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he / they pronouns • 19 yrs idv and hq enthusiast !!

[bewitchedancer]

i don’t imagine you’ll receive this letter but i , nonetheless , must send it.

[bewitchedancer]

“Newt,

For the longest time, I’ve hidden what felt like a storm of intensity away from you. I never knew it was love at the time, and even if the signs were obvious, I was still so stubborn of what my heart was telling me about you.

I miss you. Everyone misses you. But sometimes, I wonder to myself if they truly mourn the way I mourn for you. The days feel quieter, emptier, as if the sun is constantly reminding me that you’ll never come back and that is something I have to accept.

The wind always breezed by me with sorrow, with a guilt so deep that it reminded me of how the water felt in my lungs all before fear kissed my heart and asked me, ‘Do you really want to break his promise?’.

I know I shouldn’t mourn forever. But when the night falls, I feel so alone. I miss the way your arms held me every night, I miss the way you would speak to me in the silence with a kiss that would seal away all of our worries.

But you’re gone. And that is something I’m afraid I can never accept.

Signed, T.”

[bewitchedancer]

[The snow will comfort me.]

The snow comforts me.

It comforts me as I lie with tears freezing from the cold weather. It acts as a blanket when my solitude begins to crawl up my back and haunt my beating heart and soul.

The snow comforts me.

I tell myself I’ll keep waiting for the right person, for the right time, but every second that passes, it feels like I am doomed to cry beneath my numbed hands.

My heart races to so many things— from the simplest of greetings to the simplest of compliments. Yet, it races with a limp every time I think of love.

I’ve done enough and not enough for love. I’ve been guilty and I’ve been hurt, but the guilt constantly haunts me as I try to love with my entirety.

So, I do what is for the best and for the worst— I keep all of my thoughts of romance hidden in a locket, away from everyone including the Earth.

The snow will comfort me.

But how long will it comfort me until my heart shatters in this locket of mine?

[bewitchedancer]

[Sleep.]

And as the summer breeze dances through the tall grass, I close my eyes and let the sun kiss my skin.

Even as my heart slows down and my breathing softens, apologies run through my head to everyone I know of.

I am selfish. That, I am aware— but for once, this once, I want to feel peace and freedom away from the emotions that overwhelm my small body.

I’ll be okay, I promise I will. The stars told me so, the sun told me so, the summer breeze told me so, and the earth told me so.

Just promise me one thing and one thing only— that you’ll continue to live and lift your head up no matter how difficult it gets. Keep your head high so that the sun can kiss your face and tell you “i love you”.

Live with love, even as I sleep eternally on the fields of tall grass, far away from everyone.

[bewitchedancer]

“My dearest,

It’s been a long, long time since I’ve memorized your face. But even after you have left this earth I still have the touch of your lips memorized like a broken record.

I hope to see you in the afterlife.

Thomas.”

[bewitchedancer]

With some consideration of newtmas , i’ll be writing a fanfic !!! The most i can say about it is that it will be through thomas’ perspective and the format will all be through love letters :] hopefully i’ll release chapter one tonight after i get more ideas for the basic plot and all meahshhahahaha

[bewitchedancer]

after recently getting into hadestown thomas is eurydice and newt is orpheus and yes this can in fact be vise versa

[bewitchedancer]

yuri newtmas except it’s fem!thomas being fem!newt’s newest roommate after newt and gally had a fight about what position thomas will be put in now that she joined the student council

[bewitchedancer]

friends to maybe lovers newtmas and its newt falling for thomas each and every time they go on late night car rides together ouhhhh dont get me started

[bewitchedancer]

Consumed so much newtmas i have the strong urge to make yuri based off of them i AM in fact greedy like that ✌️✌️✌️✌️

[bewitchedancer]

Can u tell i barely know what tags to use

[bewitchedancer]

Consumed so much newtmas i have the strong urge to make yuri based off of them i AM in fact greedy like that ✌️✌️✌️✌️

[bewitchedancer]

im listening to don’t worry i’ll make you worry by sabrina and putting the lyrics aside to focus on the instrumental and vibe i genuinely feel like this is so newtmas to me 🙁 there’s something about the instrumental that makes me think of them so happy and free if it werent for the maze to happen

[bewitchedancer]

even tho ive had this account for years i thought it would be funny for my first blog to be about newtmas LOL so here i am ready to yap in my next few posts about them :3

[minty-apricot]

[soukokuchild]

I can't believe atsusuna isn't as popular as other ships/rarepairs despite the content we have !!! in plain sight !!!!!

Let's start with this one sided love –ish situation during high school and how Rintarou can't shut the fuck up about Atsumu. I mean, mentioning him even when no one was talking about Atsumu was really necessary I guess

Not to mention this is how suna rintarou sees Atsumu during the match

AND !!!! this handshake

We should also talk about the unnecessary amout of pictures Rintarou takes of Atsumu and how he can't stop mentioning him (pre and post timeskip)

And since we're here let's talk about timeskip Suna's jersey number which is... 7. Does this ring a bell?

Okay that's enough I'm so fucking delusional but as a skts shipper I'm used to hallucinating things

(also there's more content but this app doesn't let me add more than ten pics I'm sorry)