you're a prophet.

phyl. 20. she/her. gmt+8.

[besthabit]

hi lovelies c: i suddenly missed this space & had to take a lil peek. hope everyone’s well <3

[besthabit]

AYE just checking in to see how everybody’s been doing ☀️ik i said i’ll be writing on discord but i’ve been nothing but a Clown™,, realized i don’t have the energy to do that either so... just gonna have 2 accept the fact that i have to take a break from rp >:c i’ll be back completely revamped n everything... but still the same trash 8) see yall soon take care x

[besthabit]

hey guys. haven’t been able to focus on anything else other than work & real life recently, and with all that’s happening rn, idt i can be as active on here as much as i want to. i still do wanna write very badly, so if we have ongoing threads or if you wanna start writing with me or just have a chat, i’ll be doing all that on discord. if you’re interested, like this so i can message you and sort stuff out. also, quick reminder for everyone to stay healthy, be responsible and be compassionate in these trying times :)

[besthabit]

hey guys. haven’t been able to focus on anything else other than work & real life recently, and with all that’s happening rn, idt i can be as active on here as much as i want to. i still do wanna write very badly, so if we have ongoing threads or if you wanna start writing with me or just have a chat, i’ll be doing all that on discord. if you’re interested, like this so i can message you and sort stuff out. also, quick reminder for everyone to stay healthy, be responsible and be compassionate in these trying times :)

[dragongrowlings]

The panic over COVID-19 causing people to hoard shit unnecessarily means I can't find medical supplies (like disinfecting alcohol wipes) without paying an obnoxiously exorbitant amount.

Generally healthy, able-bodied people don't need masks, exam gloves, or alcohol swabs to protect themselves against COVID-19. But chronically ill people and their caretakers do need those supplies to live their everyday lives.

Calm the fuck down and wash your fucking hands, ableds.

[dragongrowlings]

Able-bodied people and not-chronically-ill people are encouraged to reblog this, whether or not you're panicking over coronavirus.

[deactivatyng-deactivated2020082]

This is a legitimate concern. I work in the Veterinary Medicine field and we are short on many of the items we need to function and save patients lives on a daily basis - exam gloves, surgical masks, etc.

[amortizing]

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[besthabit]

sadie & elliot.

regardless of the general public’s opinion of him, he did have a big heart. he disguised it very well, because he’d convinced himself that he had to. sadie meant so much to him, the last thing he ever wanted to do was harm her, or lose her. however he couldn’t break his own rules. never to fall in love, never to let anyone know how vulnerable you could be. she was his best friend in the world, and being an only child – she was the only one who’d even gotten close to seeing the true extent of his emotions. now, he was forcing a barrier between the two of them, scared of the outcome. ever since he lost his mother, a fire had gone out from inside of him. he didn’t feel right letting it burn again, he didn’t even think it was a possibility. he’s unable to focus on anything in particular; he doesn’t want to look in her eyes, cared of what he’ll see – of what he’ll feel. “you are my friend. you are.” he wishes they hadn’t taken their relationship further; not because he didn’t enjoy it, but because he did. he did and he didn’t deserve it. he didn’t deserve her. elliot can’t remember the last time he cried, he wasn’t even sure he was capable of doing so anymore. he wondered if he was soulless, despite the agony he felt when he heard her words. he was a coward, that’s what he was – far too cowardly to be worthy of a girl like her. “i – i’m sorry, sadie.” he whispers, voice cracking as soon as the words escape his lips. “i don’t want to lose you. i can’t – i can’t lose you.” 

sadie never really quite understood how she managed to get past through the walls he put up. she was once an outsider in his world, too, but somehow she saw something in him that made her work her way into taking up space in his life, and letting him know that she sees him. all that wasn’t just for acquiring bragging rights or stirring up whatever intriguing headline that her band’s publicist was so happy about --- she cares about him. she cares about him so much that she had to take the risk of being consumed by something so physical. so careless. all of that just to be near him. hold him close. but lately... all it has done is bring them closer to the brink of being strangers. “i just...” the words don’t come out easily --- sadie comes to learn that yearning for someone feels a lot like being choked up underwater. despite hearing what she wants to hear, her steely gaze barely softens and she still feels like she’d be perpetually out of breath. “i really wish you’d mean that.” she crosses her arms almost the tightest she could, looking away. confronting feelings has always felt like walking on thorns, but if it means keeping her best friend, she’d gladly do it. “i don’t want to lose you, too. but i just... i don’t wanna go home, wake up tomorrow morning and go back to our same old shit. i want -- i want to be yours, elliot.” finally saying it out loud stills her; somehow she feels a lot less like she’s holding her breath. she doesn’t let the silence ensuing go on any longer. “and if you don’t want that, i’ll just be your friend. someone who’ll be there for you no matter what. like old times. i don’t want this... miserable in-between where we don’t even know each other.”

[haleyjames]

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[jordan-fisher]

Jordan Fisher for Pulse Spikes

[htgawmsource]

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[kimk666tape-deactivated20150922]

why her?

why anyone else when she exists?

[besthabit]

@sunflcwered

[cinemagal]

Henry Golding as Dry Eye THE GENTLEMEN (2020)

[yelyah1x1]

‘we both work at the same strip club — you’re a performer, i’m behind the bar counter — and we had this chill friendship thing going on of heading home on the subway together after work and hanging out a lot to watch movies but then one day we’re alone at work, you ask me to judge your new show and damn i never noticed just how good you were at taking your clothes off’

[reveriemind]

[besthabit]

beau & kodie.

♡ closed starter for @besthabit​ !

          “ we need to get out of this house. “ it’s the first thing she’s said all day. granted, it’s still early. she’s only just gotten out of bed, and it’s not even noon yet. noon has become the benchmark as of late. she doesn’t teach yoga classes before one anymore; she doesn’t do any consultations before two. it’s different, but she needs the morning for herself, to build up her strength and decide if she actually wants to participate in the rest of the day. “ go see a movie, go out to eat, something. whenever we’re together, we’re always here. i’m tired of it. “

“yeah. of course love,” it didn’t take him longer than a beat to answer --- truthfully, beau’s been holding back on going out as much as they used to only because he wasn’t sure if it’s the right thing to ask of her already. he’d given her as much time and space he thought she needed, and though slowly, at least she’s beginning to regain enthusiasm in these little things. “good timing. you just saved me,” he snickers, getting up off the bed where his butt has been stuck for the past hour from watching the circle. (yeah, it’s come to that these days.) “brunch? and then... shopping or movie after?”

[besthabit]

um i never thought there’d be a time when im 20 AND strictly following my 10pm bedtime but . here we are. 2 months still going strong

[fserendipity]

         sb give me a “we live in the same building but you keep ordering sexy lingerie online and writing my apartment number instead of yours so your packages keep arriving at my door again and again so i have to go upstairs to give them to you all flustered because now i know what underwear you’re wearing and maybe i wanna see you wearing it bc you’re actually really cute ???” plot pls, i’ll give you my life.