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Classic #J2 at #SPNHON 2017 [x]

Bonus gif

#yeah ok calling it love is a bit unprecise#the unhealthy codependent attachment as result of the abuse they suffered#which is repressing free will

omg u r right

no love there, so unhappy

omg sam doesn’t want to smile but he’s smiling at dean’s joke cos //represesd free will//

wow so unhealthy there’s no salad with that burger so unhealthy

dean manipulating and exploiting sam with unhealthy puppy eyes

whoa are you kidding me see those cuffs around their wrists and ankles they’re being forced to drink beers together omg no free will at all

look at them being so rude with each other they totally don’t wanna be together wow

omg see sam his reluctant smile cos dean said he has to

even they themselves know it’s not called love lol

that’s right. if they had a healthy relationship sam would have let dean fall on the ground omg so unhealthy

don’t you see the gun at the back of his head forcing him to say sam no free will man

sam being forced to take his brother home cos of abuse

no love there lol

this is the direct result of abuse. healthy siblings don’t worry about their siblings.

no free will haha dean is actually being possessed here don’t you know

look at these codependent alcoholics. so unhealthy.

all the repressed free will I mean wow

unhappy and unhealthy omg look at the scowl on sam’s face

no free will.

none whatsoever.

nothingidputbeforeyou

Jared’s not-so-solo Saturday JIB panel

Jared didn’t feel good on Saturday. He said it in the morning J2 panel.

Later, he mentioned not feeling great to several people in his photo ops. When they had autos, people saw him pull Jensen away and they held a private conversation that ended with Jared saying something like “No, I’ll be fine.” Right after that was Jared’s solo panel. Except it wasn’t a solo panel at all. Jensen left his autos and got Rich and Rob and they ALL went out with Jared.

And then this:

Which wasn’t even true really?

He then spent the entire beginning of the panel deflecting questions:

And providing a distraction for Jared who clearly didn’t feel great. He sang KISS acapella :

He blew bubbles at Jared:

Close up of that:

He said this after the first question got interrupted by all the joking around, which was interesting:

He cooled himself off with a fan:

And poured Jared water:

Which they both drank. Very sweet.

He played the guitar:

He flicked bubbles off of Jared:

And told him not to show off his butt:

Honestly? I think Jensen would have ridden a unicycle and juggled if it helped Jared.

And Jared clearly did need him there.

When Jensen acted like he was going to leave:

Jared reaches out to stop him.

Jensen stayed there until Daniela showed up and LITERALLY dragged him off stage to go back to autos:

I know JIB weekend is hard on both of them. It’s the anniversary of a very bad time. It just warms my heart that Jared felt sick and Jensen went into full protective mode, even making sure Rob and Rich would still be with him if and when Jensen had to go. As my friend described it, Jensen was all MAYDAY MAYDAY ALL HANDS ON DECK JARED NEEDS US the second he realized Jared was a little off.

I think this gif of the big screen behind them sums it up best. Jensen over Jared’s shoulder protectively having his back: