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leslie lukas

takes two to tango / worlds away yet imprinted / unforgettable

#haiku #friendship #love

what i *do* feel

is worry

and thats like the range of my emotion lately

i may be a little happy when you or nick tell me something sweet

but I’m not overjoyed

i wasn’t even remotely sad last night

but something I’ve noticed is that when i have an extreme set of emotions (saturday being really upset) then afterwards i tend to feel nothing. it has happened in the past years ago

its like a bucket full of emotions and i drain them on something

and it takes a while to refill

so until then i just am blank

A:

why were you so excited earlier when you said hi?

B:

when i typed two i’s instead of one?

is that how you got the excitement =p

A

yeah

lol

B:

lol i just wanted to say hi to you =)

A:

that's a good enough reason to be excited

i think

:P

B:

yeah i missed you

but not three i’s missed you

just two i’s

A:

ok

i am not very pleased with that

but interestingly enough

B:

hey its more than one i missed you

A:

i've stopped myself from telling you that so many times i've lost count of the number of is

#hi #i miss you #reminder

i can’t go from something to nothing, so i’ll be what i can be, a friend

union street

yesterday i found a holistic practice while exploring their yoga & meditation body services. I was able to find a potential trauma and couples therapy doctor as well.

#progress

easier

A: Bess we both know that's not the question

you want to know if i still feel for you

and the answer is yes

don't wrap your hand around your head to touch your nose

ask me what you really want to ask me

i don't tell you because telling you won't help you

in any way

i am trying to make life easier for you

When you forget that time heals everything and then time proves it to you again

i’m sorry for leaving you at a time when you could use a friend,

i didn’t want to and kept coming back because i thought you wanted me too,

i don’t think i understand what it is to live without want,

but i’m not sure if i can be somewhere that i am not wanted

stalactites

i caved today, tomorrow is another day

drugs

B:

i’m going against what my heart wants and it’s not easy

i got through roughly 12 hours of not interacting with you

and i spent 9 of them asleep

A:

Withdrawal symptoms... =)

no love without freedom, no freedom without love

cold noses

sometimes they are cute, but for the most part, get them off of me; they are cold

#catlady #dognose #comicinspo

It doesn't matter when I've come to Portland I've always felt at peace. It's a city where lovers meet to say goodbye without hesitation or fear because when you're in Portland you realize that life is about the moments you live - the presents you enjoy whilst allowing the mysteries of the future to challenge the histories of the past. In Portland, goodbyes are never forever. They cannot be an end, they simply mean I'll miss you until we meet again

A

kind reminders

A: Bess ping me when you have a minute!

B: Hi :) gm

A: Hey, I wanted to tell you how brilliant you are

It just struck me how callous I've been throughout all of this

:)

And you've handled it all so beautifully

So anyhow I wanted to apologize and thank you for being so patient

pedestals

A: Cause you make me feel like I am something else

I don't know you seem to put me on a pedestal

B: Hmm

A: That's how I feel

It's a good thing

As in you make me feel really special

B: I'm glad you feel that way, you are

A: Don't do that

goodnight

A: Today was one really shitty day

B: Yeah :( Anything other than what I think?

A: Nah, nothing. Forget I said anything

It was a reflex reaction

Long horrible day coming to an end, what do you do, ping Bess

:)

Sorry, you'll be missed

Anyhow goodnight

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