(Lou)ie

•cosplayer • "artist" • trashcan • dumbass• she/her

[sheotheboneless]

TRIGGER WARNING ~ MENTAL ILLNESS

A short poem about OCD

My thoughts are spinning in a desolate round,

My heart's in pain and my happiness can't be found,

I'm forced to worry all the time,

Either to kill myself or do a crime.

I just want my soul to heal,

'cause sometimes I just don't know how to feel.

I can't cope with people I love,

Without bad thoughts getting off.

My intrusive thoughts control my brain,

It's like venom inside my vain.

It's hard to stay alive,

I don't know how but I will survive.

A poem written by myself (Sheo)

[beskarbae]

Beautiful🙌

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"Most of us have two lives: the life we live, and the unlived life within us. Between the two stands Resistance."

~ Steven Pressfield

A quote that has been on my mind the whole day. One of my classmates quoted that this morning.

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As you can see I'm not a artist or something. There are many flaws in this sketch but I want to honor Chadwick my own way. I will try to paint it in black and white with acrylics and keep you updated if you want.

Fly high my king.

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We lost another hero today.

I still can't believe it. Rest in peace King. You will be missed so so much...

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Me: *crying because I know I'll never have a friendship like this*

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Hey

I don't know you but...if you're having a bad day

Remember

I love you 300.

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I finally gave my favourite backpack a makeover. I had it for 10 years and it was time for a change

(I know it's a bit messy but I'm sill proud)

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Honestly

the biggest flex is to have someone to say

》I'm with you till the end of the line《

or

》I love you 3000《

to and they understand the meaning behind that