yes, you did prove to him that you can Dougie to everything! He took you out for crepes as a reward for proving him wrong.
âI canât believe you just did that to classical music.â
âBelieve it. And I like strawberry crepes.â
As your relationship flourished so did your nerves about lying to Hoseok about your job. The lie hasnât come up many times since your first date but the few times he wanted to take you out on weekends, only for you to tell him you had to work made the guilt pile on higher. Seeing how deflated he got whenever you had to take a rain check felt like a punch to your gut. How long could you lie to him about this? Your grandmother always said whatâs done in the dark will eventually come to light and you truly believed that. However, how could you tell him? What would happen if he found out days or when months down the line? His trust in you would surely be broken but you just didnât have the heart to tell him.
You knew you were probably in the process of ruining a good thing for you but the fear of the unknown outweighed all of that. Your brain couldnât even begin to overthink all of the possibilities and your late night mental breakdown parties seemed to be a lot more lively with the added nerves.
For now, youâd just try to enjoy the limited time youâd have with him and hopefully, the truth wouldnât hurt too much.
~
When Hoseokâs friends suggested they go to a strip club as a night out, at first he rejected. Now that he was on the track of dating you, he felt like going to a strip club would be a bit like cheating. You guys werenât official yet so it technically wouldnât be, right? At least thatâs the logic Yoongi used. Apparently, they had already reserved a section without telling him so now he couldnât refuse. Should he tell you about it first? You told him you were working tonight and wouldnât be able to talk much but he still sent you a text just in case.
Of course, you didnât get it since your phone was locked in your locker and your attention was on making sure your lace laid down to withstand all of the sweating you would inevitably be doing.
ây/n! Youâre up in 10!â
âOkay!â You called back, moving to put on your favorite platforms and give yourself one more look over in the mirror. âAlright, letâs do this.â You whispered to yourself before removing your elastic band from your hairline, laying down your edges to perfect before exiting the dressing room. A few other girls were all leaving the stage, holding bags with their earnings in them.
âGood luck, y/n. Thereâs some hot guys out there. One tried to give me his credit card.â
You and some of the others laughed. Honestly, people tried to hand you credit cards more than youâd think. One time, a lady gave you her house keys wrapped in her underwear and asked you to just âsneak in past the kids and husbandâ. Obviously, you returned all of her things to the friends she was with and wished them a safe travel home. You did not want to be the topic of conversation for her childrenâs therapy.
The lights dimmed and the DJ announced you next. Since you were the headliner and the most popular dancer of the club, you got solo stages whereas the other women normally had to go on stage 3-4 at a time. Solo stages meant more money and on a weekend like this, youâd probably be able to take a small vacation to relax.
Maybe youâd invite Hoseok tooâŠ..that fluttering in your tummy bursted tenfold just thinking about him.
âWelcome to the stage, y/s/n!â
The crowd cheered and the music started. Inhaling a deep breath, you began your ascent of the steps and to the main pole in the middle of the center stage.
Show time.
When Hoseok first laid eyes on you on that stage, he felt a combination of thingsâshock, desire, a little betrayed, and also a little spark of something else he couldnât quite place. He just couldnât believe that was actually you on stage. At first, he thought it was just the few drinks heâs had clouding his vision but once you stepped into the lights, there was no denying. That was definitely you up there.
His eyes, like many of the pairs of eyes here, were focused on your graceful figure as it circled the stage. Your body flowed like a vivid koi fish, velvety and poised. You were a picture of perfectionâlovely and exquisite, you were.
Your long legs looked like they stretched on for miles, white platform heels with laces going up your legs were on your feetâyour outfit comprised of a baby blue t-shirt styled crop top with a heart cut out to show the expanse of your cleavage. You also wore a matching pair of shorts that barely covered your plump ass along with 2 chains around your waist.
Even through his conflicting emotions, he couldnât deny that you were the most gorgeous person heâs ever seen in his life.
There was still things he didnât know about you and that he wanted to learn but that was all part of the journey. He learned new things about you everyday and he wanted to know so much more.
This, however, wasnât what he was expecting.
When your feet touched the stage, light grey hair whipping around making you look kissed by the moon, your cat like eyes met hisâsharp and beguiling, calling him like sirenâŠ.
He saw as your eyes widened, almost stumbling but luckily you caught yourself on the pole. However, you didnât have time to panic. You couldnât waste your turn so you pushed down that building anxiety and just started your routine.
You avoided eye contact with Hoseok the entire time, not even interacting with him when you crossed his group. Youâve worn tiny little dancing sets around him before but right now, you felt exposed and embarrassed. You two havenât even kissed yet. Now you were practically flashing him and his friends were getting an eyeful too. Youâd definitely wallow in your misery later.
After your set was over, you winked and blew a kiss to the crowd, absorbing the cheers. The lights dimmed and you crouched down to begin gathering your money. When you moved to the side of the stage where Hoseokâs group was, you dared to look up.
A gasp got caught in your throat when you saw Hoseok looking directly at you. One thing about Hoseok was that he wore his heart on his sleeve, you could see every emotion painted across his face.
And the main one you saw was hurt. His eyebrows were furrowed, pretty brown irises searching yours. That anxiety you had repressed earlier was starting to bubble back up, guilt making you feel sick.
You dropped your head, quickly gathering the rest of the money, you shoved it all in the bag, probably missing some but you didnât care. You just had to get out of here.
Shame burned at your chest as you rushed back into the dressing rooms, ignoring the otherâs praises and just hightailing it to the bathroom. It was empty, thank goodness, so no one could see you cry.
You had messed up. You lied to him, the first real connection youâve had seen you moved here. Why had you lied to him? Now he knew and you were positive heâd never want to speak to you again.
Why would he? You were a stripperâyou dressed in barely there clothing and danced for money. You didnât necessarily feel ashamed of your job but it was different when it was just strangers knowing you vs people from your personal life. There was a lot of negative stigmas around your profession. Weird considering people filled clubs by the boat load and had no issue handing their money to the dancers. Then again, societal standards werenât known for being very consistent.
But still, you didnât want Hoseok to judge you because of what you did. He probably wouldnât but your insecurities told you otherwise.
Wiping your tears, you went back to the dressing rooms, going to your locker. You unlocked it and began gathering your things, deciding to call it a night. Youâd just tell your boss you started your period or something, he didnât even know what an ovary was so you doubted heâd question you.
After changing out of your clothes, you bid the others goodnight, ignoring their confused looks and exiting through the back entrance. Your car was parked kind of far. You did that on purpose to prevent creeps from figuring out where you worked, you also often parked in busy garages just in case someone decided to follow you. Itâs happened a couple of times and thankfully nothing has ever gotten physical.
You pulled your jacket around you tighter, the wind blowing a bit hard today and making your nose feel runny. You just wanted to go home and drown yourself in all of the snacks your dad sent you from America.
ây/n!â
You froze at the call of your name, recognizing that voice immediately. You couldnât mistake that for anyone else.
A part of you wanted to run but you knew that wouldnât be right. You were an adult and you needed to face your issues like one.
You slowly turned around, finding Hoseok jogging towards you. He looked so handsome. Too bad youâd lose him soon.
He stopped in front of you, breathing a little heavily from his small burst of exercise. Your eyes couldnât lift to meet his, your waterline tingling as tears threatened to rise. Now that he was standing before you, nerves and shame engulfed your entire body. What would he say to you? Would he call you disgusting and demand you tell him why you lied? Would you tell you to lose his number and to never call him again? You donât think youâd be able to handle that but you knew itâs what you deserved for lying.
âH-HoseokâŠ.IâŠâ You started but your throat tightened up as the reality of facing him began to settle. What could you even say? Nothing would justify you lying to him so it was best for you to just tell the truth and leave before you embarrassed yourself further.
âWhy did you lie to me?â
There it was. Out of the billions of things he could have said to you, that was the one question you werenât prepared for. Hell, you werenât really prepared for anything at this point.
Swallowing thickly, you began, âHoseok, Iâm soâŠ.Iâm so sorry I lied to you. Itâs justâŠ..I was scared of telling you what I really did becauseâŠ.I thought youâd think I was some kind of bad person.â That was putting it lightly. Youâve been called much worse than that.
He remained silent and you couldnât tell if that was a good or bad thing but you figured youâd continue while you still had the âconfidenceâ.
âTo be honest, Iâve told the few people Iâve met before and theyâve always treated me like some sort of toy or theyâve acted disgusted by me.â Your body shivered at some of the disgusting things that have come out of peopleâs mouths when they found out you were stripper. You know your job was practically you sexualizing yourself but that didnât mean you wanted it in a relationship. You were more than your job but a lot of people couldnât see past that. âAnd I was scared that youâd do the same.â
Taking a deep breath, you lifted your eyes to lock with Hoseokâs. He hadnât really made a move since you began talking, his own eyes still looking conflicted.
âAnd I like you so so much, Hoseok. Youâre such an amazing person. Call it selfish but I just didnât want to lose you. Youâre the first person Iâve ever truly had feelings for and I wasnât ready to let that go. And Iâm so genuinely sorry that I lied to you.â You wiped your tears, averting your eyes once again because looking at him was starting to become too much. âI understand if you donât want to see me anymore.â
A pause. A tension. A silence so thick that you could hear the blood rushing through your veins and your heart booming in your chest.
Hoseok truly didnât know what to say to you. There were so many things he had questions about and so many things he wanted to say but his mind was still racing from all of the information heâs absorbed within this one night.
ây/nâŠ..â
Clenching your eyes shut, you held your breath. Here it comes.
âWho says I donât want to see you anymore?â
A gasp flew from your lips, your head snapping up to look at him so fast that your neck cramped a little.
You were sure your confusion showed clearly on your face, your eyes searching his face for any sign of dishonesty. Then again, you wouldnât be surprised if he gave you a taste of your own medicine. Youâd probably deserve it.
Yet that serene smile he sent you would make you believe anything he said.
âW-what?â
Reaching his hand up to rub at the back of his neck, he sighed. âYeah sure Iâm upset that you lied and yeah your job is definitely surprising butâŠ.â His eyes seemed to sparkle as they looked at you, full of adoration and sincerity. âI like you for you, y/n. Youâre also the first person Iâve ever had real feelings for and I wouldnât want to lose you either.â
He reached out to grab your hand, lacing your fingers together and bringing them up to place a kiss on the back of yours.
âYouâre the perfect person for me. Your job is a little jarring but I donât care about that. I care about you and I want to be with you. As long as youâll have me.â
Doubt. Thatâs what you always felt as you walked in and out of relationships. You doubted yourself. You doubted others. You doubted if you even deserved a tender love, if you deserved someone to call your own.
But hearing Hoseokâs sincere words, feeling his soft hands, and gazing into his eyes, the only emotion could you feel was overwhelming relief.
You were so relieved.
You couldnât stop the tears, leaning your forehead on Hoseokâs shoulder to which he wrapped his arms around you and tightly hugged you.
âIâm so sorry, Hoseok.â You sniffed.
âI know. I accept your apology.â
He smiled as your body shook with tears. Truth be told, he had a feeling something was off. The way youâd slightly panic whenever heâd invite you somewhere on the weekend or how youâd quickly redirect the conversation whenever heâd ask you to show him your bartending skills. Something told him you were lying but he didnât want to pressure you too hard. You were still in the newer stages of your relationship and he was trying to be careful about how he approached you. Whatever it is you were keeping from him, he assumed it was personal and that was okay.
While he wasnât expecting this big of a discovery, he was secretly happy it wasnât something completely out of pocket like you being a drug dealer or something. A stripper wasnât that bad especially considering what you taught at the studio.
He did like you. A lot. You were joyous and funny and he loved spending time with you. Those feelings werenât gonna go away just because of what you did for work.
After all of your tears had dried up and your sinuses had been blocked from the crying, you pulled away from Hoseok.
He smiled that bright smile and teased, âall done?â
Pouting, you nodded.
âGreat. Now why donât we get from the middle of the street because people have been staring at us weirdly.â He informed with a laugh which made your eyes widen, looking to the side to find a small group of people looking at you both.
Burying your head back in his neck, you groaned. Wow, you didnât know if this night was getting better or worse.
Hoseok squeezed your hand again, your teary eyelashes fluttering at him and he gave you that wonderful smile.
âCome on. Iâll walk you to your car.â
âOkay.â You dreamily sighed.
Hand in hand, you two walked away. Both from the pain and into the future where your lives would forever be intertwined.
hi i love your writings but can i ask you to put read more instead of making the whole fic visible in the postđ this is really not to offend you i just find it hard to reread your other fics in my likes bcs i have to scroll down very far
Just thinking about bf!Hoshi who fucks you within an inch of your life before he has to leave for tour and doesnât stop until your legs start shaking or until you pass outâwhichever comes first.
Your hands were pulling at anything you could reach; your hair, your breasts, the sheets, the headboard, the pillows. Searing hot pleasure sparked all across your sweaty brown skin, tears and spit leaking down the sides your fucked out face, your toes constantly curling and uncurling every time the tip of your boyfriendâs cock brushed past that sweet spot inside you. Was there a such thing as Cloud 999? Because youâre sure you were about to reach it.
And the person responsible for scrambling your brain like an egg was above you and reveling in the sight and feeling of you. His dancer hips were moving in the best way they knew how, the sounds of clapping and moans filling the room. Sweat dripped down his face, his angular jaw clenched and hands squeezing you hard enough to bruise. This man had forced more orgasms out of you than you thought possible. At this point, you considered calling the police from how he was beating your pussy up.
He grunted when your squishy walls constricted around him again, his cock throbbing. His eyes didnât know where to focus. On your blissed expression? On how your cunt was creaming around him? The bouncing of your breasts? There was too much going on and he didnât have enough eyes. And the sounds of your squelching walls werenât helping his dilemma at all.
Grabbing the bottom of his tank top, he pulled it up to wipe the sweat off his forehead, letting you feast your eyes on the perfectly crafted muscles of his abs. As if you werenât already losing your damn mind. Just the sight of him pushed you off the edge once again.
âFuck.â He cursed when your squishy walls constricted around tight enough to force his cock out of you. Your legs shook, body writhing and you roll to your side as the shocks light up every nerve in your body.
