betrayer.

* ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎𝐙 . 𝐒 . : ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ i ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ am ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎ᶰᵒᵗ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ᵃ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ʷᵒᵐᵃᶰ , ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ i'm ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ a ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎‏‏‎ ‎𝖌𝖔𝖉 .‏‏‎

[betrayher]

#   𝖇𝖊𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖞𝖍𝖊𝖗  ;     an     indie     +     selective     portrayal     of     DOCTOR     ZOE     SMITH     /     JUNE     HARRIS     from     𝐍𝐄𝐓𝐅𝐋𝐈𝐗'𝐒     𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓     𝐈𝐍     𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐄 .     told     by     jo/ey ,     17 ,     they/them .     HIGH     ACTIVITY .         

        CARRD .    TRACKER .    PROMO.    PLOTTING    CALL .     PSD     CREDIT .

i    also     make    carrds ,    promos ,    &    psds     for     the     rpc     on     commission .     examples     linked ,     dm     for     more     info !

[betrayher]

smith muse is like 0 atm so if u need me im most likely reachable @poweredsun​

[betrayher]

sorry i havent been here this blog just. doesnt feel super comfy anymore

[betrayher]

smith muse is like 0 atm so if u need me im most likely reachable @poweredsun​

[rpmemequeen]

Send a 👫and I’ll write four headcanons I have about our muse’s relationship

[betrayher]

since it is apparently my destiny to write queer coded villains with redemption arcs, u can also find me here for the time being

[betrayher]

june and your muse driving out into the desert and staying in one of those wacky sustainable houses for a week when

[betrayher]

it is my current hobby and passion to shout CORONAVIRUS whenever i enter a voice chat

[betrayher]

yes i know the evil lesbian trope is bad, yes i find evil lesbians hot and want there to be more of them, we exist

[betrayher]

idc what u say smith hates kids. she hated BEING a kid, she hated being around people her age when she was a young teen, she could NEVER stand them

[betrayher]

very upset that smith did not get to say “the rumors of my death have been greatly exaggerated” when she showed up in s3 </3

[betrayher]

*  ᴷᴬᵀᴴᴿᵞᴺ ᵎ

Gods is Kathryn glad to have Zoey finally back home. She knows what the woman had done, but yet she couldn’t help but still be love with her. It’s the nice quite lazy mornings like these Kathryn’s learned to love and take them as they come, when they’re not interrupted by Starfleet. Like today. “Did he now? He can wait a little longer, I need my coffee first, and you.”

the     domesticism     of     it     all     sits     strangely     with     smith ,     but     she’s     making     the     adjustment     slowly     -     transitioning     gently     out     of     survivalist     thought     processes     the     way     they’ve     all     had     to     after     coming     home .     it’s     different     for     her     in     that     her     mindset     had     been     lifelong ,     but     she’d     bet     money     that     most     voyager     crewmembers     still     jerk     awake     in     the     night     expecting     to     hear     red     alert     sirens .

[     these     thoughts     stay     hers ;     for     all     the     work     she’s     done     and     continues     to     do ,     talking     about     what     goes     on     in     her     head     is     still     a     challenge     she     struggles     to     meet .     a     long ,     measured     breath     returns     her     to     the     moment     and     she     brings     a     hand     up     over     her     shoulder ,     silently     asking     for     kathryn’s     own .     if     she     sounds     a     little     out     of     it ,     she     can     blame     the     hour .     ]

“     it’s     in     the     warmer .     should     still     be     okay     ...     better     than     the     replicated     shit ,     at     least .     ”

[betrayher]

*  ᴬᴺᴺᴬ ᵎ 

      there’s not a lot to TALK ABOUT in prison, and unfortunately, you get to know each other rather well when you only have one other person for company. anna’s in a particularly foul mood today, and when her cellmate asks one too many probing questions, she finally snaps. ❝ you wouldn’t know GOOD FOR YOU if it looked you in the face. ❞

@betrayher· // liked for a lyric starter

a     sharp     smile     curls     her     lips ,     head     tipping     back     to     rest     against     rough     stone ;     it’s     funny     because     she     KNOWS .     all     she     does ,     all     she     has     ever     done ,     is     what     will     keep     her     alive     -     happiness     is     a     beast     she     knows     nothing     about ,     and     she’s     beginning     to     suspect     it’s     one     that     can’t     live     alongside     the     kind     of     power     the     two     of     them     chase .

“     oh ,     and     you’re     so     much     better ?     ”

[betrayher]

smith the moment things start going right for her: this is a trap. this is not real. i am in a simulation actually

[betrayher]

to clarify this i mean it in every context except the professional

[betrayher]

after kathryn gets her officially pardoned, smith actually does write that holonovel about her experiences on voyager, bc a. she’d be bored as hell if she didn’t have something to do and writing/holo stuff are passions from her childhood she’s interested in reconnecting with, and b. it’s kind of a cathartic exercise that her therapist is actively encouraging

[betrayher]

*     @starsdestined​     said :     “     hi yes, kathryn is just gonna come up and hug zoey from behind and kiss her on her cheek.     ”

it’s     that     kind     of     lazy ,     welcome     surprise     she’s     getting     more     used     to     day     by     day ;     she     doesn’t     have     to     tense     every     time     there’s     an     unexpected     touch ,     doesn’t     have     to     school     her     reaction     into     something     she     can     use .     she’s     allowed     to     just     enjoy     this ,     and     she     does ,     genuine     smile     bleeding     into     her     voice     when     she     finally     speaks .

“     mm     ...     good     morning .     i     made     coffee .     oh ,     and     jean-luc     called .     ”

[soulrph]

send in " i thought i told you to stay put?! " for the sender to yell at the receiver out of fear for the receiver's safety, after the receiver ignored instructions to not follow the sender into a dangerous situation.

alternatively, send in " you and i both know that i was never going to listen to you. " for the sender to have ignored the receiver's instructions not to follow them into a dangerous situation.